MY TWIN MAKU
PAINFUL CONFESSION (JASMINE HEART INJURY)

The Rose only looked down, she did not dare to look me in the face, and I snapped at the Rose with anger that had peaked in my head, why my twin brother was so happy with me, it feels uncomfortable to have to deal with two people who have betrayed me, but I have to be tough in dealing with a problem as complicated as this, I asked Rose to explain everything, with a vibrating voice she told me everything.

"I'm sorry brother, actually since I came to this city, I accidentally met Rafael in the office where I work now, I fell in love with him at first sight, I was so admiring his handsome and charming figure, I thought he worked in the office, but in fact I never saw him there again, until finally I had to settle in this city, he said, and my father advised me to stay with you and my mother, in fact you already have a life of each, a mother who already has a new husband, where maybe I can live with her, she said, and when I found out you were married, I was nervous about what to do, let alone leave my father in the village with a sickly state, then I called you and told you everything about my situation, you asked me to stay at your house by bringing you here, and when I found out your husband was the man I'd never known before, my heart was so disappointed, why should you be his wife, if I didn't live in the village with my father, surely I will be the wife of Rafael, because I am no less beautiful than you, every day I fall more and more in love with Rafael, even I am very crazy to want to have her, while you were busy with your work, I was the one who took your place to serve him, and I unknowingly gave you my father's sedative, because I had already seen the reaction of the drug, when he took it, and I was not aware that I was giving him, he was hallucinating as if he was seeing a mother in this house, and slowly he was not aware of his delusion, and I decided to give the medicine to Rafael, as I thought, rafael was unconscious and hallucinating as if he was making love to you, I was carried away by his game, he forced me to do it in your room, did I wrongly accept all the pleasure, he said, really accept this fact, because now Rafael is my husband, and this twin of yours is your honey, can you not share a little of your happiness with me, because from childhood we are not used to sharing anything, now is the right time for you to share a husband with me" said Rose with her happy smile.

It felt like I wanted to slap him in the face, but it flashed through my head about the father who was in his room, I didn't want him to hear our commotion, I was afraid that his heart would weaken, when I heard this debate.

Oh my God, I didn't expect this to hurt, my inner being in my heart while holding my chest that felt this tight.

And then I hit my chest, which was tight, and I wanted to scream as hard as I could, if it wasn't for my dad, maybe not only a shout will come out of my mouth but also the maki curse on my twin who does not know himself, for a glance I glanced at Rafael who bowed his head, and tears washed his face.

Astaghfirullah, I am not strong, Allah huhuhu, my mind mourns my bad luck.

Unknowingly I kicked down the table in front of me with all my might.

Pyaars...

The glass of the table broke and my hands were pouring blood, I could not feel this wound that cut my wrist, but Rafael was very panicked and immediately covered the wound with the tablecloth that was there, regardless of the wound in my hand, I stepped foot into my room, apparently my father heard a commotion in the living room, with the help of a nurse father approached me in the room, he hugged me while saying an apology, it turns out my father also participated in their series wedding, as well, at that moment my body felt very light, and I lost consciousness, my body was helpless and lying on the bed.

I don't know how long I was unconscious, when I woke up there was a doctor who checked my condition, the doctor said if my wound was not too deep, so no other medical action needed, in my room there was my mother and father, both bowed lethargic without daring to look me in the face, while Rafael was driving the doctor out, while Rose, who knew where the traitor's sister was, was, I was fed up and didn't want to see her again, my burden felt so heavy when my parents took part in the series' wedding.

"Honey listen to mother's explanation first, really mother does not mean to hurt you, mother only wants to save the future of the mother's daughter, if you think the mother is wrong, then just assume the mother is guilty, just assume the mother is guilty, but I did that solely for the sake of preserving your sister's dignity".

"True Melati, the father was also forced to agree to her, because Rose begged the father, she cried because her chastity had been snatched away by Rafael, and there would be no other man willing to take responsibility after that, so that the father reluctantly accepted the marriage of the series".

I just fell silent with tears, my torn hands not much pain, compared to the wide open wounds of my heart.

Then I asked them to come out of my room, I pondered over everything that had happened in my life, and I decided to complain to my Lord, I took the water of ablution and prayer to just calm my heart, with tears in my eyes, I poured out all my heart to God, no matter how long I cried at that time, until I finally fell asleep on my prayer mat.

When I woke up this heart was a little relieved, although I still did not believe what had happened to me, then I stood up and breathed a long breath, I folded my face and prayer mat, after all night I asked God for guidance, and I decided not to make a rash decision, however they were the ones I loved, even though they had all betrayed me, immediately I took a shower and refreshed my body, after which I walked out of the room, it turned out that Rafael was asleep on the living room sofa.

Why don't you sleep with your new wife, you think I care if you fall asleep here, my mind is numb, I leave Rafael there.

I decided to go for a walk around the housing complex, inhaling the soothing morning air, suddenly someone reached my hand, it turned out that he was Rafael who was following me, I threw his hand and turned my face away, sick of seeing his face in the morning like that, making me no longer eager to just look for fresh air, I continued to set foot into the complex garden, I continued, and Rafael was still following me from behind, whatever was on his mind, maybe he was afraid that if I killed myself outside the house, I wasn't that stupid, my mind with a grunt of annoyance.

...Seriate....