
I stood up as you said a word I never wanted to hear in my entire life.
I want to turn the time around. Remembering you who used to be next to me every day, became the most comfortable backrest when I was weak when I was tired.
Just count the days towards me who will stay alone, contemplating all that I cannot possibly turn back on as I once did.
I'm happy but it's all gone for no reason, wanting me to stop it all. Unfortunately I don't have the power to do what I want.
Injured and crying because I can't take all the decisions you've made..
One you should know. I'm waiting for you to come back, honestly I don't want you to leave everything here. I can't hold back these tears, remembering everything that's happened.
I know you're just like I don't want love to end here. I can see it in your eyes.
But maybe this is the way.
Must separate.
I hope a miracle happens so that you will not continue your desire to end this relationship.
Look at the two angels who have accompanied our lives and paint a lighter color than the color we have always painted in the history of our love story.
Try to feel how much suffering they will feel when you stick to their stance.
"Grandler.."
"Mama?" I, who was sitting pensively by the window, immediately regained my senses and wiped away the tears before staring at my mother-in-law. The mother who was my missing biological mother's replacement.
"Aisyah and Almira were sleeping, so Mama came here to tell you that they were going to sleep in Mama's place. Invite Chiko to come and stay at your home. You guys haven't stayed at mom's house in a long time?" Say it while smiling.
I prayed that Mama would not know that I was actually feeling a tremendous shock.
"Guild, ma."
I drove Mama-in-law's departure to the front of the house because the driver was waiting for her.
"Yes, yes, assalamualaikum."
"Getishalam."
I let out a long sigh and saw the house that had been a witness for 10 years of my life journey with Chiko.
Unbelievably, tears returned when remembering that 10 years together will end in the next thirty days.
No couple in the world wants a divorce. Divorce always leaves a negative impact, not only on the husband and wife, but also on the children they have.
If you know the impact that will happen to the child when we decide to divorce. Maybe you'll think twice about saying that word to me.
The rest of the time I have, I will try to leave a happy message for our two daughters.
Her morning..
I ventured to ask my husband about divorce. I hope he changes his mind.
"I chose to get divorced not because I don't love you anymore, but because I prefer to be happy without you" she said before leaving home.
"Is it true that in your heart there is no more love for me?" ask me while trying to hold back the tears so as not to fall in front of him.
Husband, turn around and look me in the eye. Why since that day every time we talk you never look me in the eye. I know you're shrouded in the mist of love for a moment. Turn around and look at me, so that I can remove the fog from your eyes and heart.
Yes, it seems useless Humaira hopes because Chiko continues to talk while turning her back to Humaira.
"Don't judge me no longer love you, no longer respect you as my partner. I've done everything I can to maintain the marriage but I can't. I'm sorry Humaira. I hope after this you can find greater happiness."
"I have to go to the office, assalamualaikum." Chiko said as she looked towards her watch before actually leaving Humaira.
"Goddessalam.."
Humaira walked over while extending a hand, hoping that Chiko would not forget to let Humaira kiss her hand like they always do. But Chiko left immediately.
"Divorce is one of the most destructive and emotional traumatic experiences a human can go through, no matter if you are the instigator or the recipient. Difficult, and painful, and it takes a long time to feel normal again." I cried while trying to stop myself from crying.
I decided to clean the house and prepare to pick up Aisyah and Almira.
I also had to think of an excuse because last night I didn't know what time my husband came home, so I couldn't tell him that Aisyah and Almira were staying at Mama's house, she also sent my mom a message to stay there.
My husband, I will never stop praying to the Most Reversal.
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"One month? does that mean for a month you won't see me?" dinda asked who was surprised when Chiko said the last wish of Humaira.
Chiko nodded weakly.
"No, no. I can't if it's been a whole month not seeing you."
"Dinda, understand. What's wrong with following Humaira's last wish. Isn't it after that we'll be together to build a household like you've always wanted."
"We can still meet at the office" Chiko said.
Dinda fell silent, how could she imagine for 1 month just meeting in the office and not doing anything like they usually do.
Chiko got up from her sitting position and approached Dinda.
"Come on, just 30 days. After her we'll always be together and do whatever you want."
"A promise of only 30 days?" yang Dinda made sure.
"Yes, I promise."
"Where's the divorce papers then? has Humaira signed it yet?"
"Of course not yet. Didn't I tell you Humaira will sign the divorce papers after I agree to serve the last terms she's given."
"Chiko, not me not allowing you to abide by the last condition your wife gave you. I'm just afraid if it turns out after you've spent time with your wife. You changed your mind and you cut off our relationship."
"You know, if I'm so dependent on you. I love you so much and I can't live without you."
No, I promise I won't change my mind."
Dinda smiled then hugged Chiko, the hug ended on the bed scene.
How could I not be so excited to enjoy the household ark together with Dinda who is actually very good at providing service in bed.
Ah Dinda, I can't wait to enjoy you every day.
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