NANO SWEETS
Dilemmas
With a thumping heart I went upstairs where it would be my temporary residence during the process.
Up on the top floor I was greeted by friends who had come first.alhamdulillaah everything was friendly2...
I tried to smile and return their hospitality even though my heart was still a little agitated and could not calm down.
After getting acquainted I headed to my bed that has been prepared.I save my luggage and I lay my body.
My mind is glaring
Remembering my son, my mother whom I have not yet known, to my sister, I took a deep breath....
I took my phone a little worried when I wanted to call my sister.
I was thinking what I should say.....
After a long time pensively I slowly typed my message for my beloved sister.
Assalaamualaikum Deck
Dek..sorry brother new news.
Brother is now in the labor distribution foundation,
brother forced to work because brother has a debt to copration.
jd brother must get money for his keelasin ..
titip toni yes.maybe brother 4-5 months of work until the debt paid off brother .
toni let the same mas bayu only let there be a school shuttle.if the same mamah kasian afraid mamah tired.
That's what my message is to my sister. I gathered up my courage and I sent my message.
The message was sent and immediately checked blue.
With a thump I wait for my sister to reply.
Click..sms sound in.
I'm opening soon....
!!!!!!!!
My sister's sms came with overflowing anger.
Waalaikumsalaam wr
good yes.kak .all of a sudden ngasi news startian...I did not think about with brother.until sister has to leave the child and mamak ngerjain who is old...
As long as you know yes.began this second brother do not need to contact me and mamah again.
if you want to continue to live with a husband whose work is just sleeping please, please, toni let me and mamah take care of it but brother does not need to go home again as long as brother still maintains brother's husband.
Free to have a husband and wife even work husband sleep what kind of husband is it.
Brother debt can be a sister's husband who pays why must the sister who works not her husband who works.
If the brother is still stubborn it is up to the brother but remember my message do not text lg kesaya
Mama also did not want to see her husband again.
That was my sister's reply.
I'm speechless....
A few seconds later
There was a call coming in no my sister
Quickly I lift
And I heard my mom's loud voice
What the fuck do you go to work with a schoolboy...
already stayin the Bayu and go home do not need to work.free have a husband can not take care of the wife.mis told to work.
I've come home here the toni bring all of you and transfer schools mamah do not give your permission to work
Mama doesn't want to know quickly come home now she said in flames.
I tremble and hear the sound of mama.
all my life this time I saw my anger.
I dare not say a word
Confused to answer if I turn off my phone and I calm myself down.
I kept quiet for a long time and thought....
My mind is completely dead-end
20 Minutes later, I was able to control my heart a little.
I type a reply to my sister
Dek..please understand in brother.at this time brother does not need a lecture or advice, kakak benar2 again confused with debt brother
Brother does not know what to appreciate because who has a debt has been collected continuously.
If I don't work and go home who wants to pay my sister's debt?
Do you want to help pay off your debt? Don't you?
Deck sorry if brother has done adek and mamah
Tell mama brother to apologize...
Dek is not a brother defending mas Bayu ..but ..who knows RT someone is just husband and wife itself.
other people can only see and judge from the outside
While in it they do not know how the husband and wife are trying to fight for her RT.
Brother sure adek will know if later adek already married.
once again, I apologize because my sister has disappointed you
🙏🙏 please help keep toni for sister😥
I sent a long reply to my sister.
No reply ....
My sister benar2 no longer wants to communicate with me.
There is sadness in my heart
I could feel the disappointment of my sister and my mother
I also imagined my son toni ..either what would I explain to him if my son asked?
There's no way I'm answering what it is to a 9-year-old...🤔😥
I'm pensive again...
My mind is still not upset
I can't control this stability
Remember the marah mama's phone....
I actually2 didn't know what to do
I know my mama's mad because she's so fucking wired me
Mama
The wrath of mama
Show me how much mom cares about me
My mom had to cut the phone
Not that I don't want to listen to you
But I'm afraid we're gonna hurt each other
Let the anger go first
I'm sure Mama will understand me
Deck...
Forgive your brother this deck
I know adek
Mournfully
Disillusioned
Angrier
Piqued
Jd one
Tp can't be revealed
As big as your wrath
That big brother loves you
Forgive your brother
Which has disappointed you.
I save my phone and I'm ready2 to take a shower
I thought maybe with a shower my brain would calm down and be able to think.
Finish the shower.I don't dare to open the phone.
I'm sure I'll chat in from people who are in debt.
I tried to hang out with my friend
''looks everyone is happy there are more tiktokan there are more dressing up there are more horrified music there is also another chat.sema see on cheerful...
But that's why I'm so concerned about seeing myself and them.
though they were full of smiles and jokes I knew they were giving off a taste.
not much different from me. People who come to this foundation all bring their own problems.
Some went because their husband betrayed them
who cheated and married again
Someone came here because they were in debt just like me
there was only 2 months of giving birth and coming here can not be imagined only 2 months of giving birth to the condition of the body has not been recovered but he desperately came here to get a job regardless of what problems befell him obviously, the problem is just as complicated as mine
The point is all that datanh to this place is a troubled person2.
God give me strength and laughter
I believe You are Most Compassionate, Most Merciful.