NANO SWEETS
Kangen

1 Day has passed with a long time.

It's lunchtime and I'm in line to grab food.Suddenly it's my turn to take my food rations.

I choose a place that is a bit far from the crowd.I still want to be alone.not yet able to mingle.hatiku still confused.

I open my food and look at me....

I noticed the food menu.There is a lot of rice but a small side dish.

How can I eat this much rice without side dishes?

Astagfirullooh.I'm really not very good at being grateful.

With my husband I can eat rice and side dishes at will.and I still complain and frustrate.

While here I see people eating rice like this.astagfirullooh.please forgive your servant O Allah....

That's how my heart always comes with my regrets.

Bismillaahirrohaanirrohiim

I began to devour my food.I did not feel the food that I had previously timang that was exhausted ludes not restless.

I am stunned.astagfirullooh.thank you God in the current condition You still give me the pleasure of Eating until it runs out.

Masya Allah's...

When at home I was very difficult to eat.same as my son Toni if you want to eat should be called first and seduced first. My food with the food we want.

Here I eat voraciously with potluck dishes.

Oh Allah ....

After I finished eating and drinking, I washed my food after I had stored it back, I went upstairs to the top floor where we were gathered.

I looked at my missed call from my son, shaking my heart.

My son here at home fights me like tomy and jerry

If I ask ..sad you love mama no

And he replied with chu x

No. .. answered him.I who was anxious with the answer I hugged him and I held him tightly

Whahuh? Again say no love mama.ayo say try.

Laughing, he finally said

Gaakkk said more and more gemes za me.

That's what my son really likes my jahilin.he never wants to say dear if I ask.

When she was on vacation at her grandmother never even wanted to call me.

If I'm not he says mom don't call toni anymore playing FF he said

Now what is the game I do not understand, which is clearly his favorite game.

And today he called me 3 times.

Ohh my dear son....

I'll call her back immediately

And there was a voice I missed.

Mama ..when mom wants to come here (grandma's house) ask her...

Why baby ? Kangen ya same mama godaku while looking at the screen hp.

My son's silt is like a sad heart.

Why in my eyes do I see sadness on Toni's face?

There's no way he knows and understands that I'm going my inner being.

Mom when you want to come back, Toni's question dawned on me.

Ntar dear mama must be there , mama kumpulin money first yes if there is already money mama kesaansi me heart.

Mama wants to bring money how many questions plain

Uhmmm bring a lot of money so we can play like yesterday to the timezone I said comforting him

Asyiikkkk he shouted happily.

Mama isiin package yes toni exhausted her package he said

I want to laugh hearing it.

My son is this innocent I must be snapped into this kind of condition, O God..What kind of mother am I. The funny child who again needs the affection and caress of his mother with how I stay right.

Oh my....

I wanted to cry but as hard as I could endure .I didn't want to cry in front of this little boy.

Honey again what.ntar mama send his pulse.

Which grandma?

My toot.

Grandma was sleeping, she said, pointing the camera at her grandmother at a glance

At first glance, my mother was asleep, I could see clearly her sad face.

This heartache saw it.

The person I love

I felt sad because of me. Oh, my God

I'm sorry Mah

God protect my mother

Libdungi my sister

My son's son

Extend his age and give health keep away from all dangers.

O Allah.Give me the opportunity to make them happy O Allah.

Mama toni close first yes toni again play FF ntar send the pulse yes toni pulse is over

Shouted my son across there.

Yes, my dear mama sent her pulse

Don't be naughty

Watch out for grandma don't upset grandma I replied.

Finish calling my son

I saw Wa enter from the Bayu mas

Mas Bayu: how are you Dek? Have you eaten yet ?

Me : Yank's news,

I already ate

Mas Bayu: Eat the same what ?

Me : Its name many side dishes seuprit 🤣

But my meal is gone no longer with😁

Mad Bayu: Tumben ate out, here eat it while remaining ? 🤔

I : Yes, I also do not know when the food does not taste, it seems,

But I can be greedy and delicious it feels ❤🤲

Mas Bayu : Alhamdulillaah if adek can still eat delicious, meaning healthy adek.❤

Mas kangen same adek 😥

Me : Samma 😥

Mas Bayu: adek go home za ya, mas can not live without adek😥

Me : 🤔 debt agore how ???

Mas Bayu: we pay lah.lat we pay together ..mas also definitely try to get money.

But adek home ya😥

Me : 😥😥😥

Mas Bayu: mas phone ya, mas kangen want to hear the sound of adek

Me :❤❤❤

(call in )

Assalaamualaikum answered me

Waalaikum salaam reply mas bayu

Only a day later I stayed when I missed my candle again

I am not happy, he replied

As big as kangen mas bayu answered me

Toni tlp me. She usually never calls me.

I said

The contact of the bath is his name

Answer the bayu.

I also told my sister and my mother

They're so mad to know I work

And they told us to separate my answer.

(silent ) a moment ago...

They must be angry

Answer the bayu.

Just this time my mother was angry I was afraid to make her answer

Mama don't want to look at the mas anymore ..adek I was the same

They told me to go home.Medicin.

I thought I was working to be told to answer me

Keep telling me what to ask the baby

I'm not saying what's free I'm explaining they don't understand

I closed the phone to avoid a fight, I answered.

They know that they sleep their work, they want to find work, not me who works.

I'm not wrong who they are because they love me and worry about me.

On the one hand, I know how to look after me

Answer me

I am in a dilemma right now

Simalakama.

Answer me.

Yes have patience za , ntar mas there pick up adek reply mas bayu.

Take her mean home? Much

Yes, we have to go home we face together we pay off the debt together, replied the baby.

I'm so moved to hear it...

But mas ...if you pick me up, you have to redeem me to the foundation.mas have money ? Ask me.

Emang must be redeemed ya asked mas Bayu with his innocence

Yes, I redeemed my ktp 200k

Redeem the 50k meal a day

Pay 150k transport when I ride my grab

So the mas must be readyin 400k sovtanya mas bayu

Yes, less so

Not yet for the cost we go home there must be 500 atw 600 mah answered me.

Yes it is today mas there ya wait mas sharelok ya answer

Seriously, I'm not sure yet

Answer the bayu...

Yes it is serlok and mas ready to pick up

Adek is ready there, he said.

Yes, yes, I am.mkasih.

❤❤😥😥