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The day since our covid financials started to drop dramatically.

My online sales that were crowded began to be quiet.Business2 online my husband began to be quiet.while the day began to be quiet.and finally savingsvkita was long drained.

To get income we have to squeeze the brain to find a way .

We finally agreed to

Sales .

Leftover goods sold at home we bring to the stall for sale.Lucky saar that I get a place to sell my merchandise.

With a makeshift mat I started selling goods (stock sale ) at home.

The beginning was heavy

Because I'm not used to selling directly to consumers .every morning I wake up in the morning and I lift my sales to a fairly far away from my place.

Sometimes my mother who happens to be home not far from my place of sale helps me to keep my company.

Because the kasian saw me bring 2 items that are far away my mamak proposed that his merchandise be stored in his house.of course this is a good idea.

Finally somewhat reduced my slowness to transport goods .

Hari2 I fill with sales after I finish transporting goods that have been sold to my mother's place.

Unfortunately, all of them do not go smoothly.

Every day I bring sales alone and my activity is silent attention to my sister.she was upset to see me who had to sell alone without Mas Bayu helping me even though only for the transport2 goods.from there my sister's attitude initially even a little friendly began to decrease.he was a lot silent and never talked to me.But with my attitude chu x with my surroundings my activities were not affected.

Not that I don't understand the change in attitude of my only brother, but I'm thinking about making the wrong decision to make I can get caught up in more complicated problems.

On the one hand he is my sister who certainly as a brother who loves his brother he will feel sad and concerned about my situation.just not that he does not want to help me.he is not much better than me.

My sister she is the backbone of my family.My father before my sister was born she has left us. My sister grew up and grew from the affection of grandmother and grandfather from mother.

After turning into an adult my sister started working and her work was 100% used to finance my mother.

My sister took my mother with her by contracting a house .

I as a brother did not help them too much, because my needs were almost 50% helped by my sister.the cost of school and the needs of my child were all borne by my sister.

I always hold a sense of guilt against my brother.She has to be me as a brother who protects my family.tp fact my brother protects us.

No one knows every night that I sometimes cry about the fate of our lives, thinking about how tired my sister who had to bash our lives by ignoring her youth.

Forgive your brother this is my sister

Brother only prayed to God as the Lord always gives health to you, gives strength of patience and all three of you are given a long age.

And I always pray to God that I will be given the opportunity to be able to repay all the kindness of my sister to me and my family, especially because she is true2 sincerely caring for and loving my son one the one who was always by my side with us.

Come back again, my way

Every day the activity is always the same

I sell alone and my husband stays with his online business activities from hp.

I understand the work of my husband.he does the business of buying and selling crypto (coin )

I do not deny.from the business it is my husband sometimes foam get a lot of money from me.but with time that can not be predicted.sometimes it can be in a matter of seconds he can be in the millions...sometimes two days

Sometimes even once a month, sometimes months can not even be imagined how difficult and confused I face the day of the day in the midst of needs every day.

For weeks or months my husband was not able to get the money I should be able to reduce my needs.

I'm the kind of woman who doesn't want to talk much, if you've spoken once but there's no result then I'll decide to shut up and act alone.

I once complained to my husband and suggested that he would help me sell at least I could cover my family's disappointment, especially my sister.

Because I know what my family wants is not my husband should get a lot of money but at least they want my husband not to let me work / transport sales2 goods sold alone.that's all they want (very very reasonable)

But.this is what until now my husband has not been able to do.he is so strong with his principles even though he does not work hard and only sleeps at home he believes he can get money.

If so I can't do anything but resign .

Semwntara from the sale results can not be relied on other than we just sell not have customers and goods2 that I sell was still in a little relatip.no much choice for buyers.

But everything I said I explained could not change my husband's faith at all.Eventually with a little disappointment that I felt I tried to stretch my chest by having to be ready to bear the risk of being ignored by my sister and eat heart with my husband's attitude.

That's the day I went through with the seasoned awkwardness in my own family and the disappointment I was harbored from my husband.

I do not want my mother and my sister to see all my problems.I energy always hide every feeling I am feeling.I always fortify my face by always showing my cheerfulness

Every day I always show that I'm okay, but inside my real problems are like kedondong fruit.

Only God knows.

My strength is very limited

My ability to earn money is very limited...

Every month I have to pay my contract

Buy tokens, have not made the needs that sometimes adavini that must be resolved with money, not to mention can invitation from neighbors, request donations from local Rt for environmental needs, and, for the cost of our meals a day, for the purposes of bathing, for the provision of school my son and his snacks know his own name child can not understand if his parents do not have money, but his parents do not have money,not to mention the mother-in-law who always asked for rations.alah mah mama-in-law changed her attitude to me, continue because we can not ngasi money lg to mamak-in-law, every mamak tlp never raised my husband.pwrnah I heard mamak merrua angry with my husband because his tlp was not raised and my husband told his mama

Mak if mamak phone bayu and baby is not a sign that the baby lg g have money that is what I debgar.and manakin angry instead he understand and understand the situation but even make a burden of trouble

Mamak-in-law was angry because he could no longer get the jatahvuang from the bayu mas. God, if I could compare my mother and my father-in-law.

My mom when I have money every day I check my mom with money as far as my husband knows of course ..and that was without my mother ever asking me even if I love the 100k money she always refused he said do not bnyak much packed to mamah needs teteh more than the needs of mamah.mamah is enough on the table from yusuf (my sister) he said.

And when I don't charge spontaneous money my mommy knows that I don't have any money with ease my mom gives me money given my sister blm my mama used.and she told me to use it first take my mother's money that I wear and I don't know how many grams of jewelry my mother bought my sister that I punjam I can not return.and my sister also know it but she never also asked about it.

In contrast to my mother's attitude, my in-laws were angry because the mas bayu didn't spend money on him .

Once mas bayu punjam money to mamak when mamak is still good to mas bayu borrow 300k if not wrong and when returning it must be increased if not packed more then we will not be again on loan so little difference in the treatment of my mother and my mother-in-law

There was one incident that may have been the effect that I could not lose in my memory

It was yani's wedding day her son Kak wati

Because it is celebrated in the building and is located far from home so that we are not late to the event we have to sleep in the nearest hotel.

Well at that time my mother-in-law was still angry with me because I and my sister look familiar.and kak wati looks friendly to me.Since that's why mamah jd hates me.

With a bright light call to kak wati so that we are not united in one room later.

If mamak put together his room with me then mamak g will come with it he said.

His name is the general his will must follow.

And his sister also told the problem to me and your baby.

Baby just fell silent

While I'm relaxed just relax.I say for us mah want another room was not a problem that kak wati who spent money (which pay the hotel fee) 😁🤭

Finally got a deal after the talks

We also booked a different room

Mommy room with veni and kiki family, while I was united with the family bang Fais with her daughter while for the room men2 cm there is 1 room

If the Willy family he's because of a lot of money they rent a private room, that's how we finally made the decision

The problem is not just the placement of rooms.

Apparently, there are problems that I think are beyond the limits of healthy people.

As a daughter-in-law I pretend not to understand that my mother-in-law hates me.

My in-laws hate me because he feels ashamed and feels sure that his cheating has been exposed.cheating pitting between me and my sister.that's the main reason why mamak hates me.because to reduce his shame

It's not that he's self-conscious, it's even more ridiculous that's my in-laws.

Another lg with my sister-in-law who chick after knowing their cheating revealed...they can still be relaxed and as if nothing happened.they are used to the thick face and used to face two...the fulus remains glued to them that cm they think

(Fruit will not fall far from the tree)