
Why choosing life is so complicated, if there is a better way. I don't know... Naura herself could not understand the storyline of her life.
Almost married his own sister-in-law at a young age. Then he was taken away from his step-son until his marriage was canceled. Then drive to the capital. And married after his father 'took' at that time.
Life is really complicated. He could not guess the next story.
Fendy is a good guy. It's not wrong if she makes that handsome man her husband. Because it was a dream husband.
Maybe the drawback is only one in the eyes of beautiful women out there. Fendy is less money.
But thankfully match Naura who does not 'save' money. Until they become a couple.
Married while working. Naura is committed to helping her husband financially. For their future together, of course.
Both are diligent on fasting Monday Thursday to save for the desire to have a private vehicle and also a place to live.
Fendy's motor is just an inventory motor from the factory because he is a billing part employee at the ceramic plant.
And home, they're still contracting as well.
Naura and Fendy aspire to own their own home. It's okay small and simple. The important thing is enough for them to stay without having to think about the rent every month.
A year later, God granted their wish. A simple house they could finally have.
With the remaining savings, Naura and Fendy renovate the house for the better.
It is simple, but to them it is like a palace. Especially after a few months of occupying it, Naura tested positive for pregnancy by a doctor after 3 days of illness and examined.
What a precious happiness for Naura and Fendy. Even Fendy's parents came and stayed with them for two months.
But it turns out that God still wants to test the cohesiveness of their love. Naura fell in the bathroom while cleaning the toilet with floor cleaning fluid.
Because it is slippery, he slipped and fell on his stomach to hit the end of the WC. At that time, the age of Naura content has entered five months.
For two days Naura did not feel the baby's heartbeat in her womb. Fendy takes Naura to the clinic and the midwife declares that their baby was gone 23 hours ago.
Naura shock's. He cried regretting his boredom for not being able to take care of himself who was pregnant until their baby who became his 'victim.
Fendy tried to calm Naura down at that moment. Even that is the Destiny of the Almighty. Everything has happened. And they have to legowo for the sake of the peace of their deceased baby candidates who turned out to be men.
After being treated and coming home from the hospital, Naura is still down. He still keeps baby clothes and trinkets that he has bought nyicil.
Her mother-in-law called her and said not to buy baby equipment before 7 months. Pamali said.
Naura is getting sad. Getting worse with his mental and physical condition.
Since the incident he had to be in the curettage/curette, his condition was getting weaker. Naura was more silent and silent. Easy to get angry and easy to get emotional. Often blamed himself for 'killing' his own flesh and blood for the fall he had in the bathroom.
Fendy who also had other pressures at work also down and finally labile too, can not cope with Naura.
Every time he came home from work, there was always someone who made his head dizzy with Naura's behavior. As in that afternoon.....
The room's a mess. Naura sobbed in the corner of her room while holding scissors and concocting all her negligee that she used to wear when she was pregnant.
"Huuuhuuhuaaaaa....Hik hik hik!!" Just the sound of her loud cries made Fendy cover her face by breathing out patiently trying to deal with Naura who was exposed to inner pressure.
"Hhhh.... Stop, Naur! Take all your sadness!!!! It's destiny! This has all happened!!! Sober up!!!! It's free you keep going like that! Free!!!! Free, can't bring our baby back!!!"
Fendy's harsh words were like a slap to Naura. He realized it with all his heart. But somehow the guilt was hard to get out of his heart. Real hard. Terribly difficult.
Naura ran to hug Fendy's body which was still drenched in sweat.
"I'm sorry! Sorry...."
"I've forgiven you. Long time ago, Naura! Stop stopping your behavior like this! I can go crazy if you keep doing this!"
Fendy takes off Naura's embrace. Sighs in annoyance. And busy fixing all the pieces of clothes that were Naura scissors with a broken heart.
"Yes..."
"It's Naura! I'm tired!"
"Hik hik hiks! I... want to go back to the village first, mas!"
"All right! Whatever!.... But I can't take you, Naur! A lot of work stuck me in the factory. Please understand me too!"
The two are in an uncomfortable feeling with each other. Making the cold atmosphere between them so noticeable.
Naura went back to her hometown. By ourselves. By public transport and bus to his hometown.
There he could be calmer. Because there is a father and mother who always comfort him. Also Ismail who is happy to see the return of his 'girl adjaan' from school until now even though they are more often stormy than getting along.
"Naura! Come on, my father's corn garden is harvesting! Let's go gardening, we'll burn corn like we used to!" take Ismail with spirit 45.
Early in the morning the man of the same age as Naura came to him at the house next to his house.
Ishmael. His little friend, his schoolmate also taught him. Still single and still not dare to shoot girls.
"Why don't you have a boyfriend, Il?" tease Naura on her best friend while busy memocel corn seeds that have matured and rather black as a result of burning fire.
"My girlfriend was taken away by another man!" answer Ismail ngasal. Of course Naura laughed. Because it was a satirical answer aimed at him.
But Naura wasn't angry let alone hurt. He felt guilty for Ishmael as well.
How not. After graduating from high school, Ismail shot her and expressed his love for Naura. But the next day Naura actually went with her village next door.
Since then they have lost contact. Naura wandered into the capital and married Fendy.
Even Naura still remembered, how the small river so tight his chest as it flowed the cheeks of Ismail who sat in the back row crying over Naura who was waiting for the kabul Fendy.
Ishmael broke his heart. Pupus had hoped to be with Naura. The girl who since childhood so he idolized in his silence. The girl he so longed for despite her pranks only he showed.
Hhh.....
..........SERIATE..........