
"Have you ever been in love? Ever felt how beautiful love is? Have you ever felt the pain of love?"
Affandi stared at Naura's sharp yet beautiful eyeballs. Tight and old. Her manic ripples made her so eager to swim in her clear ocean.
"I'm 31 and next month will be 32, Naura! Did you think I'd never get a chance to play love?...."
Now Naura who enjoys the sharp gaze of the handsome man of law power whose age is only ten days different from her.
"I've been up and down many times playing with love, Naura!"
"You should be able to feel my brother's feelings, right?"
"Foolish love, which he should not cultivate!"
"But, at least, don't hate my brother because he loved me wrong!"
"I don't hate your sister, Naura! I just hate his wrong doing of choosing and putting love! And misrepresent love!"
"My brother is just stuck on a mirage of love! He never felt real love. He's fragile because he wants love!"
"You are fragile! You're too soft, Naura! You're like a Japanese tofu without preservatives!"
Naura silence. Contemplating the words Affandi who likens it like Japanese tofu. Makes him spontaneously laugh.
Affan who was 'intentionally' provoked Naura's anger to soften, joined in laughing loosely.
"If I'm Tofu what are you? Chocolate?"
"No, I'm not chocolate. But I'm Padi!"
"Hahahaha... It turns out you can know what my candlestick means!"
"We're the same age as Naura! Haha.... I know you lured me in with the names of the top bands of 2000! Haha...."
Naura blushed, but then she shut up.
"Please,... don't involve Ayuni! Please, I am so begging you! I'd be so grateful if Affan could erase my mbakyu name from your blacklist that he's 'safe' and remain untouched by the law! I'll do whatever you want for all that!"
Affandi stared intently at Naura's face. Inexhaustible thought of himself in the attitude of Naura who was so determined that his brother was not involved.
"You love him so much!"
"She had to take care of her now stroke husband. He also had to pay for our Ibuk's life in the village. Ayuni Mbak also has a daughter who must be extra guarded! The present day is very scary. Even scarier than the 'ghost house' in the Night Market!"
"Hhhh....! Then, what do you want to barter with me?"
Naura silence. Don't know what to answer. The treasure he had, even something precious Naura did not exist.
"Your precious self. Your precious love, I want it! Hows it? Able?"
Scratchy feathers Naura heard Affan say the sentence slowly but it sounded so clear in his ears.
Naura swallows her saliva. Duck. Pretend not to hear and only focus on the cup juice of his drink that has been toilet contents since.
"You don't want to? Or do you not dare? Hehehe.....! Sok-sokan said, will do whatever I want! Be careful with Naura's words! The wrong words will entangle yourself!"
Naura silence. He dared not take a word out of his lips. His heart agreed with every Affan speech. So he no longer debated all the words of the handsome lawyer.
Again Naura made melting with the action of Affan who rubbed his head and bangs.
He was like a poodle child who was gently caressed by the master. Until unconsciously, Naura likes the soft elusan Affandi fingers on her head.
His eyes occasionally glanced. Then his breath was blown so that the tightness that clogged his breathing was thrown far ahead.
Nah! This is not true! I cannot be weak because of his kindness. Moreover, my status is only his client. And...he couldn't be that serious as saying that sentence earlier! It could be that he is a true 'excellent lover' player who is playing with my feelings! Awake Naura! Conscious! Who are you, who is he! And you. You're an inmate murdering your own husband! Hhh..... You're stupid if you're caught in a fake love!
Okay, he does deserve a thumbs up because of his good looks and kindness. But it could be just a mask. It could be that he was on a show because it was good to see you finally fall into his trap. Hhhh......
Naura lowered her head even lower.
"Naura! I will accept your request! But on one condition,...."
"You must be willing to surrender yourself and your love to me Naura!"
Naura just silently looked unblinkingly.
As what? As a housekeeper? Or as what?.... As the 'gundik' concubine of his lust? Does he have a plan to open a business selling illicit 'love one night'?
Naura's heart was full of questions. To be sure, all bad thoughts are focused on Affandi's attitude and actions.
He is a highly educated man. Lawyer anyway! It is impossible to take 'love' carelessly like picking up garbage to recycle. No way! It's not that easy, is it?
"I know the way your mind is nethings to me! I don't blame you either! Maybe I'm seen as an easy guy who falls in love! Hehe.... Up to you!"
Naura looked back. Affan can read his mind accurately. Either because he is so innocent, or maybe Affandi is a smart and professional man in romance. Naura sighed.
"You asked me if I've ever been in love?....I said, I'm in love. I fell in love with someone who was sitting next to me. And the taste, sweet, asem, salty. I enjoyed it, even though I realized that my love could have been pseudo and threw me into the excruciating pain of my chest! I got it all!"
Naura was silent. Trying to listen to the words Affan so high language kalbunya. Makes him dizzy head.
"I fell in love with you from first sight. I like your simplicity. I love your persistence, I also love all the imperfections in you! I love everything that is in you and your soul and your thoughts!
I'm in love with you, Naura! I really can't sleep because I keep thinking about you. How can I get you out of the law and take you home to my modest home to make me the queen of my household!"
Deg.
Naura's tears are melting. Left and right glide he can not stand.
Which woman does not melt hearing such a blue love confession.
Which woman who does not feel happiness gets a feeling expression from the opposite sex that so glorifies her like a true princess from heaven.
Naura was crying again. Falling back his feelings to the pain he had suffered all this time.
Deep pain because of love.
The love that holds him up is sky-high. Who flew it like a beautiful kite meandering in the blue sky of space.
The love that used to be so beautiful. Which he always adores and takes care of, every minute and every second. To stay beautiful in the eyes of everyone who sees it.
But then.
Which was more painful than a single blade of a thin sword that was perfectly sharpened.
Be ill. But it's not bleeding. Pain, but not festering. All visible, but it feels able to hit the heart of his heart right in the heart.
Moreover, when she found out.the other wife of her husband, had 'successfully' presented her lover, her true adoration, a trophy of pride. Fetus that resides in the honeymoon.
Bangs*t, t*i cat,.. anj*ng, mony*t...... All the residents of the zoo almost Naura said in the depths of her heart to vent the heartache and the collapse of the sacred soul of her pride as a woman. All was taken very painfully from her, by another woman who was more everything from her.
Satan alas, kuntilanak, wewe gombel, all the dedemites of the subtle creatures did not escape the lips of Naura's heart with a crude language that never once he spewed in his lifetime, because his mother would definitely stick her lips out and hit her pant*tnya if such harsh words.
All that he revealed to other women who have crucified and taken over his role as a beloved husband's legitimate wife. Fendy Martin's.
But that woman is innocent too. Because Nauralah has a deficiency so that the gap becomes an opportunity for another woman named Tita who is much younger and her face is much fresher than her, to enter into the heart of a Fendy Martin husband.
Making Naura completely crushed by the Betrayal of Love. Love that kills all the feelings inside of him. Being a dead soul, having no self-respect anymore. And accept all the bitterness of love that hits him with a spacious chest.
Naura cried sobbing heart-rendingly. Confused Affandi.
Naura's response was not like her prediction. Affandi was only able to stroke Naura's back slowly as Naura drowned her face on the desk of their meeting room ward.
"Excuse me, sir! Your visit time is up!"
A densely packed female warden shocked Affandi to the point that he nodded quickly.
"Naura! Excuse me.... Not to make you sad! Sorry, Naura! Excuse me. Tomorrow I'll come to see you again! The spirit always? I always pray for your happiness!"
Naura wiped the tears on her cheeks quickly. He stood up and nodded. Prepare to return to his holding cell. This is the best place he has right now.
............SERIATE............