
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry for all my actions! I have gone far. I have become a very bad person!
May all my family members and loved ones forgive my mistakes!
It was I, Ayuni Kartika, who KILLED MY OWN BROTHER-IN-LAW, FENDY MARTIN.
My sister Naura Salsabila is completely innocent. Instead he is the victim of all Fendy's false love for her. Fendy loves her by remarrying. And now his second mistress is 7 months pregnant.
I've decided to take this action, because I'm always haunted by deep fear. I was so afraid that my actions would eventually be known to everyone. Even though my sister Naura is willing to put on a body and is now serving the punishment that I should get.
I apologize profusely to my beloved mother, to my dear son Lyora.
Honey, be a good and obedient child to your mas Kemal! Because now only Kemal can you rely on!
I also apologize to Naura Salsabila my only sister. Naura, I'm sorry? For always blaming yourself for every torturous circumstance! May you always be happy, Naura!
Kemalist..... I'm picking Lyora. Please take care of my only child. Lyora is the most precious jewel of my heart.
I'm sorry, which has always troubled you.
Excuse me..... If my actions disappoint you. But I was determined, rather than going to jail to bear all the consequences of my actions.
AYUNI KARTIKA
A letter written by Ayuni in black ink became a silent witness lying beside the body of Datuk Irhamsyah.
Lyora who was about to stay at her friend's house was also in Ayuni before committing the act that was not commendable.
"Lyora, come home soon baby! My mom will be gone forever. Mama was tired of all the bitterness and trials that my mother experienced. Mama wants Lyora to find her first!
Forgive me if this act of mama disappoints you, my dear son!
Please forgive mom! Pray that God will forgive your sins all this time!
You must obey your words, son! Kemal is now your refuge!
Mama go baby, forgive mama!"
Ayuni really has dark eyes.
A rope of raffia that was loosened in the corner of Datuk's room became the last purpose of his life.
In fact, if Ayuni is more patient with herself.trying to open with Affandi and Naura, surely the problem will not be more complicated.
Plus if he can be a little aware of the mistake of loving his own stepson, actually happy he can be ahead of him later.
As Kemal said at the end. If Ayuni could understand a little Kemal's words. Not by taking shortcuts like this.
Indeed, it can not be blamed if people are in the burden of a very heavy problem can be determined to do things beyond limits.
Because indeed people with problems need a place to confide and complain. It takes encouragement to synergize again the soul of his body until his brain tract back to function and think normally.
And for people who feel they have a severe problem, you should immediately find someone who can be trusted, so as not to think superficially to take actions that actually harm themselves.
Give your sorrow to the Almighty God. Because it all starts and comes back. God is Good. Berkhusnudzonlah to the Owner of the Soul and this Body.
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In the morning in the village of Kemal, the sun seemed to feel the sorrow of Kemal and Lyora.
Ayuni's funeral was held at 8 a.m.
Ayuni was buried next to her biological father's grave, next door.
Ibuk and Lyora passed out several times. They were not strong and could not accept Ayuni's departure on this sadistic path.
While Kemal tried to be strong and strong even though his tears dripped nonstop.
"Crimals! I can stand yes, I want to scream in a piggyback sitting behind a motorcycle like in movies!"
"Mom! Don't macem-macem! You will fall!"
"Ndak! Just keep your bike down, Mal! Haha..... Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!! Hahaha it turns out to be fun yo, Mal!?!"
"Hadeeeuh, baaaaak! Your base is exactly a Lyora leak!"
"Hahahaha.mamaaa, beware!"
"Hahaha.iya dear! There's your mas guarding us!"
When it was good himself, Ayuni also Little Lyora laughed out loud all the way to the tourist attractions flower garden which is quite famous in the city they live.
Kemal can only shrink his tears. Back face and smile Ayuni remembered.
At that time he who had just fallen because of a breakup with the girl Lurah village next door named Diana.
"Crimals! Idih's? Why do you bother yourself, do not want to eat bad sleep just because of frustrated heartbreak? We ate chocolate pudding made by mbak! Yummy!? Guaranteed Kemal likes!
After all, Diana was not very beautiful according to mbak! Still prettier everywhere?"
"Haish, you're so narcissistic!" at that time Kemal replied with pursed lips, protesting but slightly smiling wryly.
"Hahaha.... nah? You acknowledge beauty in the end! Comeon, down! Lyora's waiting for the table to eat. Worried how much the pudding was spent by Lyora!"
"Well, yeah!? Come on, let's hurry, madam!!"
Kemal and Lyora race race run from his room on the top floor, down to down the stairs while laughing.
Kemal is very sad. Now all the sweet memories of that time are really just memories.
Ayuni had decided something very God and she hated.
"Mom! Why take a road like this, ma'am?! If you have a little more patience. Sedikiiiit again. Happiness must be you ahead mbak! Hik hik hicks....."
Kemal constantly cursed himself Ayuni and himself.
"And that night I didn't go out and leave you! If only I had stayed with my anger in that house, maybe it wouldn't have happened like this. Ma'am!!! Why are you making me so sorry!? Ma'am!!!! I love you mbak! Even with you, I'm closer than my own mother, ma'am! Hik hik....
Now to whom else should I complain if there is a problem, Ma'am?! Hik hik hicks..."
Kemal wailing. Patting the navel land of his stepmother who was still wet with prayer water.
Lyora did the same next to him. Even the young girl roared weeping over her mother's grave.
Kemal got up and walked to his brother who was about to turn 16 years old.
"Let's Lyora! We home. All have come to know the fate of Allah's Wrestling! Your mother has chosen her own path. Let us pray, happy mother of the Almighty!" he said he was holding his little sister's body.
He has prepared, become the protector and guardian of Lyora until adulthood until marriage.
Kemal remembered, now the burden was getting heavier. Not to mention his business was completed, because Datuk who was now lying sick helplessly. Also now he has to take care of all the affairs of Lyora.
He sighed. Sip his tears. And Lyora obeyed his invitation.
They are preparing for the future even though they are not necessarily happy, or will still continue to get try and suffer.
But Kemal did not want himself to be fragile and fall. Being a hopeless person like Ayuni.
Precisely Kemal increasingly leaning on the rigidity of Naura. The biological sister of Ayuni who was so strong and strong received the trials that God gave so far.
Kemal has more respect for Naura.
..........SERIATE...........