Neglected Loyalty
May I hope?

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It's been a week since Zia and the kids haven't stayed back at Abi's house. Abi every day took time to the house where Zia was just to make sure the condition of Zia and the baby Zia conceived even though only briefly and never spend the night there, he said, Abi kept his promise for Fanny to feel comfortable again.

How many nights has Fanny counted and now she feels happy when Abi starts touching her again. Fanny looked at the tired look on Abi's face who had fallen asleep after their long night. A happy smile on Fanny's face could feel Abi's touch coming back.

"Mas, thanks for tonight. I know there's still a little bit of love there, can I hope that the heart is full of me back and we go all the way from the beginning without a second one?" Fanny said softly with eyes that never broke looking at Abi's face with her eyes. There was a suratab of hope and despair simultaneously on Fanny's face.

"I'm sure we can still fix everything mas, Radit must be wrong if I just love myself."

Fanny recalls the incident where she met Radit at the hospital.

The flashback

"Radit you're here?"

"Fanny? How you doing?"

"I'm good, can we talk to you for a second?"

"Alright, it's also my return hour, I'm in a doctor's meeting here, but so it's a pleasure to gather until night."

"Oh, we're sitting right there. Show Fanny to a park that looks so quiet at night."

"What do you want to tell?" Tanya Radit yany has placed himself in the long bench of the park.

"Oh yeah, can I take my mom to the Mental Hospital you work for?"

"Isn't it too far?" Fanny shook her head.

"Not the one there, but the one here."

"But I'm rarely here, do you know why?"

"It's okay, the important thing is that you get to see it every once in a while."

"All right, so is there anything else you want to say?"

"I've been back with my family, many events outside of what I realized, especially the attitude of mas Abi who looks different. He's like a bergab touching me again and his gaze isn't like it used to be."

"Is there anyone among you?"

"I have honey.." Radit was silent for a moment while glancing at Fanny.

"Yes I forgot, you told me. What if I tell you to back off?"

"I don't want to, I'm sure Abi still loves me, he's just angry and disappointed with my treatment." Fanny said firmly.

"Differentiate love with Fanny's pity. Maybe it's not love anymore but just empathy for your situation. Feeling the clapping of one hand holding an air-thin hope, will only hurt you because you will never be able to hold."

"Would you advise me or insinuate yourself?"

"Please take that... But remember the words I said. Don't let your selfishness return many hearts hurt just because of one heart." Radit got up from his seat and left Fanny who was still pensive and repeated - repeated what Radit said.

"You're wrong Radit, I know Abi from a long time ago, he's just feeling disappointed." Fanny still convinced herself despite doubts there.

flashback off

Tok.shock.

"Yes bi, what's wrong?" Ask Fanny to Bi Nia who is babysitting Icha.

"That's buk,, Icha her body is hot and from earlier delirious." Fanny glanced at her bedroom clock, which was four o'clock in the morning, and she had just fallen asleep when she remembered Radit's words.

"Icha wake up baby.we take fever-relieving medicine" Fanny wakes Icha with extreme worry in her heart.

"Ma,, which bunbun..Icha kangen bun-bun, Sis Saf and Aif." Speak Icha with a very soft voice in the midst of a thinning consciousness.

"There was a mama, a nemenein Icha." Just now Fanny wanted to hope but now her son threw his hope hard. Why does everything depend on Zia? Icha veiled right now because of Zia. Fanny tries to silence him because she believes the children just want to try and will he loose and forget just like that, but in fact until now Icha still wear it and always remember all the messages Zia until Fanny feels Zia has taken the heart of Icha as well.

"Bun.kak Saf..Icha kangen.do not pekhgi.. Icha good..Icha is not naughty brother" Igau Icha returned with closed eyes holding the heat in his body that has spread to the eyes.

Fanny looks confused by Icha's state, though,,

"Icha wake up baby, open her eyes first we take medicine." But Fanny's full words to worry did not respond Icha..

"Mama wake up papa first.."

"Why with Icha?" Abi who felt his bed empty thought Fanny was in the bathroom but saw the door of his room open and there was a noise outside making Abi reluctant to continue sleeping.

"Icha hot mas, from earlier Fanny woke up to take the drug does not want to." Fanny

"Why not wake up?"

"Mas looks tired, Fanny does not want to mas kuramg sleep."

"But we can't tell the difference in emergency!." Abi arrives - tjba raises his tone making Fanny flinch and fall silent.

"Bun...Brother Saf..Brother Aif..."

"Icha, wake up baby.drink the medicine first yes son, "Abi tried to wake Icha but still did not open her eyes..

"Why are you just silent? Call the doctor now?!" Abi's snap back to Fanny makes Fanny flutter and immediately gets up to call the doctor.

Not long after the doctor came and checked Icha's condition, Icha who was compressed to lower the heat could open his eyes and he just looked there.

"Where's pa?"

"Papa said to sleep in the room, Papa will take care of Icha. Icha,.drink the medicine dear..."

"Pa, Icha dream bunbun and sister earlier, mekheka play the same adek little forget the same Icha. Icha kangen..Bad bunbun don't invite Icha pekhgi either."

"Drink the medicine first papa promise later bring bunbun and brother here so I can play with Icha again."

"Benekh pa? Pokhmaise?"

"Promise, now after taking sleeping pills yes, then bunbun sad see Icha sick."

"Yes pa,,"

Icha began to close her eyes again and she quickly fell asleep with Abi's soft caress in her hair.

Abi saw Icha was asleep, he felt the rush of Icha's longing because he also missed the togetherness.

"I'm sorry, son, keep you away from people who already mean so much to you. Papa also misses it dear, sorry for the feeling you are a victim of that feeling. Papa also misses Bunbun dear, papa also loves him more than anything, but papa can not stay away from your mama, no matter where your mama responsibilities papa. Papa doesn't want mama back hurt just because papa is selfish with papa's feelings"

Abi poured all the feelings that burdened his heart to Icha who was late in the dreamland..

"Yes..." Lirih Fanny shed her body that feels very weak when leaning against the wall steal Abi's words to Icha, he clenched his lips tightly withholding the sound of sobbing that would come out along with the tears that were already rushing over..

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