Neglected Loyalty
Do not play with the heart

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Abi is daydreaming on the balcony of his apartment, his thoughts and feelings continue to clash with each other over an argument for certainty..

Abi rarely smokes and never even looks smoking but this time he needs it to calm his mind.

Do not ask about the work problems that accumulate in the office, with no heart he poured all into Teguh who is always an easy target when he is not eager to do his job.

"Woi, dream of aja loe." Tegur Wira who immediately entered their basecamp without any words of greeting followed by Rudi behind him. They come to meet Abi who is spam in their message group about the turmoil of his heart.

"What we were told to do here, right? If only to watch the person who is daydreaming with his feelings on the brink." The laughter of Wira and Rudi made the place again full of sounds unlike before there was only a silence that stretched.

"Well yes, already have two wives also still nelangsa his life.. Which favor of the Lord will you deny?" The mind is getting dramatic.

"Bad loe, we're here to give him a solution not to bully him even if he looks at his face like a scrap paper." Rudi chimed in on the words of the Hero again.

" Silence you two, noisy know?"

Wira and Rudi immediately took a seat near the seat of Abi who had started to respond to their words.

"Bro, I tell you, we as men don't play with the heart enough with the sense." The hero tries wisely. "If women play with their hearts and feelings it is natural, because they do things with the heart but we men use reason. So when a man has thought of using his heart he must have been unable to think clearly and when the name of the heart hurts then he will fall, different from women, different from women, he does use feelings but when hurt he can still be stronger and think using logic so as not to be hurt repeatedly."

"But I'm confused by how I feel right now."

"Gue kan uda said from the first time the same loe, the same feeling of Fanny was just a great sense of empathy because seeing he was always hurt. But you do not believe, you always think it's love" explained Rudi reminded when they were single.

"So how should I? I'm afraid I can't be fair with my own feelings."

"And I say don't play with feelings, you just remember your obligation to love and take responsibility for the lives of both your wives especially give them happiness. It's enough, the problem of feeling only you know not to let them know, because I'm sure there will be someone hurt and leave when you can not control your feelings, you know, enough with your wits to keep things all right."

Abi seemed to think about everything Wira said, it looked easy but if when Fanny came back would she be able to control everything? Abi also just realized from the beginning to meet Zia he was already interested and wanted to know Zia more and always wanted to know all about her, different when he first met with Fanny first that began from pity or pity in the heart of abi.

"Gue will try as you say, I don't want them to get hurt either. I also do not have the heart to hurt Fanny who has often been hurt but with Zia. I know how Zia is and I don't want her out of my life."

"Have not thought much of the way there are, anyway now Fanny does not want to be confused? But you have to prepare your heart and mind when he comes back."

Abi replied to Wira with a nod. Finally, Abi's curse changed with a guyonan who cornered each other - each of them. That's how men when gathered there will be no filter on his tongue all loose to be spoken.

"Assynoltomodel.."

"Waalaikum salam, where are you from? Adek inter-supply brother to the office but brother does not exist. My phone is not active." Zia put on the face she tried to deny - sangarkan though in fact Zia can not be angry for long there is a sense of worry about the state of her husband.

"Sorry, my brother's mobile phone lawbat, the brother had a brief meeting with Wira and Rudi." Abi felt guilty forgetting to contact his wife, he also forgot to turn off his phone afraid the office business called him to return.

"Other times I say, say so I don't think." Upset Zia while holding her hand on her chest and her lips pursed in annoyance.

"Oh, so is anyone worried now? Uda anyone's restless being left behind?" Abi tries to tease Zia with the index finger of the menoel - Zia's cheek noel." I think there are lips that want to be kissed, really mengegegemesinnya manyun." Abi smiled and lowered his eyebrows.

"Au ah dark, brother bathe there..." Zia sniffed - sniffed Abi's body and squinted his eyes" Brother nodded right? I'm not." Zia turned her eyes to Abi asking for an explanation, like the accuser who prosecuted him.

"His name is to gather with a deckmate, try one thing, respect a friend." Abi defended himself, though,

"Yes next time if you tell me to go to the got, just appreciate the friend."

"Bau dong, you will not want to be close to your brother."

"This is also the smell of cigarettes and adek do not want to decet brother until the smell is gone... Shower there..." Zia pulled Abi's arm to immediately step towards their room.

"You're being patched.." Abi Whine..

" Don't want to, smelly cigarette."

"Yes, I took a bath first so I want to be near my brother again." Abi with a quick step towards the room they did not forget to steal a kiss on Zia's cheek.

Abi breathed a sigh of relief Zia did not know of the unease that was engulfing her heart.

"Abang can be seen smiling but your eyes can't lie that you're holding something,,," Ya Zia knows Abi has a lot of thoughts but he's not the type of forger who should know firsthand, he would wait for Abi to speak if Abi had entrusted it to Zia..

"House as luxurious as this looking for a little happiness just hard, too much drama of life..." Zia stepped into the kitchen and continued making cakes for the children to eat later....

#Abi reminded again.should be fair yes#

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