Neglected Loyalty
The beginning is always the end

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Abi faithfully pushes Zia's wheelchair, which continues to force her along to see Fanny. There turned out to be Beni and Bagas who were sitting on the long bench of the room where Fanny was.

"Where is Fanny Pa?"

"The words of the doctor who treated Fanny can not be visited because the situation is not stable. He still yells hysterically." Beni answered with a sad face full of pity to his son.

"Pa, I'm sorry Abi couldn't make Fanny better. Salah Abi who did not see the condition at that time divorced Fanny who was in high emotion pa, because Abi had also been carried away by emotions when he saw Fanny with his bravery to hurt Icha his own son."

"Papa heard everything from your papa last night. Papa didn't expect it to be like this either. Fanny just said she wants to be happy with you, she wants to try to last take your heart. But Papa doesn't know that it happened like this. Papa also apologized to you."

"Pa.."

"Abi, Fanny has now taken her responsibility off you. Let us think of it as our responsibility to ignore it first. Be happy with Zia and the kids. " Abi was silent at Beni's words, there was a lump of heart at the end there that was pinned to feel pain. After all Fanny has been together a long time in her life line. Grief rippled through his chest, there was regret he could not ignore but if he did not choose he was afraid that Fanny would get even more hurt if he was with her. A man who cannot be firm and fair in sharing love.

Zia was crying in her wheelchair, a lot of sadness she felt. The feeling of a woman who feels how the pain felt by her fellow people. Zia probably wouldn't be strong if she was in Fanny's position. A woman who is strong until the end but has to lose with her own emotional control.

"Can Abi see Fanny last time?" Pinta Abi with a hopeful face.

"We're gonna go ask Dr. Radit."

Finally they meet Radit to be able to visit Fanny who is confined in the room. Radit seems to think, he has not been able to agree to Abi's request for fear that they know that Fanny is just playing a show.

"You guys wait outside for a second, I'll go inside to see the patient's condition. If necessary I'll give you a sedative before you go in."

Radit went straight into Fanny's room with the key in her hand. He could see Fanny who was pensive on her own with a blank look.

"Your families are ahead, Abi and Zia are there too.They want to meet. Do you want to meet them?"

"Will I be strong if I see his face? I was afraid my heart would waver when I saw it. It's still so great my love for her that I'm afraid I can't help myself."

"Meet them to last so that your heart is a little airy not only to feel the error itself. Pretend to be asleep and I'll tie you up." Fanny just nodded her head and followed what Radit said.

No matter how long Radit who has been out back in and in with Beni and Bagas first..

"Fanny, forgive me for not being able to take care of you until you become like this. Let Papa and Bagas take care of you now baby. You're not alone, there's papa and Bagas always with you no matter what you are. Papa's still hoping you can get well again and be with us." Said Beni with tears that he could not bear to see his son fall asleep with his hands and feet tied.

After finishing with Beni and Bagas, it was Abi and Zia's turn to enter Fanny's room.

Zia could not bear to see Fanny tied to her bed. Not yet said his tears have poured out profusely to see the condition of Fanny. Abi pushes Zia closer to Fanny.

"Mba Fanny, I'm sorry that I entered your life to unconsciously incise a wound. Why should it be like this finally? Mba Fanny, I will take care of Icha and always love her. I will always tell you how kind and strong her mother lived a very hard life. I will never replace you mba because you are still her mother, the one who gave birth to her..Sorry.." Zia covered her face with her palms, she could not help but feel the pain that was so deep in guilt present between Fanny and Abi.

Abi stroked Zia's back trying to calm the heart that was sinking in agitation.

"Second outside first yes.abang do not want to get sadder." Zia nodded. He knew Abi needed time alone with Fanny to reveal everything that was hiding in Abi's heart.

Now Abi stared at Fanny's face that was sleeping in the influence of anesthetic with a sad taste that mixed.

He approached Fanny's oak and gently stroked Fanny's very messy mane. Fanny who used to keep her appearance now looks very messy.

"Fanny, you know I remember when you asked me where your class was with me. I thought there was also a female underclassman who dared to ask her big brother. Until I knew you were always brave even though many people blasphemed you. As a man I always wanted to protect you and get to know you more deeply made me know that there are many lives that I should be grateful for despite the trials always alternating.

I'm sorry I misinterpreted my sense of urgency to make you more hurt. I'm a weak man and you deserve to be maki because you can't understand the difference between caring or love until we get lost in our household.

But remember Fanny, however you have no regrets I married you only one regret I divorced you in an unworthy manner. I'm sorry Fanny, I got carried away with emotions when you hurt our son. I'm sorry I let you go. I don't want you to be more hurt by my side who can only say but can't act. I don't want you to feel more hurt when I get out of control in paying attention.

I'm sorry, Fanny, get well and have your happiness...Do not dissolve in sadness...I'm sorry Fanny... All stories have a beginning and maybe this is the end of our story. I will never forget you because my life is mostly with you."

Abi kissed Fanny last time. The darling? Abi loves Fanny, a woman who is always there beside her with strong ambitions to maintain her life to attract her attention.

"We'll meet again next time and I hope you've recovered and rearranged your life with someone who really loves and loves you not like I'm a bad man in feeling his feelings. You deserve better Fanny."

Abi's footsteps away and the sound of the door closing accompanied the tears that were ready to spill, holding back the tightness that had been restrained.

"I'm sorry for making you feel more guilty. Thank you for not only blaming myself for always being wrong in making decisions. I'm going to start all over again even if I don't know if my heart can ever feel that love again.. It's so tight..hiks..." Lirih Fanny while patting her chest that feels tight and squeezed with sadness that does not want to recede in the slightest.

#Fanny could meet happiness later on#

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#1-2 more chapters expire yes, there will be extra chapters also later, and season 2 is not sure when to start#