NOT A LOVE ESCAPE
Feelings

"Rain.." call Radit.

But silence has no answer.

Radit approaches Rain in his study, but the girl falls asleep in his bedroom.

He approached Rain who fell asleep with a position that he felt uncomfortable, even his phone was still on showing the Korean drama that the girl watched through the yutub application.

Radit let out a heavy sigh, Rain reminded him of Kenia's figure.

How is the news of the woman who once filled his heart first, the end of this world Radit distracted by the figure of Rain present in his life.

He had even forgotten his brokenness that had made him regret.

No, but right now Radit is grateful, Rain is on his side. Although he has not expressed his feelings.

Radit turned off Rain's phone, then confirmed the girl's position to make her sleep more comfortable. Then he chose to wait on the sofa while closing his eyes.

"Mas Radit.." call Rain.

Radit wasn't asleep yet, Rain was awake.

When Radit confirmed his position. Rain is still so slumbering.

"Are you awake, hmmm?"

Radit opened his eyes looking at Rain who had already turned into a sitting position.

"What time did Radit go home, I fell asleep for quite a while apparently." Rain yawned but soon he shut his mouth.

"It's even around lunchtime, and you fell asleep long enough. You want to eat??" tawar Radite.

"Where to eat?" ask Rain.

"What about the hospital cafeteria?" bring Radit.

"By me."

Rain came down and the toilet washed his face, then tidied up his slightly messy look due to sleep and did not forget to polish his thin face.

"Let's go." Take Rain enthusiastically, probably because he's hungry.

The two of them decided to eat in the cafeteria, Rain looked excited. Although not the first time he visited Radit's hospital.

The girl greatly admired Hermina's large hospital.

"Mas Radit's amazing, Radit's great mas could have a hospital this big." Rain clucked in admiration.

"You praise me too much Rain." said Radit.

"I'm serious mas, there must be a lot of women out there who admire the Radit mas." Suddenly Rain's face turned sad.

"Let's sit down, I'll order some food." Radit told him to pick an empty table for himself and Rain.

After ordering food, Radit sat back in Rain's front seat.

" I ordered meatballs for you, don't you mind?" ask Radit.

"Rain's.."

Rain puffed up, but instantly his cheeks reddened Radit clasped his hands and stared at him so intensely.

"Yes, um."

"I heard the chatter of you and Angga back then, tell me honestly Rain. What...?" what....?" Radit stopped, his speech was stuck in the throat.

Pov Radit

I was almost honest with my feelings, a strange feeling that has been tickling my heart lately.

Hye, I might be too prestigious to say I've fallen in love.

Falling in love with a beautiful girl who works as a bartender at a nightclub.

Very contrary to my taste which was originally Kenia.

Kenia was more than anything before in the end we chose each other's path.

At first I made Rain a pretend girlfriend. Ridiculous right? I was astonished myself too.

Though I beg him to be my partner at the wedding of Shaka and Kenia.

And her, Rain Anastasya..

The beautiful girl even helped me out for free, not asking for money or anything in return.

From then on I felt like I always wanted to be around her, be with her, and protect her.

Never thought it would be so far from our relationship, a relationship that is still without clear status because I always deny the feelings I have.

Rains..

If I could express my feelings now, I would not only want to be your protector but also the love of your life.

But to express that I still can't, it feels hard! my voice was like it was stuck in my throat.

Between my heart beating fast and my chest always tight, because every time I get close to you, I feel like I lack oxygen.

I'm sorry I still can't neutralize my feelings, sorry.

"Mas Radit." Rain waved his hand at Radit's face which was instead dreamy.

"Ha. Yes Rain." Radit nervous.

Rain smiled sweetly, "Let's eat. The food has come because Radit was daydreaming, ntar was cold."

"Sorry Rain, I'm ignoring you" Radit said.

"No, let's eat." said Rain.

Radit nodded then started touching the meatball.

"I'm sorry I deliberately switched the conversation, I'm sure you want to ask about me at that time which makes you the reason to leave Angga." Batin Rain is looking at Radit