NOT A LOVE ESCAPE
Guilt

"Rain.." call Radit, but the girl who is now in his arms does not say.

Soon he laid Rain on the bed, "Jeez Rain ! you slept what fainted." Radit grumbled.

Soon Radit was looking for wind oil in the nightstand drawer, who knows.

After finding it, Radit rubbed it immediately on Rain's nose.

Sure enough, after a few seconds, Rain woke up.

When his eyes opened Radit immediately looked at him with a probing look.

"Sorry, I'm troubling you again."

" Once it is, it's okay. I'm just worried you're sick, you're really sick" Radit said.

Rain confirmed his position to be leaning on the head of the bed.

"Thank you, I've always been a hassle. I don't know why it's this weak either. I can't think much."

"Think of Angga?" guess Radit.

And it was true that Rain immediately nodded with a sad face.

"I'd better meet him, talk good about your relationship. I know Angga well, so I believe your relationship with Angga can be improved" Radit said, holding Rain's hand.

Is he telling me to go back with Angga, does he have no feelings for me at all..

Maybe all this time, I was wrong to assume all your kindness is based on the word like...

Then what does it mean to say at the club at the time,

do you think love is that joking...

Inner Rain pained to hear the words of Radit, maybe all this time he was too hopeful over the treatment of the handsome doctor.

"Rain.." Radit's voice breaks his daydream.

"Which kitchen is next?" tanyakanya.

Rain also shows Radit the kitchen location, then Radit goes to know what he will do.

Fifteen minutes later, Radit brought back a cup of warm tea.

"Mas Radit why don't you tell me if you want some tea, I can make it" Rain said.

"This is for you, so that his body is anget and you have energy" he said while thrusting a cup of tea on top of the saucer.

"Drink, while it's still warm" he said.

Rain smiled then nodded, immediately sipping Radit's tea.

Sweet as sweet as you make...

"Thank you" said Rain, putting the cup on the nightstand.

"Now tell me everything, I also want to know more about you Rain."

Rain sighed, it seemed like Radit did want to know the relationship and Angga. But for what." Inner Rain wondered.

"I was in a relationship with Angga mas, but at that time I disappeared. When my parents left, I reorganized my life. I lost half of my world, to the point that I forgot I still had Angga, I left him for no reason." Rain sighed for a moment then continued his story again.

"For the feeling of love, I don't know. I'm not sure I still love him.

I let her down, I hurt her too. It doesn't seem fair that if I go back with him again, maybe there'll only be old wounds." Rain lowered his head, without feeling a clear circle fall from his eyes.

"Hey hey, don't cry! There I am." said Radit, wiping Rain's tears and holding her in his arms.

A soothing hug for Rain.

"Everyone has mistakes, we live nothing perfect. Maybe at that time you were confused to choose a path, if someone ever took a wrong step, it does not mean that person no longer has a chance to fix it." Radit was so wise.

"If you are no longer able to be with Angga, at least finish what is not resolved. I'm sure Angga would understand. Whatever your decision, I will always be there for you Rain. We're having the same hard time, I don't want you to despair."

After feeling calm, Radit took off his embrace.

"Now smile, I don't want to see you sad anymore. Guilt is natural, I've felt it too." Radit reviewed the smile.

Rain nodded, he increasingly admired the figure of Radit who was so mature for him.

And again Rain began to feel comfortable being near the man.

"Now get some rest, I'll probably go back to the hospital. Oh yeah with you like this it's better not to go to work first." Radit.

"But, I have to work. Dion will grumble again."

Sontak Radit stared intently at Rain, "Just take a break, let me have permission with Dion." said Radit then took a flat object in his disbelief.

Soon she found Dion's name and called him.

Dion: "Hallo Dit, what's wrong?

Radit: "Rain's not feeling well, he's a permit."

Dion:" Okay no problem."

Tuttt ! phone disconnected. Intentionally Radit meloudspeaker his phone.

"Gruesome, safe ! so you can't work first." said Radit.

"Yes yes." Rain thaws.

"I'll be back here if you don't look out!" threatening Radit and Rain just nodded.

Radit moved, then went out of the room and left Rain's apartment.

On the other hand, Dion smiled after receiving a call from Radit.

I don't know, he's so happy that Radit and Rain can be together, so he'll bring them closer as much as possible.

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Rain tried to close his eyes, since Radit left he was restless.

Rain picked up his flat object which he had not had time to grab in the bag.

Rain looks for Angga's contact name, it turns out that the contact has not been deleted.

"May still be active." Inner Rain.

I'm sorry Angga, I didn't mean to..

The fact is I don't love you anymore. I don't want to come back just because of my guilt, I hope soon you find a better woman than me, I just don't want to add to the old wounds in your heart...

If in fact I had been so comfortable with the new love.