
For the sake of everything on this earth, Alyssa felt that it was the strangest day of her life. And not just that day. Except after that day until a few days. He still did not expect that the Zayden he knew as a workshop worker turned out to be a big boss.
Alyssa should be happy, right??
But no, he's not at all happy. Because after all if remembering about their very different social status, Alyssa was really scared right now. He was afraid that their love would run aground in the middle of the road.
I haven't struggled, but I think Alyssa knows how it ends.
Definitely pathetic.
My God, why Alyssa could fall in love with such a big boss. What is clear is that he is too high and impossible to reach.
But what about his heart. This love really cannot be prevented. What if from the beginning he knew if Zayden was a big man Alyssa wouldn't fall in love with that man? Was he not going to become restless and agitated like this?
Alyssa sighed heavily, while continuing to pay attention to Zayden's face painting that she had made while in her old home.
The handsome face that had really made Alyssa fall in love.
"Mas Zayden...why is this so much" Alyssa muttered so sadly.
It had been a few days since she knew about Zayden's identity, Alyssa was really hesitant to continue this relationship. But his heart really couldn't get far from Zayden. That man was Alyssa's most comfortable place right now. Nothing else, even now it feels like Alyssa only has Zayden.
Yes, Zayden's the only one he's expected to be his home. But what kind of home can he get, if it feels like he was immediately slapped with this painful reality.
tok tok tok tok
The sound of knocking on the door made Alyssa look straight at the door.
With lethargy he immediately walked out of the room. Open that door and...
grep
The hug of someone made Alyssa gasp and instantly sculpt.
"I miss you" said Zayden who turned out to be here tonight. After a few days they don't meet because Zayden is saying goodbye to going out of town with Jimmy.
Alyssa was silent, she was still shocked. But a few seconds later, his hand was raised and felt Zayden's back. Alyssa's head directly he leaned on the field.
Alyssa also misses, even she really wants to spill all her tightness in this chest.
For a long time they hugged, even they no longer cared if anyone saw. Longing and love really make their hearts tight. Moreover, coupled with their feelings of fear and anxiety about this relationship.
Zayden kissed Alyssa's head gently and soulfully. She let go of her embrace and scooped up Alyssa's pretty face that looked puffy.
"You're crying again, huh?" zayden asked as he rubbed Alyssa's face
Alyssa shook her head slowly and looked at that handsome face. A handsome face that looks tired. Looks like Zayden came straight here, even he's still wearing his shirt that's been rolled up and a little tangled.
Well, a shirt, no longer a shirt covered in a jacket.
"We're sitting behind yuk" Zayden asked
Alyssa simply nodded and immediately followed Zayden's steps towards the back of the house. Where there is a small garden that is taken care of by ma'am Imah for several weeks.
"Why are you crying again. You still mad at me?" ask Zayden
Alyssa sighed tiredly and shook her head.
"I'm not angry" Alyssa replied.
"Then why. You are very lethargic. Not usually, Alyssa is a cheap smile and cheerful" said Zayden
Zayden looked closely at Alyssa.
"I'm afraid I have to split up" said Alyssa. Her eyes are back watering now.
Zayden instantly grabbed Alyssa's shoulder and gently embraced her.
Looking up at the sky where the stars were quite a lot that night.
"We won't split up, I promise" replied Zayden.
"But we are different" said Alyssa
Zayden kissed Alyssa's head again. He was also afraid in truth, but he had completely fallen for Alyssa.
"We tried yes. After I get home from here, I'll tell Grandpa about our relationship" Zayden said.
Alyssa looked up and looked at Zayden closely.
"What if Grandpa doesn't agree?" ask Alyssa.
"I will try to convince him" Zayden replied.
"What if he's against you? I'm a big man, and I'm not who" Alyssa said. He sounds so sad.
"Yes.please don't do this. If you are like this, how can I be strong to fight for you. You said you loved me" Zayden said. While looking at Alyssa so closely.
Alyssa sat up straight and wiped the tears that were again dripping. Why is he so bad now.
"I'm afraid mas, I'm afraid to make a relationship with grandfather damaged because of me" said Alyssa while holding back her tears.
"Yes." call Zayden and grab Alyssa's hand and hold her gently.
"Everything is not easy. I know it's hard. But I love you. I want to prove to you that I really love you. But I can't fight on my own either. I also need you to continue to love me" said Zayden.
Alyssa was getting bowed and sobbed. It's sad for his heart to remember this. Alyssa also loved Zayden so deeply. This is really a dilemma for her.
"We fight the same way, yes" Zayden's pinta was so clear.
"I beg you" he said again. The grip of the hand was getting tighter in Alyssa's hand.
"I just want you, there's nothing else" Zayden said.
"Mas ... mas sure?" alyssa asked with tears on her face.
Zayden nodded with confidence.
"I want us to fight the same" replied Zayden
Truly for the sake of anything, this handsome face really could not make Alyssa to refuse. Alyssa's feelings were already so deep.
Alyssa hugged Zayden tightly.
"Please promise not to stay with me. I only have mas. Nothing else" pinta Alyssa anyway.
"I promise, I won't leave you. I promise" Zayden said, returning Alyssa's embrace tightly and kissing her head.
Their time together was short. But who would have thought if the bond of love in their hearts was so strong. Until it feels like a hurdle of any height they will try to pass through it.
Somehow in the future, but for now, they just want to enjoy time together. A time where they can fill each other with the emptiness of life that they have been feeling.