Not Cinderella
Alyssa's Grief

Zayden smiled as he fed Alyssa. It had been a few days, and the more days Alyssa's condition had improved. Alyssa was not able to walk as usual, because in the heel of her foot there was a slightly shifted joint. Although it had started to improve, but Zayden did not let Alyssa move excessively.

The wounds on Alyssa's body and head have also begun to fade, and now Alyssa is only recovering. Moreover, his body is still weak and needs treatment.

Zayden never left Alyssa in a long time. He only left Alyssa when he went to the bathroom. The rest of Zayden was beside Alyssa. They even slept in one bed.

The doctor forbids it, but Zayden is determined to ask for it. Until inevitably, they also allow and replace Alyssa's bed with a bigger bed.

Yes, who can stop this young master's wishes.

"It's a big deal" said Alyssa

"A little bit. Just a few bribes dear" replied Zayden as he handed Alyssa a drinking glass.

"Happy. The porridge is not good" Alyssa replied

Zayden smiled and nodded

"For a few days you can only eat this first. Your neck still hurts, right?" ask Zayden.

Alyssa nodded slowly. Because it turns out his neck was injured, and until now still wearing a refutation.

"Mas.." call Alyssa.

Zayden who was cleaning up the leftovers Alyssa immediately turned to her.

"It's not really in jail anymore, is it?" ask Alyssa

Zayden smiled and nodded.

"Yes, this is your umpteenth question." replied Zayden, laughing.

"I'm just afraid I'm going again" Alyssa said

Zayden festive hands Alyssa and grasps her gently.

"No dear. I promise I won't be leaving again. From now on I will accompany you every day. Get well soon" Pinta Zayden

Alyssa nodded slowly

"Why can you be free. Isn't the problem complicated enough?" ask Alyssa. He was starting to talk a lot now. Though a few days ago, Alyssa still spoke a mere two words. But now, he had started to talk a lot. And that's enough to make Zayden happy.

"It's thanks to Mr. Malik's help" Zayden replied.

Alyssa was silent, as she often heard the name. What is the same person?

"He's the son of papa's best friend. And he helped me to be free" Zayden said.

"Mr Malik, the owner of the Denue restaurant?" ask Alyssa

Zayden nodded slowly.

"Yes, the restaurant where you work" Zayden replied.

"Miss Zea's husband" murmured Alyssa

"Yes dear. I am grateful that there is him. Otherwise, I don't know what your fate is now" Zayden said.

Alyssa looked silently at Zayden. The events of the purge really make its own trauma for him.

"If you remember that I'm afraid of you" said Alyssa

Zayden kissed the back of Alyssa's hand gently, looking at her full of love and great guilt.

"Don't be afraid anymore. It's all done. They're in jail now" Zayden said.

"I'm afraid I didn't make it" Alyssa said again.

"Don't do it, dong. You must have survived. I can live without you" said Zayden

"I'm afraid our son why why mas"

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Alyssa doesn't know this yet. Alyssa did not know that the child she was carrying was no longer there.

Their son did not survive.

And Zayden hasn't told Alyssa about this.

Oh my...

How'this???

"Yes..."

"Mas"

Zayden gasp. He looked at Alyssa in confusion. What he should say. Zayden was afraid that Alyssa would be hit by this news.

But if not told, is it good? Obviously not.

"What's up. Why are you so sad?" ask Alyssa

Zayden was still silent, but his grip on Alyssa was getting stronger. He even kissed the back of Alyssa's hand so long and so deeply.

And of course this Zayden gelagat makes Alyssa feel surprised.

"Mas" call Alyssa again.

Zayden looked up at Alyssa and smiled faintly. The forced smile that Alyssa had seen very often.

"Our son is gone, yes"

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"Go?" alyssa muttered with a heart that felt a throbbing pain.

Zayden nodded slowly.

"He couldn't survive when you fell into that abyss" Zayden said.

Alyssa's eyes began to water. He shook his head slowly with lips that shook withholding cries.

"It's a lie" said Alyssa. Even his voice was already sounding vibrating and so stinging. Makes Zayden really can't bear to see this. He immediately moved up and sat down beside Alyssa, grabbing Alyssa's body which had started crying sobbing.

"Hey.don't cry. This is the way, baby" said Zayden

Alyssa immediately cried in Zayden's arms. He clutched Zayden's shirt tightly and cried so bitterly there.

"My son is my son. Huuu" Alyssa's cries began to grow. And that really made Zayden want to cry too. She was also sad to lose her child. Which parents are not sad, when they wait for the presence of a baby, but the fact is they lose it so quickly.

"It's my fault, I can't take good care of him" Alyssa said with a sore tone.

"Darling ... No, it's not your fault. Don't be like this" Zayden said. She hugged Alyssa's body tightly, rubbing her back which was still sobbing.

"I can't take care of him. I still want to have children" Alyssa said again.

Zayden lets Alyssa cry and reveals all of her. He doesn't know what to say now. Clearly, Zayden was also grieving and feeling guilty. Because of everything that happened, he was the cause.

"Honey.." call Zayden while releasing his embrace and cupping Alyssa's face. Wiping away the tears that kept coming out of those beautiful eyes.

"He came unexpectedly, and now God takes him away from us again. That means we still haven't been trusted to look after him. You must be sincere. Our son is waiting for us there" Zayden said. His eyes were also glassy as he said this.

"But I'm sad... I love my son. He made our relationship closer. He also made my great master Nerima. Now he does not exist, and what my fate will be" said Alyssa who again cried bitterly. He's laying his head on Zayden's chest. And cry out loud again.

"Darling.I also love our children. But you don't think so badly. Even if he doesn't exist, nothing will change with our lives" Zayden replied

Alyssa was still crying in Zayden's arms.

"Then what about the big master. He must have kicked me out of the house again" said Alyssa.

"Do you think I'm that cruel?"

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Alyssa looked up, she turned to the door, and so did Zayden.

They were so shocked when they saw that Mr. Juanda was already in the room and heard their conversation.