NOT Second Lead
Alexander's Heart

After a long time in the car, Alexander decided to go into his house. His mind was more uncertain because Zira had not read and even activated her phone.

Zira doesn't usually. During this time every message he sent always got a reply very quickly

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Alexander's footsteps stopped when he entered the living room of his house. The lights suddenly bright. Due to the glare, he slightly narrowed his eyes.

"Just home?" asked Papi who was still in the living room, as if he was deliberately waiting for him to come home. Her mom was still there.

Apparently the papa picked her up. Alexander was relieved.

"Yes," he replied excitedly and intended to flutter his head that was already hot with the rapid jets of cold water from the shower.

His head felt like a phone that was having a hang. And it should be cooled immediately.

"Where are you from?" tanya papi held back her steps. Mami was still staring at her disheveled face.

"From Zira's house" he answered frankly so as not to be asked again. He wanted to take a quick shower.

"Why did you go there?" It's not like you can just chat him. No need to get to his house," the mami's nagging made Alexander more confident that he would not be able to quickly go to his room. Surely he will be held here for a long time and very forced to listen to all the advice, advice and advice from mami and papimya.

'Sit down, Lex, '" Papi said.

Reluctantly Alexander sat in front of his papi and mama.

"But see you're tangled?" ask papi intermezo.

"Yes" he answered briefly. How does he not feel tangled, sad and mumet. Rihana Fazira doesn't care anymore.

Alexander was like slapped on their story when High School used to be. His Zira is often so if there is misunderstanding between them.

"But confused as you-"

"Mommy too," she cut. And fell silent when her husband signaled her through his eyes to let him speak first.

"What you really feel about Zira or Aurora. For papi and mami felt ash ash," said papi softly, because Alexander already looks stressed. Either because of Aurora or Zira.

"As if you would like both of them and now confused," the great-grandson of mami who could no longer hold back her curiosity and regret.

"Alex just likes Zira."

"Mami don't think you realize that your feelings for Zira are just a memory. Your subconscious is clearly saying you chose Aurora," she was anxious because her son was still stuck in his past memories.

"Mami mean?" alexander did not understand.

"Establish already? When Aurora gets hurt you just focus on her. Even you forget who you are with" said mami half insinuating.

"Mommy's wrong. It's just a reflex. I just want to quickly give Aurora some help. He's in pain" Alexander denied. He did mess with Zira, but the situation forced him to act a little like that.

Her papa breathed a long sigh.

"That's what mami meant. You are very worried, but you can ask your friend who is there to bring Aurora to the hospital. Or mom and dad. Or you can still bring Zira along with you. Not just leaving her with someone she just met."

Alex was speechless at the length of his mother's explanation. It felt quite like stabbing his heart.

Indeed, he did not think at all to get there when he saw the ringisan Aurora who endured pain.

He should have brought Zira along.

It was wrong to forget about Zira.

You idiot! Why could he forget! Alexander curses his endless regret in his heart.

"If only you had seen the look in Zira's eyes watching you while worrying about Aurora. Papi could not describe how sad he was," finally his papi could also convey what he had wanted to convey since. But always cut the same as his wife.

DEG

Alexander. The last words of his papa majleb really hit his heart.

"Bapi and mami are afraid that you will regret it. If you're actually used to Aurora, Zira is actually just a memory and obsession."

DEG

Alexander wanted to refute the last word of his mother.

But the words mami and her papa made her feel very guilty towards Zira. He alone made Zira think the same as the thoughts of her mother and her current papi.

Alexander looked back at his phone screen.

Still unread too, his mind is getting more and more upset.

"Not answered your message?" guess papi snaps.

"Kan, you've been to the hostel," mami paused her speech while looking at her son's disheveled face.

"Don't let Zira not want to meet you," guess mami also telling.

Alexander's body stiffened. He gripped his cell phone body very tight.

Mami smiled happily at her son's indisputable reaction. The trap is very true.

'Zira may now be aware that your feelings have changed. Not for him anymore. But for another girl," concluded mami as sharp as razor.

Alexander stunned.

Not likely.

"It's just a supposition. If Aurora and Zira were injured at the same time, who would you help first?" asked papi while looking at Alexander.

Alexander did not answer. He did not want to think of the strange thing that his papa had said just now. Life cannot be chosen. If there was only him, both of them would definitely try to die when he saved.

"A new person will regret if it is true to lose his precious property," said papi meaningfully.

Alexander remained silent.

"Maybe now your feelings for Zira just can't bear after knowing the hardships of his life. Distinguish love with empathy, Alexander," said the mama firmly.

Alexander let out a very long sigh before replying.

"Mommy, papi. I'm very aware that I love Zira. When it comes to Aurora, I just think of her as my little sister" Alexander said in a slightly suppressed tone.

"Therefore, I acted like I did" he continued.

"You're not aware of your own feelings yet, Alex," upset my frustration. Don't know how to tell Alex who he really likes.

Alex got up from his seat. He had enough of an argument with both of his parents. It was time to cool his head so that he could sleep well and early in the morning would pick up Zira before his friend took him away first.

"Alex," exclaimed mami still not satisfied with Alex's answer.

"Enough, mom. Alex was dizzy," he replied as he took a quick step into his room.

He doesn't want to hear anything else.

Mami who would rise and hold back her departure, because the conversation was not finished, was detained by her husband

"Let her think about what we said before" said papi softly.

Mami fell silent. He could only stare at Alex's back.

When can you be sober, Lex, your inner mami feels claustrophobic.

When he was in his room, Alex took off all his clothes and left only his boxer.

He immediately went into the bathroom and turned on the shower.

Both hands rested on the wall near the shower and let the violent jets of water on the shower slap her hair.

Is it true what her mom said?

Is Zira just a memory and an obsession?

Aurora who stole his heart?

Alexander shook his head. Denying all the quality nudges in his heart.

He just loves Zira. The love!