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Beaten

Rihana held back tears in Alexander's arms seeing his papa, Oma Mien and Oma Mora crying in his mama's navel.

Alexander hugged her tightly as if giving her strength. He glanced at his papa who looked struck.

Wh why?

Alexander felt his father also had a special bond in the relationship Om Dewan and Aunt Dilara.

Opa Airlangga held tightly to his shoulder by Cakra. Opa Iskandardinata seemed to close his eyes, holding back his tearful mouth that was ready to go down. Oma Mien and Oma Mora embrace each other in tears.

Although it has strengthened the heart, but when it reached the tomb as the last place of Dilara, still the mind of both was shaken violently

Oma Mora who had met Dilara a few times did not think that this girl was what she was looking for her sons. The girl had already left, but she was still very young. It was his inner suffering that made him leave so quickly.

Moreover, Oma Mien as Mama Dilara. The feeling of guilt for not meeting when his daughter was looking for him was very disturbing to his soul

Now only the grave can he look at to release his longing on his beloved youngest daughter.

This morning so set foot in the city of Bandung, they were not in the public cemetery of the final resting place Dilara.

Cakra and his two younger siblings and their wife's wife looked devastated. Dilara who was sought all this time turned out to have been lying here for a long time. And they can just visit him, because they just found out that Dilara is gone.

The only sister they can't protect. A feeling of regret so fiercely smashed into their chests.

In their eyes was a beautiful girl who was quiet, but had a very sweet smile.

Everyone looked towards the Council who rubbed Dilara's headstone with trembling hands. His body also looks shaky. The reality that does not exist at all in his mind and people who come with him, if you will meet the tomb of Dilara.

His fault. All harm.

The council continues to lament its unfortunate fate. The girl he loved was long gone. Again he cursed his folly that could never find Dilara and her daughter.

His heart was squeezed very strongly by the invisible hand.

"Why you?" tanya Afif panicked to see the Council holding her chest.

The board shook its head. So that Afif is not too worried.

But the pain in his chest still hasn't subsided. His pain is heavy.

Ii'm sorry.... You must be facing a very hard life. I should have been by your side.

Recalling the angry words of Rihana who said that he and his mother saw him with their wife and daughter. Plus very happy. It was as if they had never been in his life. Like a spear that hit his chest until it was torn and made scattered flesh and blood. Destroyed as destroyed.

Her tears could not stop. Down with a swift sweep of his cheeks. She was crying without a sound. Her lips twitched re-spelling the name on the tombstone.

The name of her boyfriend she has never married. And he left for a long time.

His memory floated as the girl was embarrassedly looking at him. That very soft face.

Afif who was beside him also shed tears. Given the grave mistake that has ruined Dilara and Dewan's life. He is the mastermind of both suffering.

At that time all he thought was to have fun without ever thinking about the consequences.

"You still strong?" alexander asked as he rubbed Rihana's back gently. Alexander could feel that shaking back in his arms.

Rihana did not answer. At this moment, his hands hugged Alexander's waist tightly. His legs were too weak to support his body. As if he knew, Alexander also tightened his embrace.

Alexander had initially accidentally followed the girl and ended up in a funeral.

Alexander saw it behind a tree. Seeing the astonishment of Rihana who became talkative in front of one of the tombs. Then rubbed his eyes occasionally. His hands plucked the weeds over the tomb.

After Rihana left, Alexander approached the tomb and while reading the name, year of birth and year of death, which was inscribed on the tombstone, Alexander's heart was very sad. She just found out it was Mama Rihana's grave. And the woman who had given birth to her had apparently abandoned her for a long time when Rihana was five years old.

Unbeknownst to Rihana, Alexander has been searching for his identity since they were first grade High School. He was always attracted by the always smiling face with his gloomy eyes. He was smart and never had many friends. Prefer to be alone.

And Alexander was always clashing with him but then the girl would lower her head or turn her gaze in another direction. Alexander's heart was always pounding with no rhythm because of it.

If his mother were here. His heart will surely be broken.

Mama Alexander refused to join because she wanted to be with Aurora and Irena-mama.

Alexander and his father were not forced. But his older brother-Fathan is with them. I felt great sadness in front of his eyes.

Inwardly offending the carelessness of Om Dewan which is very fatal. Until he could only find his lover who had united with the tomb. It must be very painful and stifling.

Fathan can also feel how shocked the feelings of Oma Mien and Opa Airlangga who lost their daughter for a long time. It's too heavy for their old bodies.

But just like Alexander, Fathan was also astonished by the regret reaction shown by his father. Feels excessive.

Wh why?

His mind was also filled with many questions. Later he would ask why his papa reacted a bit over so.

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The house that used to be an orphanage has been restored into a very different building. Rihana also could not find traces of his mother there.

Likewise, the Bu Saras convection business has turned into a store that serves a variety of food menus.

Thankfully, the kindergarten school has not changed.

Rihana immediately sat on the swing. His eyes looked sad. Once home Rihana will play for a while on this swing while waiting for his mother's invitation.

Without feeling her tears again.

But Rihana's body jolted because of the swing there was pushing slowly.

Rihana. It turned out that Alexander was pushing her while looking at her gently.

Alexander again pushed the swing slowly that made Rihana's lips carve a smile.

Rihana. This moment is always remembered when he was with his mother. And now this moment will be a very beautiful thing to remember because of Alexander.

Back Oma Mien and the others wiped their wet eyes from seeing such a sweet scene.

Alexander seemed to understand that Rihana wanted to remember his mother.

He must have missed his mother a lot, inner Alexander was sad.