Not the Image of Rashmi
BCR #38-S. THE RESTRAINED SOUL

His gaze was out the window of the car glass, but clearly Asmi was daydreaming.

"Den rara,"

Mang Ali had called him 5 times, but Asmi did not budge, as if deaf and her mind ran away somewhere.

The Katresna driver decided not to call back his employer's sister, and chose to continue his duties even though it felt quiet without chat.

The car had entered the courtyard of Asmi's house, there was a heavy sigh from Asmi, and she had been silent for a long time in the car until Ali had to reprimand her, "den rara punteun, it's been until."

Asmi was a little chuckled, "eh yes mang. Thanks to Asmi's anter, "he got out of the car quickly for fear of nagging again.

"Den! Rara den!" yelled mang Ali, but his shout was not enough to make Asmi turn, because Asmi had entered inside.

"Den Rara, you have a problem or are you in a hurry?! This book is just as if it's left in the seat." He pulled the handbrake back and got out of the car.

"Why Li?" ask mang Dedi.

"It's kang, hape same book den rara left in the back seat. Called the hunt in," ringisnya.

"Oh, let me take Li."

"Yes kang, this. Punteun ya ngerepotin!" back in the car.

Undeterred when Asmi came, "where is the Agah, do not come in? Ask to make coffee first..."

Asmi shook her head, "Asmi came home accompanied by a mang Ali, abis from a Candra's house."

With automatic eyebrows frowning and then swooping as sharp as a derivative of nagreg, "loh?! Didn't you ask permission to pick up Asmi? Not going to college?"

"There." replied Asmi, "but Asmi who refused, do not need to take care of it! Kasian den Agah is a busy person, if the anter pick up Asmi---"

"Miss! Do you refuse?!!!" his yell.

"Astagfireullah! You neng tea, the mah people want to be considered, at the same time with his family, this is mah! Kaya girl do not know dibuntung.kilah what you mah neng, like the same Agah raden mas Harya Enjan, the same raden ajeng Kutamaya! But you ? Where else would you like to find the perfect husband?!"

Asmi was really tired, her brain suddenly turned like a topsy-turvy.

"Den, sorry." Mang Dedi paused the scolding of amih, "why mang?"

"This, hape same book den rara left behind in the car seat den Candra," nodding mang Dedi handed over the book and hape Asmi.

"Oh, yes. Thank you mang." the white hand received the thick book and his cell phone.

Until Dedi went back, Amih shook his head, "careless! Amih do not want to know, you have to apologize equally and redeem all the mistakes neng Asmi. Don't make the plan to turn away from Neng Asmi! Don't let him cancel this match, " said Amih.

Asmi laughs discordantly, "den Agah--do not until the Agah plan is void, do not let the Agah turn away, do not let the Agah heartache and disappointed, continued Asmi??? Who would think of Asmi's feelings, what would Asmi want?"

The girl carried all the burdens and burdens into the room, her head felt heavy. Asmi did not even bother to open her shoes, did not enter the bathroom and immediately dropped her body, seen the white room ceiling is dark in the eyes of Asmi.

He laughed crisply, laughed at his life but then cried so bitterly, Asmi screamed as hard as she could, got up and ransacked the blankets and all the things in her bed.

Suddenly some house people who heard him running frantically towards Asmi's room, "den rara! Den, why?"

"African?!"

Asmi was still screaming to remove all her uneg-uneg which she had been piling up.

The shadow of a childhood that lives with rules, Asmi little who is often punished, Asmi teen who makes amih punishment like daily snacks, as well as daily, the orders and rules that always ask Asmi to appear perfect and complete, to confiscate her happiness all this time, since the first time Asmi breathes in the world is the contract price of death, so that Asmi breathes, his soul was immediately bound by the rules of amih, *the first daughter of Raden Amar's family and Raden nganten Sekar Taji*.

"Miss!"

"Asmi's Feng!"

House people are frantically scattered including Sasi, "title! Tetuh why?"

"Miss open !!!" shout amih.

"Corruption isn't it, den rara?" nining asked Lilis, "the reason is that den rara has come home already wants magrib?"

"Ah you are ngaco!"

"Mang, try to break down the door!" pinta Amih now feels panic mixed with worry. Her hands cooled down a little frantically trying to contact her husband and children.

One, two..blughhh!

Mang Dedi and other mamangs including Eka are so worried about the beloved employer, Asmi is a supple, kind, pleasant, friendly child also quickly familiar even with household assistants though. Among all the masters and his sons and daughters were the raden Amar and Asmi who were so good apart from the insolence of Sasi.

"Try Ka, you're still young. Break it!" Eka nodded.

One--two-two----

Brakkk!

The door opened with a key slightly torn because of Eka's break, he did not pay attention to the arm that was sore due to breaking the door, he did not pay attention to the arm that was sore due to break down the door, but their attention was immediately drawn to the girl who had already drowned her face on the knees below the bedside while a bit of a whim.

"Astagfirullah den rara!"

"Miss!" amih immediately invaded and cupped both shoulders Asmi, "why?!" his eyebrows are still tightly knit.

Asmi looked up with a wet face and a chaotic look, "Asmi has nothing.." she replied lacklusterly.

"Amih out! Amih!" wipe her away with tears, "Asmi's nothing, Asmi's nothing!"

"Neng, why are you tea?!" Asmi moves in and asks Amih to leave her room including Sasi and her home assistants.

"Udah on going! Asmi's nothing!" he scuffled away and pushed everyone away, then closed the door again.

Blugh!

He slumped and decayed at the door of the room.

"Well, why tea?" sasi asked worriedly, because her brother was never like that, Asmi now like not Asmi.

Amih Sekar shook his head not understanding, he began to think about what Nawang and Katresna said the other day about Asmi.

The 1-hour gap came to the house in a hurry followed by Candra and Katresna as well as Bajra and Nawang.

"Where is Asmi?!"

"Mi," Nawang knocked on Asmi's room door trying to persuade her.

"So Asmi from your house, right? Why is Asmi doing this?" ask Candra.

Candra nodded, "yes. Asmi did nothing just fit in the house. Only Asmi pundung Candra time talking with Agah, it is mih! No need for Asmi's match-making, kasian.so a burden for Asmi.amih too nudai Asmi to be a perfect daughter in the eyes of amih and other nobles. Amih rich tea is obsessed with making Asmi the perfect princess..."

"So far Asmi has nothing, only lately it has been rich! This must be her relationship!"

"Mangs! Mang Dedi!" amih instead calls Dedi to interrogate him.

"You know about Asmi's friends, or Asmi's new friends? Where has Asmi been lately?!" cecar amih's.

"Mih! Asmi is rich gini for being restrained!" answer Katresna. Seeing his wife and son-in-law storm Raden Amar did not flinch that he did was to approach Nawang trying to persuade his daughter, "Mi.

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