Not the Image of Rashmi
BCR #44-S. SMILING IN YOUR GRASP

"Neng," apih stroked the beautiful mane of his beloved daughter and placed himself beside her.

Heart woefully saw Asmi so like this, "Nawang, what time is the appointment with the psychiatrist?"

"Hour 9 apih,"

Asmi glanced at the person who stroked warmly, while in the corner there the sobbing sound flowed so profusely showering the heart, was the innocent cry of seeing her daughter so because of the act of ambition.

His ambition is to destroy Asmi.

Asmi's blank gaze collided with Apih's gaze that almost shed tears, "neng, go home geulis..."

Nawang had even sobbed on Bajra's shoulder, regret had always come too late. Sasi alone is still smp, know if Asmi is already on the verge of collapse, will she also have the same fate?

"Tea," he mumbled in tears.

Bajra asks Kelana to come down and play with Sasi, "Si, take Lana maen first gih,"

Sasi nodded wiping the tail of her suddenly muddled eyes, "yes. Ayok Lana, same bi Sasi first yuk! Bi Sasi has slime!" he herded Lana like she was herding a little sheep out of Asmi's room.

Her lips were already shaking, but her tongue was a little bit too faint to say sorry, and I felt her legs suddenly stiff. Bajra grabbed the mother's shoulder and rubbed it.

Asmi was still there, but her soul was so crushed. He cried without a sound, only his eyes were now inundated.

"What do you want?" he asked, Asmi shook her head, "Asmi is not going anywhere. Afraid to make Amih angry," he said.

"Neng Asmi apih child," he immediately grabbed his daughter, trying to restore Asmi's sanity.

"Neng, meet yuk!" take Nawang he sat folding both knees, resting in front of Asmi, with the snelli he still wears, Nawang who had originally arrived at the hospital, called by apih.

Asmi still shook her head not to leave her soft mattress, she clenched the bolster tighter and shook her head like they wanted to seize something valuable that belonged to her like a sane person, or was already insane.

"Asmi doesn't want to" he replied.

"Neng," Amih called her raucous because of the crying. My eyes were staring at her mother blankly, without love or fear or other feelings.

The deg!

Amih back sobbing, so devastated the child because of him. Asmi suddenly shook her head and covered both her ears.

"Engga--engga-engga-engga! Hesitate!!! Asmi doesn't wantuu!" hysterical shouting.

"Asmi is afraid!"

"Asmi don't want to!!!"

"Miss!"

"Asmi's Feng!" apih and Bajra try to calm Asmi down.

"Come out first" said Bajra. Amih cried even louder, as did Eka, Lilis and the household assistants there.

Alva had lit the bell several times, he had also waited long enough outside the gate.

This time he waited a long time to meet someone. Until finally the door opened a little blow to the head, "who to look for?"

"Mang, I'm Alvaro Rashmi's friend."

"Oh, sorry that there is nothing" he replied briefly but seemed hurried and panicked looking inside.

"Oh, Asmi went mang?" ask Alva.

There was a voice shouting inside, "Jat! Get ready to open the gate, the car is coming out!"

Alvaro scrunched his forehead, didn't the mamang say Asmi didn't exist?

He clenched his hand, he could have lied.

"Ready!"

"Hey, move! There's a car coming out!" he's expelling Alvaro.

"Eh! Uh!"

The grip of Alva could not be evaded by him, nor could it be released, his eyes pierced sharply like a knife.

"Rashmi's home, right?!" snapped Alva was not afraid of that security.

"Eh, you tea guest less aj ar!"

He tried to fight back, but Alva's energy was stronger. Until finally there was a fight Alvaro and Asmi's home security.

"Eh-uh! What's this!" Mang Dedi who had prepared the car found Ajat and Alvaro in a feud.

He remembered the face of Alvaro, was the young man who had always been with Asmi lately, and he knew quite well.

"Jang Alva?"

"Jat! Been already! I know this well!" mang Dedi answered and broke up both.

"Mang, Asmi's at home right?" ask Alva. Mang Dedi hesitates to answer Alva's question, his doubts saved by Nawang's frantic tea call, "mang Dedi!"

"Alvaro?" his net was pounded on the young man who became Asmi's crush. Nawang's half running, "Alva?"

"Teh, sorry I entered without permission. I just want to meet Asmi, tea." said Alva with hope.

Nawang blinked and wiped his eyes, "Asmi...You want to see Asmi right?" Nawang believes that Alvaro can persuade Asmi to seek treatment.

Alva nodded, Nawang asked Alva to come in, "follow! You can help Asmi too, right?"

"Asmi? Asmi why?"

Alvaro was so shocked, his heart felt like a war drum especially when he heard Asmi's roaring scream from within.

He did not trace the ground, his feelings as if he was hit by a mace, seeing Asmi being pacified and Bajra in his room.

"Asmi is predicted to experience symptoms of Alva depression, before it is too late, and lost Asmi, the family will take Asmi to the hospital to do the test..." Nawang again threw a glance in another direction, unable to see it.

Alvaro could no longer speak, he had already decayed to see his idol so. Asmi is good at storing bombs for herself. Alvaro won't ask why, he already knows the answer.

"Asmi," said Alva heavily in the door goal. Asmi was silent from her cries, she did not run around like a madman to throw things, but Asmi rejected anyone who tried to embrace her. Bajra and Apih turned their heads followed by Asmi saw Alvaro.

"This is Alvaro.The Asmi campus management." Nawang.

Kang germ, Asmi shrieked in the heart.

Alvaro's trying to get in, "what's the back here?" asked Asmi, her face was so haggard and lethargic.

"I told you, you can't go after flying me over nirvana. Then you'll throw me into the bottomless abyss, Asmi." Alvaro said, making those pale lips tremble in tears, the look of Asmi's longing eyes.

Asmi shook her head slowly at Alva, "kang."

Alvaro crouched in front of Asmi who sat on the edge of the bed still clutched and stared at Alva full of sheep, "I told you, I'm ready if I have to go through the steep streets, I fight you can't leave here either..." Alvaro grabbed Asmi's hand so easily even in front of Bajra and the apih.

Bajra almost prevented it, but the fire kept him first. Alvaro is touching Asmi's heart the deepest.

"Alvaro.." his mind judged Alva.

"You keep my promise, you'll be happy." said Alvaro again.

"Rashmi Sundari.I like you, I love you, no matter who you are, even though you are pugnacious.." that love sentence did not hesitate Alvaro said in front of Bajra, apih and Nawang. Asmi can smile between Alvaro's hands.

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