Not the usual Cinderella
Chapter 19

Ifa escorted me to a room that was quite spacious, this villa was not terraced, there were still other rooms back there. But because it's been too late and I really need a break. I don't want to be invited by Ifa to go around later.

"Please Miss, this is Mr. Joan's room. I'm shocked when Mr. Billy says you can rest here—“

“I'm sorry for my sassness Miss," Ifa stopped suddenly, for what reason.

"Well dad Ifa, Joan hasn't brought anyone here?" I'm curious about the continuation of Ifa's story about Joan.

"Besides Mr. Billy, no one has ever come here Miss. Then excuse me, Non, if there's anything Miss can call me. Pencet a number one," he said while pointing at the house phone.

Ifa seemed to be very frightened by his words earlier, perhaps afraid to offend me. How not, a woman who does not have official status with her employer has been asked to sleep in her employer's private room.

I was tired and suddenly wanted to find out a lot about Joan.

"Wait, Ifa, get me first" I said.

"But Non," He seemed hesitant. "It's been Non's night, preferably non Angel break," Ifa seemed to be trying to avoid me.

But I couldn't bear to force him either, it was better to let him rest because it was so late.

After cleaning myself I headed to the wardrobe which was separated from the bed.

The closet here is also big dominated by glass, so I know there must be only Joan's clothes in there.

"Huh! Here you go" I murmured after picking up one of Joan's jerseys.

In my body this shirt became over-sized but it looked sexy, I waded in front of the mirror and laughed amusedly at my strange behavior.

I went back to the bed that suddenly seemed to be waving so that I would come immediately.

The mattress was soft and tender like all of Joan's stuff. When suddenly these eyes felt heavy, I was like being lulled by dream seduction towards the subconscious until a thought suddenly came to open my eyes again.

I forgot Billy said he was gonna pick Joan up. Is that guy coming here?

Die me. I got up from the bed and looked anxiously at the window. Dark of course, in contrast to the garden that adorns the courtyard of the villa which is illuminated by many lights, while from this room it is pitch black, even though there is light from outside the room. Maybe a hill or a forest because it's in a mountainous area.

The panic made me walk around, preparing various strategies if Joan suddenly went berserk.

I didn't really know Joan by nature, only my judgment of her considered her a tyranny. He always forced me to do what he said, but he never scolded me or abused me.

But this time I was a little worried about making him angry. I will still defend myself, it is not me who broke our agreement, but his fiancee who did know of our illicit relationship, so she cannot blame me completely.

But can I defend myself? My mistress always shrinks when faced with him. That sharp eye gaze seemed to make me submit without being able to refute.

What if he tries to hurt me? Can I scream for help? While this was his villa, the people who were here were his workers.

Maybe tonight is the last night I'm alive. No-no soon I'll give up those bad thoughts, I'm sure Joan won't be that close.

But what is impossible for him? I am just a dwarf who enters the circle of men who have the power to do everything.

I was sitting limp in bed, wanting to ask Adam for help, but I didn't want to make things difficult either.

Oh my God ...

I dropped my body violently and coiled around as if sheltering from what would happen to me later. It looks funny, but I used to do this when I was scared and confused.

The warmth and softness given by this white blanket is actually able to make me fall asleep again.

I've been lulled by dreams, beautiful dreams and it feels weird. A strange-looking scene as if it wasn't from this world, am I dead?

As I looked around, I saw another me dancing in a meadow surrounded by beautiful Tulips.

I was across the street, separated by a sea of beautiful flowers. It's really scary to me.

The woman who was similar to me was wearing a very beautiful dress in line with the color of the Tulip flowers around her.

I looked at the woman's face as if it looked freer, no more anxiety, no pressure, not even a mask of pretense that I always displayed to cover my sadness.

That woman who was myself, was so happy to welcome the bulky boy with dimple on her cheek, she looked so adorable.

The other I raised the boy high while circling, how happy.

My question is, who is that little boy? His face was no stranger to me.

Before long, their existence increasingly disappeared like a puff of smoke that gradually disappeared.

Their departure somehow made me sad. The dream was so real that I wished it were real.

Do you really want to live happily in the future to make me dream that far?

A kiss on my forehead and a tight hug on my body disturbed my sleep.

The scent of this perfume I knew so well felt real, with a heavy heart, I opened these eyes slowly.

I looked up at Joan who was currently very tightly hugging me. My head was over his arm, we also shared a blanket.

A brief kiss she gave me on my lips, though her eyes were still closed.

I blinked my eyes trying to wake up because it felt like a dream. There was no look of anger that should be on Joan's face at this time.

This handsome guy is still warm to me. Am I really awake?

"Why? You think dreams?" he said as I patted my cheek.

"Jo .." I was stuck speechless.

"Shuut's gone bad, let's go back to sleep!" take her and pull me back in her arms.

I want to ask her a lot of questions, isn't she mad at me? His attitude when he was in a restaurant that seemed cold already made me think he would definitely be angry.

"Jo .." - lirihku.

"Don't say anything if you don't want me to go crazy right now? What you ... Did you deliberately want to seduce me using this pakean hemmm?"

Jeez this man why his mind was only in that direction when he saw me.

I sneered "this isn't Jo's apartment, there's no shirt here."

"Emmm ... I forgot, tomorrow I'm gonna ask Billy to bring you a shirt. Now go to sleep," he said.

My feelings warmed up, at least I was thinking too badly of Joan, though I was eager to ask her how her relationship with Estherlita was.

"You're having nightmares?" ask her when I'll go back to sleep.

"Well, what a beautiful dream, anyway," I somehow wanted to tell Joan.

"What dream? If it's beautiful why cry? " it seems he was quite curious about my dream.

I was surprised when he said I was crying? Do I feel so much loss for them? Myself and that handsome boy?

"Emmm, there's a handsome little boy that I'm carrying, but suddenly my dream disappears" I said.

"Well little man?" Joan stretched her arms around me to see my face.

I can only nod.

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Tbc