
The loud sound of the door breaking made me and Dinda turn away.
My eyes widened when I saw Adam standing there with a crimson face.
"What is Race? Are you really pregnant?" his tone was very sharp.
Dinda immediately got up and confronted Adam. "Sorry Adam, let Raras rest first, his condition is very weak, he lacks—"
"Please let me talk to Raras together!" sela Adam's.
"I'm sorry I don't know your problems, but I beg you Adam not to vent his anger here."
I can't think anymore, Dinda's plea that Adam wouldn't scold me like he felt sorry for me who was weak.
I have a lot to explain to Adam and Dinda. I'm sure Dinda was just as confused as this situation, but as an adult she tried to make Adam patient with me.
"You don't know, she's pregnant, I don't know who!" finally the curse came out. The man who never once yelled at me finally vented his anger.
I'm not against Adam, any man would be disappointed by this.
"I know Adam, but now it's free to ask for any explanation, Raras himself was in shock when I told him the situation," Dinda tried her best to defend me.
Dear God, this kind neighbor of mine, having good people around you is a priceless gift from God and I am so grateful.
I could only cry, hurt, disappointed, everything became one. The thing I fear the most is the passing of Adam with a million wounds.
The man left my room with a huge wound. Even I heard her stuffing, I couldn't look at her.
Now she knows the woman she loves so much and protecting her honor is like a dirty woman.
What am I supposed to do? Should I kill this innocent fetus?
"Ras, don't mind much first, which is important at this time you must be healthy. There are a lot of problems that you seem to have to take a cold, "suggests Dinda gently.
I don't know Dinda very well, but I'm sure she's a very nice woman.
"You're not disgusted when I'm Din?" many ensure.
I'm sure Dinda doesn't know me very well either, she knows that Adam is my lover. But because I was pregnant and Adam wasn't the one to have me I thought he was going to stay away from me.
"Because what?" tanyanya's confused. "Because you're pregnant?" he continued with a chuckle, it seems like my situation like this is no big deal to him.
"You are the lucky woman that God trusted to have an angel of the Race," Dinda sighed.
"I will not ask or interfere in your affairs, but I beg you, take care of this child Ras. God must have a beautiful plan, I'm ready to hear your story as you go" he continued in a soft tone.
I got up and hugged Dinda tightly, not expecting someone I did not know well was able to calm down when my condition was falling like this.
I spilled all the tightness in his chest on his shoulder. Dinda rubbed my back while asking me to take out all this tightness.
Dinda is really very mature, because maybe her age is above mine. He didn't force me to tell a story nor did he judge me.
"Thank you, Din. Thank you for still wanting to be beside this despicable me," I cried in between sobs.
"Shut! You can't talk about that. I know you're a good race person, maybe a condition that means you. Now you're not alone, there's a growing fetus here,” while rubbing my stomach.
“Take him yes, love him, don't blame his presence, ok?" pinta Dinda is hopeful.
I can only nod, though not sure. Dinda doesn't know how hard my life is.
After a short break, I finally decided to go home. The doctor at the clinic suggested that I check my pregnancy out to the obstetrician, again I just nodded uninspiredly.
Dinda was very attentive to me. Even he was willing to buy me fruits and fill the contents of my fridge which was often empty.
"I have just returned from the religious court of Ras" he replied with a smile. But I saw a little sadness in his eyes.
"Religious court? Why go there Din?"
After tau pregnant, my reflexes are currently very happy to wipe the stomach is still flat. I ate the fruits that Dinda had peeled.
"Attending the divorce trial I'm Ras" answers that surprised me.
A divorce? I didn't even know that Dinda was married? I know she's a grown woman I guess she's about twenty-five, though not so sure, because we never asked her about age.
"Are you married to Din?"
"Three years of Race."
"Well! Why then divorce? Sorry Din, I'm really curious, because I haven't seen your husband in years, you know I've been divorced."
For a year being Dinda's neighbor I've never seen a man meet her, so I'm a little curious about her personal life.
Although I felt embarrassed because my curiosity was out of place. Looks like Dinda's a little reluctant to tell her household story.
"Sorry Din," I held Dinda's hand, really meant nothing because I thought the woman's life was like a career woman in general.
"Gga papa Ras, I'm telling you because I think this is the baby's wish," this gentle woman was so strong, I knew that in every smile she must have a very deep wound.
"I'm fit to move here is already in the process of divorce Ras, is a little alot because my ex-husband kekeh do not want to separate."
Dinda looked back, recalling the journey of her life.
"You're reluctant, don't want to tell Din, I know it must be hard for you, too" I asked.
No one wants to have a breakup in a marriage I know that, so scraping stories about Dinda's past I'm sure is like scraping her old wounds.
"I am barren Race," Dinda cried.
The corner of my heart is like being pinched. The woman as good and sincere as Dinda was given trials by God with her inability to conceive, while I? I was going to throw this fetus away.
Why is life so unfair? Is this how God makes me feel grateful? Where He knows so well that I always complain about all my life's destiny.
"Your husband is still in love with you Din?" my many.
If Dinda had told me that the divorce was hard enough, I'm sure they'd still love each other.
"Yes, but I can't stand Race. Polygamous life is not as simple as I imagined," he explained.
Hpm ... I know Dinda's feelings even though I didn't experience them. I guess if Dinda's infertility makes the presence of the third person who turned out to make his relationship with the husband become tenuous, I don't know it's just my thinking.
Dinda was still as excited in my arms, after Dinda calmed me down, now replace me who tried to calm her down.
Dinda really wanted me to take care of this fetus, because she knew what it was like to be pregnant but couldn't.
But life is not that easy, can I be a single parent who never even once a marriage?
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Tbc