
"Viii..............!!!" I screamed loudly.
"Astagfirullah War, it's a dream again. Wake up, istigfar. If you want to sleep do not forget to read the prayer first," said my mother who was standing next to me.
I fell asleep on the couch watching TV. Then the dream of Wiwi's arrival as in the real world only.
I remembered the dream, especially remembering the words that told me to forget it on the grounds that we were already in a different realm.
But I kept to my decision not to betray my promise with him to remain faithful. Dilemma especially with my parents who certainly hope that I forget Wiwi and live a normal life with other women.
"Had War not to be remembered again Almarhumah. He has his destiny like that, you are still living your destiny in the real world. Realize with sincerity. I'm sure, if Almarhumah knows what you're dealing with, she'll agree with me, too" my mother said.
I'm unmoving. My lips were tight enough to express my heart in front of my mother. To be sure my heart is very painful considering the fate of my lover who must suffer the fate of misfortune.
I even told myself why I couldn't take care of him. If I had stayed close, if I had known what happened, I would have killed those inhumane bastards.
I immediately left the sofa and continued sleeping in my room. Before going to bed now I read first the prayer so as not to be disturbed the things that make my mind more complicated.
But in the deepest mind, I hope to be visited again by Wiwi, then chatting, and talking again. After when and where else can meet if not in cyberspace, the dream world.
****
The next day at about 10:00 when I was sitting in the living room while opening HP and looking at the photo gallery, which includes photos of Wiwi, among others, outside, someone said their greetings.
I immediately got up and opened the curtain slightly to ascertain who was coming. Right now at home there is only me, my mother and father are either going where.
When I saw behind the curtain turned out to be the one who met Kak Rama, I was very happy the arrival of his brother Wiwi.
"Assalaamualaikum" said Brother Rama.
"Waalaikum greetings Brother, let's go in" I said after opening the door, then regretted it.
"Thank you, War."
"Come in, please sit down. I'll get you some water, Mom, go."
"Not bother War. Yes," replied Rama.
"No, no hassle" I said, while going to the kitchen to pick up a glass and then make coffee with hot water that was available in the thermos.
I brought two hot cups of coffee to the living room, and then put them on the table.
"Duh ngerepotin War's. Udah, already." he said when I said going inside again take a snack that has been provided by mother if there are guests.
"Please drink, brother. Not bad, nothing good" I said after a simple banquet.
"Please War," said Rama.
"How are you, Rama? I'm sorry I haven't been able to go home yet" I said.
"Thank God the good news. Yourself news?" asked Rama, looking at my face.
"Yes this is how Brother, I still remember Almarhumah," I said.
The look on the face of Kak Rama changed. I can read, surely he feels the same way, especially his brother.
"Silver still remembers him, War. He's a good brother, family attention, no care, respect for parents. Anyone would definitely lose being left behind by someone like him War, let alone me as his brother," Kak Rama said in a soft tone.
"really?" Brother Rama stared hard.
"Really, Brother. Even he asked me to take good care of myself and send greetings he said to Mr. Muslih, Ibu Ratih, Kak Rama, and Wati.." I said.
I did not tell about Wiwi's request that I forget her and accept the presence of another woman to accompany my life.
It's nothing I don't dare to say that, afraid Kak Rama misunderstood. It could have been if I had told the truth Wiwi's words in the dream, Brother Rama will think I no longer remember it or will betray his sister even though Wiwi's death was purely due to the disaster of the depraved morals of the Darpin cees.
"Truly godly my brother's War. In a dream, he still sends his greetings to his family. O Allah, may my brother be at peace in nature, accepted by his Islamic faith, forgiven all his mistakes.
I also guarantee it.
"But....War," said Brother Rama suddenly.
"But how is Brother?" I seriously looked at Brother Rama as if he was going to say something very important.
"But, but, in the dream Brother.." added Kak Rama, he did not continue his talk like something stuck in his throat.
"But how is Brother?" I can't wait to hear what he's about to say.
"In Big Brother's dream, Almarhumah has a mandate to Brother and must be conveyed to you War," Rama did not continue his words.
He took the coffee cup I served, two sips he breathed the coffee cup seemed to calm his mind.
"She was determined and seemed to be very serious, looking from her somewhat pale countenance."
"Goddessa....Sis. What is his mandate?"
"That's why Brother came here to see you War. In addition to kangen because we have not met each other's busyness for a long time, yes Brother also wants to convey the mandate of Almarhumah...."
Brother Rama still has not mentioned what message from Almarhumah to me. Obviously I'm getting curious.
"Yes Brother. Then what message did Almarhumah convey in Brother's dream?" I asked back. I don't know why Brother Rama did not immediately explain the message of what his brother Almarhumah conveyed.
"He, he, said to Brother and told you to. He said, you have to mengikhlaskan the fate that befell my sister and you can find another woman.." finally Brother Rama explained the mandate of Almarhumah.
I was surprised to hear that. It turned out that the mandate of Almarhumah was the same as the one I received in my dream.
"Amanat Almarhumah is actually the same as my family, both father and mother, and also me and Wati. So don't make your heart heavy to ask another woman if it's there. We are sincere and certainly also Wiwi," said Kak Rama again.
I'm speechless. What to say to Rama. Because my principle is steady to not want to betray our love that is hurt by the actions of the rapist bastard.
"Come on Brother Rama. However, I thank you Brother for conveying the true mandate of Almarhumah is also the same, in my dream Almarhumah advised me not to incriminate it anymore."
"O yeah?"
"Yes Brother. Only I was heavy to tell it to Brother Rama. However I don't thank my love for being decided by Darpin cees' treatment. Wiwi must be very hurt, my sister and I must be so. That is why, in honor of the sincerity of his love I want to remain faithful." I said.
"But that's not good War. You are still in the real world, my sister is already in the realm of immortality. Yes, live your life normally including having a family and having children. I'm sure Pak Haji Makmur and Bu Hajjah Tita have missed the presence of grandchildren, let alone your only child" said Kak Rama.
"Where yes Brother, this heart has been so locked to open it for another woman. But I don't know ahead" I said slightly loosening my selfishness. However, it was only in words so that Brother Rama did not continue to connect the conversation about my relationship with his brother who had been interrupted by death.
I think there's something even more important that finding the Darpin cees to be held accountable. Until now we have not received news of the existence of these people from the authorities. However, I believe they must work and will ensnare them with the appropriate punishment. (Connected)