One Bed, Three Lives
Chapter 41 (Gift can be a Tribulation)

Mr. Dirga was embarrassed to hear the words of Laras, because he was well aware that he had made so many mistakes.

"What's wrong if I have a feeling of love? isn't love a gift?" ask Mr. Dirga.

"Love is indeed a gift, but love will also be a disaster if the feeling we have for the wrong person. Do you not think about how devastated the feelings of Your Wife and Son when you know the depraved behavior of the Lord so far? even though they are so proud of you as their role model, especially Mas Abi once said that you are the Husband who is always loyal, when in fact Every Turn Is," Laras said, this makes Mr. Dirga even more embarrassed.

"Well, are you going to tell Abi the truth?" ask Mr. Dirga who actually felt afraid if Laras opened his secret all this time.

"I won't say anything to Mas Abi, as long as you stop playing girls. However, if you still do all that, don't blame me if I expose your disgrace. I feel sorry for your wife, because I am also a woman, even I have felt what it feels like to be betrayed, and it hurts so much. So, I don't want women out there, to feel what I used to feel," Laras said with tears in his eyes when remembering his suffering in the past.

"Related, but it will be very difficult for me to do," said Mr. Dirga.

"If there is a will there will be a way. Are you going to wait for time to repent when you are going to enter the pit? while you have the opportunity, you should immediately repent before it is too late, because we never know when the death will pick up," said Laras, and Mr. Dirga was seen digesting the words Laras.

Moments later Abi came with two glasses of mango juice, and one glass of milk for pregnant women.

"What do you think about, how does it look so serious?" abi asked with a hug to the body of Laras who was currently beside him.

"We were chatting about Mama Lasmi's health" said Laras, who was forced to lie to Abi.

"Oh yes Pa, how is your health?" ask Abi.

"Mama's depression still often relapses, especially when Mama remembers Laras, and Mama still often runs away to look for the existence of Laras."

"Mama's love, Mama must have missed her real son so much."

"Papa also did not know what else to do to find the whereabouts of Laras who disappeared without a trace."

"Patient father yes, we will also definitely continue to help find the whereabouts of Laras. Hopefully Laras is still alive, and can soon regroup with us," said Abi who is in Amini by all.

"When you were a child, you fell in love with the baby Laras, and Abi said that he would make Laras the bride of Abi if he grew up. So Papa, Mama and also Abi's parents, decided to betroth Abi and Laras if they are adults, but it turns out that God wants another," said Mr. Dirga who looks sad.

"Pa, even though Abi was not destined to marry Papa's biological child Laras, but now Abi already has another Laras, and later if Papa's biological Child Laras meets, but now Abi has another Laras, Abi will think of her as Abi's own biological sister. Maybe now Laras already has a Husband and Children, his age is also 30 years, right?"

"Let's go, son, Papa feels hopeless."

"In this World nothing is impossible if God has willed, the important thing is that we have tried to be accompanied by do'a. Well, next week isn't the factory off for a week huh? should we visit Mom? who knows if Mama meets with us, Mama's health condition will improve" said Laras.

"Indeed, Mommy is strong if we go to Jakarta?"

"The distance from here to Jakarta is not too far Well, at least about two hours drive."

"There are many dear Husbands, Daddy is really the ideal Husband," said Laras by hugging Abi's body, making Mr. Dirga feel the fire of jealousy.

Why does this heart still hurt when you see Laras with another man? moreover, that man is my own son. Do I have to bury my feelings of love for Laras? because the words of Laras are like a slap to me, so it feels like I have no face in front of Laras, said Mr. Dirga in his heart.

"Son, you'd better go home now, Papa won't interrupt your time."

"Why don't you just stay here? haven't we talked for a long time?"

Mr. Dirga glanced at Laras who seemed to dislike his existence.

"Next time, son, pity your mother if Papa doesn't come home."

"Papa is right Well, a wife will always wait for her Husband to come home," Laras told Mr. Dirga, making Mr. Dirga a misbehavior.

"During this time Papa was a role model for Abi because Papa was a good and loyal husband. Abi wants to be a great figure like Papa."

Maybe you would never say that if you knew the truth, because the Papa you've always been proud of is a lecherous boy. True said Laras, maybe now is the time for me to repent, because the name of age no one knows. I'd better start by admitting all the mistakes I've done so far. Pity Abi if I continue to hide my rottenness from my own family, Mr. Dirga's mind.

"Son, Papa, please, Abi did not become like Papa, because Papa is not as good as Abi thought."

"What does Papa mean? why is Papa talking like that?" asked Abi who was astonished by the words of Mr. Dirga.

"Maybe all this time Papa is a good father figure, but actually Papa is not a loyal Husband, because Papa has done a lot of mistakes behind your Mama. But today, there is someone who has awakened Papa," said Mr. Dirga with a bowed shame.

Laras never thought that Mr. Dirga would speak honestly to Abi so soon.

"Ke_why is it like that?" asked Abi who immediately stood up, because Abi felt so devastated to hear the words of Mr. Dirga.

"Well, you better sit down first" Laras said by helping Abi to Sit.

"Mother, but Papa has let Abi down. What if Mama finds out about all this? Mama will definitely be very disappointed, maybe even Mama will increase depression," said Abi by ruffling her hair violently.

"Well, Mommy knows very well what I feel at this time, but every human being must have made mistakes, because man is the place of wrong and sin, because man is the place of sin, and we have to respect someone who has already admitted his mistake, because it must be difficult to admit a mistake."

Abi again remembered the words of Laras before, if Laras ever said about Mr. Dirga the affair of the Roses, until finally Abi threw a question.

"Mother, did Mr. Dirga whom Mother used to tell me about the Rose affair is Papa?"