
Alicia was pensive in her room after she came out of the bathroom. When she found out that there was no concern in their room, Alicia quickly locked the door so that the man could not enter their room.
Alicia needed that calmness right now. He is unlikely to hurt the baby in the womb if it is true that there is their child in it.
" Do I deserve to be a mother? I'm just a paid woman and a night woman who caters to the passions of the big men out there. I'm afraid I can't be a good mother to my children." Alicia said with feeling.
He spoke to the reflection of himself who was inside the glass at this moment. Alicia sat in front of the glass of her dressing table. In the reflection of herself in the glass, Alicia saw that she looked much better during her life with Leon.
He no longer needed to think about how he could live tomorrow. How the reward for finding a lot of money in order to pay all his debts to the woman so-called events.
Alicia keeps talking to her and questions whether or not she can be a good mother.
Whether she deserves to be a mother or not. All of that kept spinning in his head.
He thought about so many things without knowing that there was a man who just kept shouting knocking on their room door at the moment.
Unfortunately, their room was so soundproof that humans could not hear that her husband had shouted in front of their bedroom door at this time.
" Alicia, open the door. You have to eat." Leon shouted from the front door of their room.
He had been yelling and knocking on their bedroom door for 5 minutes but Alicia had not opened it.
" Alicia...." Shouted Leon again.
She continued to do so hoping that Alicia would open the door of their room, but until now the woman had not opened it because she had not heard it at all.
" Alicia, please open the door." Shouted Leon again.
She hoped that Alicia heard her screams until she came up with an idea.
Leon borrows a waiter's cell phone in their apartment to call his cell phone. She doesn't remember Alicia's phone number but she only remembers her phone number so she calls her phone number.
" Hello Alicia, open the door. Why lock it up Alicia? Let's open the door." Leon said from behind his phone.
Alicia herself could hear how worried the man's voice was at the moment.
" Alicia I beg you to open the door, really very worried about your current situation. Open the door, Alicia."
Alicia did not answer him but she directly walked out of their changing room and opened the door of her room.
Chequek...
Leon immediately hugged Alicia's body as the door of their room opened. His embrace felt so tight that it made it difficult for Alicia to breathe at this moment.
" O Lord Alicia, if you don't like me, please tell me but never torture yourself like this. I'm really scared of Alicia. I'm scared." Leon Said.
He stroked both of Alicia's cheeks and re-hugged her.
From what Leon is doing right now on makes Alicia able to feel what she looks like right now.
Heartbeats and races so strongly that Alicia can hear him.
" Tell me something so I can accept the presence of this child. Give me the answer to convince myself to keep his presence in me. Am I worthy or not to be a mother? I'm afraid I can't take care of it and can't be a good mother. I'm just a--"
" Sstttt...." Leon stopped what Alicia wanted to say.
He wanted the woman to say something that he thought was absurd. Leon Alicia will tell about her past as a night woman and she doesn't care for it all.
" There's no woman who doesn't deserve to be Alicia's mother. Whether or not a mother is worthy is not measured by her past. Whoever she is, they all deserve to be a mother, sure you can be a great mother and a good mother to our future child. Trust me, Alicia, not only will you learn to do that, but me too. I also have a lot to learn to be a good father to our son and I will also learn to be a good husband to you. I'll study for you and our son Alicia."
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