One Night Special
About Amy And Jhon

Amy massaged her temples because of the headache she felt.

The conversation between him and Heinry was completely unacceptable to his wits. She was confused as to how to deal with Heinry who started using tricks as if she wanted to be in a relationship for the sake of their child.

But the thing is, Amy doesn't believe in eternal love, she doesn't trust people who fall in love forever like that. She does not believe in a marriage that will be forever, she does not believe in the figure of a parent who she says will protect her child, even he did not believe in himself so he could barely even calm down.

"Don't force the will, if indeed you feel heavy it means that you don't need to accept the burden right? Heinry just wants to be close to his son, be a good father because he has lost six years of his time."Said Jhon because he had since noticed Amy who looked unsettled after talking to Heinry.

"Don't you know how our father is? My mother did the same thing no matter how I lived my life at the time, they never even asked me how I was doing or feeling." Amy took a deep breath, exhaled slowly at the front garden of the house and felt how the night wind was blowing on her face.

"Dad was very good when he was going to marry his third wife, he even fed food when he had never done that before. I thought I'd be happy with Dad who was so considerate of me, he wasn't angry when I dirtyed his car, but he was going to be so angry before, wasn't he? But once he managed to marry his third wife, I was thrown away by Dad. It turns out I was only used by Dad to make his third wife impressed that he was a loving father. Shit!, I even foolishly just kept quiet and cried silently inside the bathroom." Amy spoke with the look of her eyes that looked so bitter that Jhon was unable to speak.

Jhon himself was also a victim of their father's selfishness. Unlike his mother Amy who is a second wife, his mother Jhon is the first wife of his father who was left behind because his mother Jhon is considered old-fashioned and only knows cooking and asking for money. Two years after being divorced by his father, his mother Jhon died so Jhon lived with his father's grandmother because both of his parents had died, while his mother Jhon was an only child. Jhon even had to take a blow and mockery from his father when his father lost the tender or anything that was not smooth in business so his father labeled Jhon as the son of an unlucky bearer.

Amy and Jhon sighed together.

"You must know what it's like to be pinched by our parents' spouses right? Before I really didn't want to think about this anymore and assume it was just the past. But the bigger Jeje I got the more scared I was, I was afraid I would unconsciously hurt her, I was afraid that if anyone else would hurt her so that every time she went home I would always check her body in detail. I am ashamed to admit it but I am a coward. I don't want my son to be with Heinry because I can't even trust anyone else. Me and my worries beyond this world have never had the slightest courage."

Jhon nodded in understanding, of course he understood very well how Amy felt. All this time, Jhon knew that Amy's mother had also been married twice since her divorce from her father. She never had time to take care of Amy because she had a stepson and also gave birth to her son again. So continues that over time Amy must nurture her hope in order to feel how beautiful the affection of her parents.

"I have to admit, our father was a jerk. But I can't say the same thing about my mother any different from you. There used to be people who said that no father or biological mother would forget or not care about his child. But looking at the two of us should be a damned term that's disputed isn't it? The person who said it never watches the news for when there are Fathers and Mothers who kill children, throw children, sell children, even beat children long-term until the child is disabled." Jhon was wasting his rough breath.

Amy smiled wryly.

Perhaps most people who hear what she has to say will tell Amy to slowly come out of that fear, worry and trauma in order to live a happy life. Wh why? In fact he was also quite happy beyond any previous happiness with Jeje alone.

Others would easily say that, not all men are like his father and not all are like his mother. But once Amy asks her Dad and Mom why they divorced and have to remarry their only answer is, their love fades, the goals are no longer the same, the nature changed so that they could not understand each other anymore.

Even married as a trial event, having children is also considered as an event that has no meaning.

Amy kept thinking as her eyes watched as her Father and Mother got married, divorced, married, divorced, until her brain began to think that it was a very scary thing.

Love, even if love fades should they divorce and find new love and when that love fades they will get divorced again and so on?

Destinations are no longer the same? Isn't the goal of marriage to maintain that relationship, strengthen each other and strive to remain one goal?

A changed nature? Even a human heart can change five seconds after he feels something else?

An elaborate household, a child and a family victimized, a fall just because love fades away, shouldn't they also be aware that what fades is not the love they have but the feeling of being grateful and understanding because they are getting bored?

I don't know, some people might not understand, but for Amy who lived the right time still think marriage is a scary thing.

Having a child is the most beautiful thing, he also wants to prove to the family who has wasted himself that the happiness of a child will show the quality of themselves as parents.

"That's it, don't think about this again okay? Now you have me, you have a grandmother, the most important thing is that you have Jeje, right? We'll be with you as long as we're not in God's pelvis." Jhon smiled while embracing Amy's shoulder made Amy grieve.

"When will you be called by God?" Ask Amy.

John raised one side of his lips.

"Just relax, God hates me so I'll die in the last place."

Seriate.