
"It's been 1 month, hasn't it? Have you come to the moon? Quickly say, I don't want to be in a relationship with you. So, tell me if you're pregnant or not?" Tanya Jhon looked at Lorita with her eyes so sharp and probing.
Lorita threw out her breath while continuing to settle Jhon who looked so unwilling if he had to have a relationship with her. In fact, he was arguably already quite trying to get Jhon's heart, and if it could make Jhon marry him by way of pregnancy, where maybe it could happen because of their nights spent together, where it could be, they didn't do anything.
"Give me an answer, and don't shut up like that!" Speak Jhon in a higher tone than before.
Lorita was silent for a while and continued to look into Jhon's eyes and replied, "I came by the moon about 10 days ago."
Jhon smiled with his bright face, then laughed with such satisfaction. Good, indeed that was the thing he wanted because he really did not want to be bound by any relationship to Lorita. Not without cause, Jhon was so guarding his heart from Lorita because he did not want what happened in the past to happen again.
When they both went to high school, Jhon himself was the first to have a taste for Lorita. Jhon deliberately did not tell Lorita and chose to be quiet because he was quite self-conscious that he did not have a look that could be considered handsome.In addition to his tall and large body, obviously his face was mediocre. Well, if now it is quite handsome because of the style that supports his body. In the past, Lorita was a girl who was quite liked by the men in the school.Knowing that Lorita also had the same feeling, she really could not lie to herself who was feeling so happy. However, at that time Lorita was still young and also worried. When a handsome man approaches him, he will immediately say that his relationship with Jhon is a casual relationship. Though, Lorita was clearly so attached to him. Go to the school cafeteria hand in hand, go and go home to school together again hand in hand as well. Hearing that Lorita thought the relationship was normal in her ears, Jhon began to distance himself from Lorita.
That's when everything started to change. Lorita initially continued to try to talk to Jhon, even to deliberately come early at home to invite Jhon to go to school together, Lorita also deliberately waited for Jhon to come home together but, Jhon really showed a cold and reluctant attitude close to Lorita. All of this went on for a long time until they finally graduated from school. During Jhon silenced Lorita, during that time Lorita also looked so close to Heinry who was his good friend. Heinry himself had already explained why Lolita tried to approach him, but Jhon was already very numb and fed up with Lorita's attitude which was very easy to stick with foreign men.
because of such experiences, Jhon is most anti-approach to women whose attitude and nature is similar to Lorita. Moreover, upon meeting back with Lorita, he was completely made to be extremely chaotic and kept trying to build a gigantic wall so that Lorita would not be able to hit him and shake his heart which was obviously already reluctant to have any relationship with Lorita.
Lorita sighed again then looked at Jhon and said, "actually, why do you hate me so much and why do you keep such a boundary between us? Ever since you ignored me, up until now I've been really wondering why you've kept me quiet like that?"
Lorita forced her smile still continued to stare at Jhon and said, "I really want to know the real reason, So can you tell me now?"
Heinry took a rough breath and settled down Lorita and said, "I told you, didn't I? I hate you and try to keep that limit all because, you. I don't have any reason, I just don't like someone who looks like you much less yourself."
Lorita bowed languidly not knowing what else to say. It seemed, it was already very impossible if he wanted to continue trying and persevere until he could get his heart. Never mind, not knowing yourself and shameless must also have limits, right? After all, If it was clear that John was unhappy with him, how could he possibly continue to force John to love him?
smiling while nodding with a look on his face that looks so moody and desperate. Yes, it was time for him to let go of something he obviously could not have and did not want him to have. Jhon, it had the same great meaning in his heart. However, the name Lolita has absolutely no meaning in the heart of a Jhon. a relationship or whatever it is must be done simultaneously with the same intention and also earnestness. Jhon was not all thoughts with her, so where could she possibly be able to go through and have a relationship with a person who had no desire to be with her?
"Alright, I've understood and understood everything now." Lorita said as she looked at Jhon and she smiled and said again, "I'm sorry that it upset you so much. I know, I'm a person who is trapped by the past and curiosity because, you immediately act cold on the same day when the next morning we leave together with a friendly. I really didn't get out of my mind until I subconsciously kept thinking about it even though I had been married before."
Jhon fell silent not knowing how to respond to the news. Naturally, if Lorita was curious, maybe what Lorita actually felt was just shame and humiliation because there was a man who screwed himself when other men tried to get his heart.
Lorita threw out her breath, she forced a smile then looked back at Jhon and said, "You must have been working so hard in your life all along. With me coming to this place, you must be working harder than ever, right?"
Sofia got up from her seat, she stood right in front of John who was sitting on his desk chair always saying, "again forgive me, forgive me, and I'll make sure I don't show up in front of you after this."