One Roof With Honey Choice In-Law
We're Still Further

"Okay, Dza apologize now!" Dzakiyya.

Dzakiyya rose up with tears that had run down the river in the eye. Then immediately went to her in-laws room to apologize. With his condition having a severe fever, it should be impossible to run. But Dzakiyya was really running, maybe it was the strength she got after getting a slap from her husband.

Abidzar. He began to regret his violent actions. Especially when seeing the reddened marks on Dzakiyya's cheeks. It must have hurt, and Dzakiyya's heart must have hurt a lot more.

"Abidzar, what the hell are you doing!" as Abidzar said to himself.

The man looked frustrated. Just as Dzakiyya did, Abidzar rushed to his mother's room. Abidzar's vegetables heard Dzakiyya's apologetic voice. I don't know what kind of answer his mother gave him, but what is clear is that Dzakiyya has come out of the room a few seconds later.

"Dza, wait!" hold Abidzar.

Abidzar was very sorry. But that doesn't make Dzakiyya soften. The angry Dzakiyya turned like a slippery eel so Abidzar failed to hold it back. Dzakiyya continued walking, entered the room and sat leaning behind the door. The crying that he had been able to endure finally broke. It was without sound but the pain was immeasurable.

On the sidelines of that cry Dzakiyya held her tight chest. Over and over again she survived the onslaught of pain and suffering her mother-in-law gave her. So far he has survived because Abidzar has always sided with him. But if the only protector no longer gives him a sense of security, can Dzakiyya survive?

Dzakiyya smiled bitterly. He really doesn't want a divorce. But the road for him and Abidzar was completely non-existent.

"What should I do?" inner Dzakiyya.

Dzakiyya closed her face tightly. Thinking of his fate becoming more miserable by the day. He lost his father, he lost his mother. She will also lose the love of her husband. Why loving Abidzar feels so bad.

..."What do you get by loving him. Are you really happy? If Abidzar's house is no longer comfortable for you, there's still a house wide open for you,"...

A sentence that Ral said the other day came back to Dzakiyya's mind. At first glance, the sentence seemed to express the desire of Ral who was willing to replace Abidzar in the heart of Dzakiyya. But Ral's expression means more than that.

It's not a marriage offer. Nor was it a request that Dzakiyya leave Abidzar. But the help of a friend who was willing to welcome Dzakiyya with open arms and provide a comfortable and warm life like a family that Abidzar family could not give for him.

Ral had asked Dzakiyya and Abidzar for a divorce. But that was just his way of reprimanding the two in order for them to fix the problems in their household.

Dzakiyya turned her head to the ceiling of the room. Take back what he had to do. And when he made his decision, he got up to start doing it.

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"Dza?" call Abidzar.

Dzakiyya who was sitting in front of the dressing table turned her head. Seeing Abidzar already standing in front of the door with a porridge that failed to wait interracial because their master and mistress quarreled.

Abidzar put the porridge on the table. Then he approached Dzakiyya and held some parts of Dzakiyya's body to check her temperature.

"I'm sorry, Mas Abid didn't know you were sick!" Abidzar.

"Darling, Mas Abid was wrong. Mas Abid apologise!" Abidzar.

Abidzar has returned softly. Hugged Dzakiyya tightly while blowing on her cheek that she had hit.

"illness?" ask Abidzar.

Dzakiyya nodded and it made Abidzar's face turn tangled. Honestly, Dzakiyya could not bear to see Abidzar like this. I would love to say he is as good as he was the days before. But this time Dzakiyya really can't. Because Dzakiyya has already decided to leave. Not to Ral's house, but to his own.

"You can hit Mas Abid as much as you will later. Now you eat first. Then Mas Abid took you to the doctor" Abidzar said.

Abidzar began to lead Dzakiyya to a bed. But his gaze was fixed on one suitcase that Dzakiyya had prepared to take home.

"What is this, Dza?" ask Abidzar.

Abidzar's feelings are not good. His heart was beating so scared. Previously, Abidzar did not go straight in because he chose to calm down first so as not to return emotions. And when Abidzar had mastered his emotions, he saw a scene like this.

"Dza wants to go home" replied Dzakiyya. Finally Dzakiyya began to speak despite his irritability. And that answer broke Abidzar's heart.

"Darling, please don't go. Abid knows wrong. You can do anything to Mas Abid but please don't go. Abid can't live without you. Mas Abid love you, Dza!" please Abidzar.

"But why doesn't Mas Abid believe in Dza?" ask Dzakiyya.

Abidzar. The words coming out of Dzakiyya's mouth dealt a crushing blow to him. But how else, he was wrong. Wrong because it has been bad to think without finding out the truth. Wrong for not trusting his wife and not giving the opportunity to explain.

"Mas, Dzakiyya only has you. But if you don't believe in Dzakiyya anymore, what can Dzakiyya do. My mom doesn't like Dzakiyya either. Dzakiyya was barren and soon Nafisa gave birth. So Dzakiyya thinks there's no point in us continuing."

Dzakiyya so carefully said that sentence. I wish my husband could understand how he feels. While Abidzar, so far he only kept quiet because he did not want to cut off his wife's conversation.

"So, according to Mas Abid what if we were to"

Dzakiyya had not finished his sentence. But Abidzar had silenced her with a kiss to stop Dzakiyya from speaking. For Abidzar, there's nothing to talk about if it's about divorce. For even to the death Abidzar would never have had any intention of divorcing Dzakiyya.

Abidzar bit Dzakiyya's lips gently. Played it at will regardless of Dzakiyya's encouragement asking him to stop. His burly hands even pulled Dzakiyya closer to him as if he did not want to be let go.

"Darling, please don't say that word. Abid does not like it. You said you wanted to go home, right? Okay, Mas Abid can take you home right now. Mas Abid will also try to come there every day before coming back here after work. But please don't say that word again okay?" pinta Abidzar's.

The couple looked at each other. The taste is still there. Even bigger than before. But the test of their love is too hard.

"Do you love Mas Abid? Answer, Dza!" Abidzar.

Dzakiyya answered the question with a cry. Of course he's in love. Even if he could, Dzakiyya would trade everything he had as long as he could continue to be with Abidzar.

"Okay, don't cry anymore. Mas Abid knows how you feel" said Abidzar.

Abidzar wiped the tears gently. Then hold Dzakiyya tighter. After they made up again, Abidzar fed and made sure Dzakiyya took medicine. Only after that Abidzar drove Dzakiyya home and left two maids with one driver and a security guard to accompany Dzakiyya there.

"You rest well here. Don't get tired and don't get sick anymore. Mas Abid wants you to stay healthy until we age."

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