Our Love Story's
Because I Like You

"So, don't you want to be honest with me?"

As the question slid from Kai's mouth, there was nothing Kimy could explain to be the answer to what the guy was asking. Even to look at Kai, Kimy did not dare, he turned his face away.

"My answer is Kim!!" exclaim Kai

"BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE A BURDEN ON EVERYONE, I DON'T WANT TO BE PITIED" Kimy Teras said.

Kai shook his head, feeling inexhaustible with what the girl said. When did he complain about feeling burdened by Kimy?.

"Lo, what the hell is that?!. When do I feel saddled with lo?!. Never Kim!!"

Kai approached Kimy, sitting beside the girl's bed while looking at her deeply. Kimy took a long breath. Kai would never understand the fear he felt. He was too afraid to tell others that the edges would only give him false hope of recovery. He didn't want to expect more on anything for now, because he knew, in the end he would only meet on his pseudo-side. Disillusioned.

"Gue is just afraid of you making me know I'm sick, I'm just afraid if you want beside me just because of the kasian. I just don't want to change, that's it!!" Kimy was crying again. I don't know, he's been getting very weak lately. His soul felt not free, his heart was always stricken with unreasonable turmoil as ever.

"Gue can't possibly leave you. We have been together since childhood. How could I possibly be doing this alone. I'll continue to be there for you, isn't that what friends are for?" said Kai with a shady look. A look he had never shown to anyone. It's Kimy, and only Kimy can see it.

"But I love you Kai, I love you more than just a friend!!. Why don't you ever understand?!" exclaim Kimy. Kai was shocked, of course. He looked deeply at Kimy. The look in the girl's eyes showed a deep wound accompanied by her flowing tears. Kai hates those tears.

"You're not funny!!" saith.

Kimy chuckles in slices. When did he joke about feelings?. It was precisely Kai's joking that caused a feeling in his heart. Feelings that grow based on the closeness of a friend.

"Whatever, it's up to you to nganggep my talk is what. I know not sepantesnya I have the same feeling you after all the time we are in office. But I can't lie to my heart Kai!!. Love is a choice, right?, and I deserve to love my choice"

Kai fell silent. He could not answer, his mind spinning everywhere. He himself is also confused, his sympathy for Kimy is based on elements of friendship or not?. The guy ruffled his hair in frustration. He clucked loudly, why did everything become so complicated.

Without saying anything, Kai got up and left Kimy's nursery. The girl stared at his departure with a gaze full of wounds. This is what Kimy fears when Kai finds out everything. Kai leaves her, which is what Kimy has always feared.

"So what's really wrong?. Me, my race, or you're not for me?"

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A teenage boy with a denim jacket attached to his strapping body sat alone in the hospital park while kicking small pebbles on the ground where he stood. Kai didn't really leave that place. He just needs peace to reflect on everything, reflect on the taste, and reflect on the situation.

Everything became complicated, like a tangled thread perched in his mind. Kai could not think clearly. Until someone patted his shoulder lightly. Kai turned his head, he found Rai sitting next to him while drinking a cup of coffee. The guy gave her another cup.

"Life is complicated. Take it easy just the same coffee, do not be too dizzy"

Two guys with a 99% look-alike are sitting together in the park while enjoying the stars that shine in the sky. See how the dark sky can get a lover as pretty as a star to adorn himself every night. Just like a happy cloud meets a rainbow after being hit by rain.

Rai took a quick glance and replied, "A month ago I met him". The man drank his coffee again and then spoke again, "One side I'm watching is the same because of his parents' problems. He took a glimpse of the same story I had about his divorced bokap. But on the other hand I salute the girls. He's strong, really. Ngadepin all his own coy, he never even complained of any pain except heartache wkwk"

Kai smiled wryly in response. It's true, Kimy is indeed the most powerful girl he's ever met. The girl was resilient, even when one world chided her she still laughed. Kimy always tries to entertain others even though he himself needs support.

"Boyak girl that's dear bro if you're vain!!" Kai turned his head, staring at Raiyang who was looking at him with a wide grin.

"Lo know?"

"Gue knows everything. About you and Kimy, about the feelings he made you. I'm not questioning Kimy about how he feels, that's natural right?. Like people say, there is no pure friendship between girls and boys. One of them must have a feeling. Whether he is, lo, or you like him" Raizel then looked at Kairen who was also staring at him. A look of confusion was clearly imprinted on the man's face. Raizel knows, Kai himself is also confused by his feelings.

"Lo don't have to worry about the world. Your job now is just to ask your heart, how you feel. Before it's too late, Kai. One thing you need to know, regret is always late and someone is not all there. There was a time when they left and you couldn't stop it all"

Tonight, Raizel really made her think hard. Thinking of the real answer only he and his heart knew.

"Not to be so thoughtful. Just walk what is there. Don't be selfish, Kimy needs you now"

After giving a pat on the shoulder and a meaningful grin, Raizel left Kairen alone. Leave room for the guy to think things through.

Kai took a long breath. He leaned his back on the back of the chair while looking straight ahead. His mind raged, the memory of all the events that happened between him and Kimy kept spinning like a broken cassette. It's true, Kai was confused by his own feelings. Everything was gray, he tried to find a bright spot but the shadow of darkness kept blocking him. She's worried.

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Early morning at exactly 02:00, when everyone had rested themselves to prepare tomorrow, Kai went into Kimy's nursery while sneaking around. Afraid that his movements made a girl who was sleeping on the bed wake up.

Kai sat on the chair beside Kimy's bed. His eyes looked deeply into the girl's face. It looks very calm even though the burden it carries is very heavy. Unknowingly Kai's hand removed the hair boy covering the girl's face so he could freely see her face. Kai rubbed Kimy's hair slowly.

"Gue doesn't know what we are. But obviously I will not let you fight this world alone. I will always be there for you. If the evil world is the same as you ngadu to me yes Kim, let me sentil they use catapults"

**Message to Kai?

Make Kimy?

Make othor pretty?

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