Our Love Story's
The Unspoken Word

Kimy had been in a coma for a week, and Kai had never been absent to come to the Hospital. Every time he came home from school he always took the time to come here, just to talk and tell Kimy about what he went through today. Sometimes he was confused, actually what the girl dreamed until at home sleep linger.

And today, on her birthday, Kimy woke up. Those beautiful eyes reopened after a long time of closure. Everyone was happy, Cindy and Bagas who were working immediately went home and went straight to the Hospital. Let this one time they prioritize Kimy, making the girl happy in the rest of her time.

There were a lot of people in the hospital that afternoon. But everything was waiting outside, only Bagas and Cindy came in because the number of visitors was indeed limited.

Kimy smiled warmly at his parents, especially when the two heroes of his life embraced him affectionately. Honestly, he did not ask God for a grandiose request. Simply being given people who are affectionate and willing to accompany his gloomy life is enough.

"What hurts, baby?. Tell me Mama, we'll call the doctor?" ask Cindy gently. But Kimy shook his head without dampening his smile.

"No Ma, Kimy doesn't need a doctor. I don't feel any pain anymore" the answer made Cindy's heart slip. He wiped away Kimy who was not bandaged while holding back his tears so as not to fall.

Bagas's eyes glazed over. She rubbed Kimy's frail shoulders, channeling warmth from a father to strengthen her son.

"Strong yes, out of here we fly to the Aussie. We'll find the best doctor there for you. You should have told me from the beginning, son, why didn't you tell me you were sick?" bagas' gaze turned mellow, he felt like he had failed to become a father. But Kimy's sincere smile was like saying that this was all fate.

"I just don't want to bother Mama with Papa, I don't want to baby you guys anymore." the girl squeaked.

"You've never caught us. Don't ever feel like you're doing Mama's with Papa" Cindy held Kimy's hand. The hand felt very cold in his grasp, making Cindy's mind torn apart.

"Today's Kimy's birthday, right?. Happy Birthday baby, what gift would you like?. You asked me if I must be Mama Takamin"

Once again Kimy smiled sweetly, his heart warmed. Finally the warmth she missed came back. He just wishes God had given him a little longer to be with the people he loves.

The girl clasped her mother's hand, and one of her hands grabbed Bagas's hand and then pressed it with Cindy's hand on her stomach.

"I don't want anything, I just want Mama and Papa back again like I could?. Honestly, Kimy wants a whole family like people. Sometimes after school, Kimy saw Kimy picked up with his parents, I envy Ma Pa. I just want you guys, for the rest of my time"

And then Cindy and Bagas both cried on Kimy's shoulder. They realize that all this time they are too selfish to not think about their children. And here Kimy is the most hurt.

"Yes, yes, but you have to promise me that you have to heal" Cindy roared next to Kimy. The girl smiled in response, I don't know if she's not sure about the situation either.

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After Bagas and Cindy came out, it was Kai's turn to go in. The guy chose to sit next to Kimy. He looked at the girl softly without saying anything.

"Lo needs something?" ask Kai

"There"

"What?"

"Well, I said, can't you?. Because all I need now is lo" Kai's lips clenched tightly. Seeing the guy never answer made Kimy turn his eyes to the ceiling of his room.

"Kai, you know if you're not my type?. Lo postage, evil, playboy, plan plin, mengeselin, anyway all the manners that I do not like are in lo all. But I don't know why, I fell in love with you. The guy I used to only consider as a friend"

"Every day I always say gini to myself 'Lo must be cured Kim, Kai does not like sick girls like lo. If you recover you can definitely dapetin Kai' I always talk to myself even though I know it's just an encouragement. This body's fatigue long ago"

"But I've never known a bad guy like you. Because of the lo I learned, for whatever we wait but if his heart is not for us yes useless. I don't want to heal Kai, I don't know why. After all if I recover we can not be together, I do not want to maxain lo again. And from you I know that giving is part of loving"

Kai just silently listened to Kimy occasionally stroke the head of the girl. In the pocket of his jacket was already a wooden ring he ordered for Kimy's birthday present, but he was at a loss on how to give it.

He looked at Kimy's face. The girl's eyes twisted no spirit of life, no cheerfulness. Kimy himself also did not know why he felt so tired even though his work was just sleeping.

"Lo's tired, right?. Take a break" Kai gently stroked Kimy's head. Just as dusk was coming, it happened that Kimy's room was located upstairs so that the twilight was clearly visible. Kimy.

"Gue was afraid that if I slept, I could not see you again. I don't want to" Kimy cried loudly, but in front of his parents he kept smiling and holding back his tears. But in front of Kai, the girl cried as hard as she could.

"Gue won't leave you until you wake up, promise!!

Kimy tightened his embrace on Kai's waist. Comfortable, that's what he feels. He did not want to leave, in his heart he begged God to give him a longer time so that he could continue with this man he loved.

"Hey, do you want to know what I've been doing lately?" ask Kimy.

Kai reviewed a thin smile, his hands moving gently stroking the girl's cheeks. "What?"

"Last-lately I always count the days, how much longer yes I live in.-.

"Sleeping!!" the guy cut Kimy's words. He doesn't like to hear it. But the girl was still crying.

"Gue already does not need an answer from the feelings of Lo Kai, because of the attention of you I know if you also love. Maybe this is how you show your feelings"

Kimy let out a short sigh, and even his breath made Kai's heart slit. His breath sounded thunderous. Kimy's eyes felt heavy, but he was reluctant to sleep. Kimy is also confused, lately he feels his soul is not free. Like all the burdens are resting on him.

Without him knowing, there was someone who was trying desperately to hold back the cry he had. Kai put his chin on Kimy's head, he folded his lips into a row. Holding on with all her might so that her cries would not come out.

Until finally Kimy can not hold back anymore. He whispered a sentence to Kai sebulum and finally his eyes closed tightly, "Gue dear lo Kai, it's still as deep as the ocean"

And that second also Kai's cry broke as he felt Kimy's handrails on his waist weaken, coinciding with that the monitor beside the bed showed a straight line. Kai cried as much as he could.

She hugged Kimy's body tightly even though she knew her embrace wouldn't be avenged. Some of Kai's heart that had been irrigated by Kimy was broken into pieces. The guy roared loudly.

"Kim, wake up Kim!!. You said you wanted to hug me, but if I hug you bales not Kim?!"

As if not willing to let go, Kai hit the temple of the girl who had been lying stiff in his arms with a kiss.

"Gue know my answer is too late, I also love you Kim"

If Kai knew how much Kimy loved him, if Kai realized his feelings sooner, if Kai immediately expressed what he felt. But that's just a wish, because time can't play again, right?.

"Wake up Kim, I'm not ready to lose lo" the usually charming face is now flushed with tears.

Kai's late. Ready or unprepared, he has to accept reality, right?. Her inaction also could not bring Kimy back.

Kai wanted to be angry at the world. Why is he so unfair, take Kimy when he's steady to drop his heart on the girl.

Does the world like to surprise?. Giving laughter between wounds and giving wounds between laughter. Now he can only accept the reality and try sincerely.

And for the first and last, Kai landed his lips on Kimy's tightly shut lips. That guy's still sobbing, man,

"I love you now, tomorrow, and forever"

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