P R O S E S
P R O S E S 3
Ever heard the phrase wear hijab but ko behavior like that? Keep in mind hijab and morality are 2 different things. Comparing hijab and morality is the same as comparing fire and wood, one of which will lose. Do not because of the behavior of someone who is not good then we blame the loose clothes worn. Nay! Because balancing the two is very difficult.
Learn to appreciate instead of scorn what someone is wearing, while not harming your life.
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“Raniaaa?”
Hearing someone call her name, Rania turned to the source of the voice “ MasyaAllah this Rania right?” ask the guy. Hearing that question Rania simply nodded with a smile as her answer.
“MasyaAllah Raniaa Alhamdulillah, I am amazed to see you like this. Beautiful Masya Allah”.
“Thanks” That's the only word that Rania said with a smile as the answer, he was confused to say what other words to the interlocutor, Rania was very clumsy to talk to Amalia. O Amalia, the girl who has a good adab, closes her aura perfectly, Hafidzhah and her gentle nature. Rania is far from Amalia. Who is not inferior if there is a position Rania?
“You want to go to class, right? Come together in it” Take Amalia with a friendly
Rania just accepted Amalia's invitation.
"Ma?"
"what's the matter Ran?"
"Didn't you want to be like them Mal?” Amalia who had originally walked along with Rania suddenly stopped her footsteps for a moment digesting Rania's question
“I don't understand, What does Ran mean?”
“gapapa Mal, already not thought about, yuk to class”
Said Rania beat her leg back which followed amalia to head to class.
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“uhhh now gaada his friend, chat with the veiled girl itu”
“ada new ustadzah now. Www
Ughtea Rania”
“careful guyss later our class arrived suddenly thrown bomb”
Rania closed her eyes, letting out a long sigh hearing the words coming out of the mouth of her classmate. Rania desperately tried to ignore if any scathing words hurt her. His heart tries to be patient and sincere if anyone mocks him even though honestly his ears are very hot and his mouth is eager to reply to the words of his friend and say “please shut up! You don't know how I got through this phase! Learn to appreciate someone's change not scorn. While not harming your lives Please shut up!”. But unfortunately that sentence could only be thrown in the heart. “Astagfirullahal’azim” said Rania lirih.
“What's Ran? Amalia asked when she saw Rania's face was uncomfortable.
“Gapapa ko mal” Reply Rania
“Bener gapapa?”
Rania just nodded with a smile in response, She couldn't possibly tell Amalia what her classmates were saying when Amalia was out of class. After all, Herself and Amalia were not very close. Plus Rania and Amalia in this class only in the Character Building course and does Amalia want to consider herself a friend when people keep Rania away?
“Mal?I'd like to ask can I?”
“Please. God willing I can answer I will. What do you want to ask?
“what are you b----?
“Assalamu’alaykum, Good morning”
Rania's words were cut off, as the sentence of greeting rang out in the doorway. Mr. Handro, the lecturer who taught the Charracter Building course, has come to indicate that the course has begun.
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Character building courses have ended fifteen minutes ago accompanied by Amalia who came home because she does not have any more courses today.
The clock shows at 09.40 while at 13.30 Rania still has one more course. Returning home reluctant and quite enough draining gasoline from campus to home, did not go home also he was confused when Rania had to wait until the second half hour was packed alone?
Rania moved her feet towards the canteen. Maybe dikantin the right place to wait for the next course as well as fill his stomach which was from earlier worms in his stomach had been demo asked to be fed.
Arriving at the canteen Rania stopped her footsteps, her eyes staring at the entire canteen, the initial intention to wait for the canteen was immediately lost when he saw the crowded canteen situation, there were not even gaps in the empty chair and canteen table added in the canteen, there was Aufa and his other Companions.
If asked if Rania avoided? So Rania said at this time he was avoiding his best friend, namely Aufa and others. Rania avoids not because Rania feels better than her best friend and her best friend is bad. Wasn't it! Not because of that! Even Rania had not the slightest intention of mind to leave her best friend but, for now let her avoid for a while, Rania does not want to hear her spicy words out of the mouths of her friends and best friends who make it down for the last time. Rania dodges for a while and does not at all consider her best friend an enemy.
Having bodamat does not mean that we are completely indifferent and do not care about people. It's just that a person's support for himself when there is no outside support. But why do so many people misrepresent this trait?
Rania took a long breath. Intention to eat Pakde meatballs dikantin was extinct already “mau where yes, full canteen. Macro Economics courses are still a long time, cape home in Jalan” said Rania confused. The girl thought for a moment where she had to wait until half two later without having to leave campus
“Ahh yes” Sayapnyaa after finding a beautiful place on campus.
Rania walked her feet towards that place, the most beautiful and comfortable place in this campus. Arriving at this place Rania opened the shoes she was wearing and arranged them on the shoe rack. Rania glanced at the watch attached to her left wrist at 10:00
“As if someone is left behind but what is yes” said Rania slowly thinking about what makes her not calm.
“ASTAGFIRULLAH YES ALLAH I FORGETA” shouted Rania slowly when remembering something that was almost missed
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Assalamu’alaikum Warahmatullah
Assalamu’alaikum Warahmatullah
There is no place of confinement and comfort except Allah. Finish performing sunnah dhuha prayer, Rania held both hands to ask forgiveness to the Creator asking God to accept his repentance and forgive all the mistakes he did both intentionally and unintentionally and complain of all the complaints that Rania feel it.
After complaining all the complaints felt and asking forgiveness to the Creator his heart felt so calm
Rania glanced at the circular watch on her left wrist, there were still 2 and a half hours left.
“huuhhf is still a long time yaa patient Ra sabar”.
“Rania”
Hearing like someone calling her name Rania turned to the source of the voice
“lohh ko, didn't you come home?”
“not so Ra, suddenly there is a substitute course at half-hour 2 later.
Rania nodded in understanding. In her heart, Rania is happy that Amalia has a replacement course at the same time. That means Rania is not alone at least there is Amalia, to wait for the next matkul.
“oh yes, afwan Ra this morning in your class is perfect for nanya but gajadi. If you know what you want?”
"hmmm that's, uh,,,"
"we're still friends, right, mall?
Rania looked at Amalia confused, because Amalia just laughed at her question. Is there something wrong with the same question? Is the question like a man expressing his feelings to the woman. But the women rejected it subtly and said we can still.
“Astagfirullah, sorry Ra I didn't mean to ngetawain you. Who said you were a mess? Not close doesn't mean not friends, right? After all, we're not from the beginning of the first semester we've been friends, huh?
“but aren't you ashamed of my friend?”
“why should be embarrassed?”
“hmmmm “ Rania paused her sentence for a while before saying “you are able to take good care of your aurrat and have good morals. While I have the science of religion that I have is still shallow even very shallow, I have not been able to maintain my aurrat well even to wear this hijab and khimar alone I still feel unworthy not to be comparable to my morals that are still messy"
“Ra people who wear syar’i clothes does not mean he is good. But people who dress syar’i try to be a better Muslim woman than before”
“Wearing hijab/gamis is not only for women who are good at their religion but hijab for all women who claim to be Muslim. Not that I blame someone who wears jeans. Nah! I'm not guilty of someone wearing jeans because I've also worn them"
"The Hijab and hijab is not a question I've been good or I'm without sin. But is the form of statement I want to obey”.
The small circle that had been resistant to Rania not falling while listening to Amalia's speech had now plunged freely into the cheek of the girl. The words Amalia spoke were like a loud slap to Rania
"mall? Help me hijrah"
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To be continue
-01 june 2020-
-nabila