PAIN (Renjun)
Eps. 16

Flashbacks

London, 20 January 2008

"Eh Na, are you going to David's party? Follow yuk." Take Kirana to her best friend. Kinant. Teenage girls the same age as him.

Although from a family that looks simple, Kirana still wants to be friends with Kinan. Because he made friends not because of someone's background, but because of someone's sincerity. Kinan was a good friend according to Kirana. She always helped him when there were some children who stuck her in school.

      Kinan is not as feminine as Kirana. He prefers to wear a t-shirt with simple pants when outside the school environment. No one dared to disturb the child at school. Because once it disturbs Kinan, it's the same as looking to die.

"I don't think you can Ra. I've never been to a party hosted by a mall. I'm afraid of Ra." Kinan tried to reject his best friend's invitation.

He did not dare to go out at night. Even though he was good at martial arts, still no one knew what could possibly happen to him when he came out at night.

"There is me. There's David too. Don't be afraid. I take care of it. Come with........." Kirana tried to convince Kinan with a parched expression. Like a kitten asking for food.

"Follow"

"There's no buts Nan. You come with me to this mall party. I'll have David pick you up." Kirana is really stubborn. That is the definition of a Kirana from Kinan.

     Andrian Nugroho's daughter could only sigh with Kirana's coercion. I hope he's okay tonight. Hopefully.

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David's Party Night

"Nan, you know where Kirana isn't? I haven't seen him Daritadi. He said he got here first than the others. But in search, even his son is not there." David asked Kinan as he glanced at his surroundings, hoping he could find Kirana.

"It's not wrong that he said he wanted to go to the front garden." Answer Kinan slowly.

'David really like Kirana???' Inner Kinan.

"Eh Nan, I want to ask you something." David Said. The man tried to get closer to Kinan. And his face stopped right next to Kinan's face. David whispered softly to the woman beside him.

"Gue likes you from the beginning. And I just realized now. I'm sorry I wasted so much time making my feelings go to you. Do you want to be my girlfriend?" David's whisper was quietly right next to Kinan's ear.

       The woman's body suddenly stiffened. His heart beat rapidly. The feeling that he thought would be futile, would suddenly become real.

Only with the answer. Eagerly he cried out in response to the spirit that he accepted David. However, Kinan's mouth seemed to be locked when David said something that Kinan had never expected before.

"Where's Nan? Do you think my words are wrong? Or less romantic? Will Kirana accept me if I tell her this?" Kinan was silent.

Just now she felt like she was the happiest woman, now her heart was broken in just a matter of seconds. He looked at David with disappointment.

"Lo why Nan? You're not feeling well?" Kinan immediately regained his senses when David asked about his condition.

"Gue is not papa. Um..gue to back first yes. Kirana is in front. Temuin. Hope you succeed Dav." Kinan rushed towards one of the bathroom cubicles.

He cried remembering what had just happened. Blaming yourself for expecting too much on the figure of David, the man who managed to attract his attention when he first met.

Tok tok tok tok

"Is there someone inside?"

      Kinan was a little surprised when he heard someone's voice from the outside of the bathroom he was using. Immediately he wiped his tears and tidied his appearance that had been messy.

"Sorry, am I bothering you? I heard the sound of women crying. And the only room that's closed is the one you use. I didn't mean to disturb. I'm sorry...are you in trouble?" Said the man who was now facing right in front of Kinan.

"It's okay. I'm fine." Answer Kinan slowly. He immediately put his foot out. However, not yet until the exit, the voice of the man he had just met stopped his steps.

"Wait....do I know your name? I'm Alex. What's your name?" Asked the man with a friendly smile towards Kinan.

"Kin." Answer Kinan briefly.

"sorry. Can we have a chat for a second? The night sky looks beautiful. It might cheer you up a little." Said the man named Alex.

         Kinan watched Alex since he spoke earlier. Not the real London. That was Kinan's initial opinion for Alex. And somehow Kinan's heart says that Alex is a good man.

"I don't think I'm bi-" "Are you worried that I'm one of the bad guys hanging around London? Take it easy, Kinan. I'm a good man. If I'm not a good person, how am I supposed to get past David's overstuffed guards up ahead.

" Come, if you keep standing here, you can miss the view that might be a beautiful view of the historic night sky in your life." Take Alex with a friendly smile to Kinan.

Kinan agreed to Alex's invitation. Besides tonight he needs some entertainment for his heartache. Alex clasped Kinan's hand slowly and invited him to go somewhere.

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"Gunwoo!!!" Call Kirana to a man standing in David's flower garden.

"Kira....." Ogre the man as Kirana ran small towards him.

"I missed you....." Kirana tightly hugged the male body before her.

"I miss you too...Are you okay? Our son misses you, baby....." Whisper Eunwoo, the man who is now staring in the shade at the woman before him.

"I'll come tomorrow. We're going for a walk together!!!" Kirana said with spirit. Eunwoo hugged the woman's body in front of him tightly. Kirana returned the hug with a happy feeling.

'Do I have to let go of Lo Ra? Even before I can express my feelings to you.......' David could only look at the woman he loved with another man hugging him.

..._________________...

"You are beautiful Na. Especially when viewed from the front of the kayak gini....." Alex is now affected by alcohol.

Their initial plan would only be to enjoy the beautiful view of the night sky in a field armed with a small tent. However, the plan is blessed with Kinan and Alex having to stay at a small inn. Luckily not far from the field there is a small inn and looks comfortable enough to rest their bodies that feel very sore now.

Previous events......

        Today may be the worst day for a Kinan. First Kirana forces him to attend David's party and blesses with her heart hurting because of the man. Now when he wants to rest, there are problems that come to him.

"Sorry sir. The remaining room is only 1." Said one of the innkeepers they stopped by.

"All right, we'll book that room." Kinan looked at Alex with a sharp look. While the man only replied to Kinan with a hearty look.

       Everything went well until Alex pulled something out of his car. He brought 4 bottles of alcohol. The man brought 4 bottles into the room. Within minutes, the man had finished off one bottle of alcohol he had brought.

"You don't want to? It's good to know..try it...." Bargain Alex at Kinan who was currently staring at him blankly.

"No. People say it'll get hot in the throat after drinking alcohol." Reject Kinan slowly.

"They lied. You want to be fooled by them. You can prove it...." Bargain Alex again. He tried to get Kinan to drink the alcohol.

With doubt and curiosity, Kinan poured the alcohol on the small size glass. And he drank it slowly, but suddenly Alex pushed the glass so strongly that Kinan quickly swallowed the protocol.

"Hows it? Delicious right? I told you....."

Somehow Kinan poured the alcohol back into a small glass. Drink it slowly. Trying to taste what alcohol is.

"Looks like it....." Alex smiled faintly.

"I'm just trying a little." Answer Kinan.

"I have a lot. You can finish that bottle." Alex said before sipping 1 bottle of alcohol until it runs out.

Kinan's head suddenly felt very dizzy. His eyesight began to fade.

Alex began to approach Kinan's body which was dazed to the floor. Take her to the bed and put the woman in a thick blanket.

"His eyes look so beautiful. Even when you close your eyes, your beauty doesn't fade in my sight...."

"You're mine tonight......."

Flashback end

"Who is your son?" Reyhan looked at Eunwoo with a questioning look.

"You want to know Raka? Come with me." Take Eunwoo by holding Reyhan's hand slowly and bring the child into a room that Reyhan has never seen in the house.

...

...

"He's Raka. Father and aunt Kirana. He was born a year earlier than you. And he was gone five years ago." Obviously Eunwoo stared softly at the photo of his son.

"J-so....."

"You may feel that your father and aunt are disgusting. Having children outside of marriage. And we kept the baby until he grew up. We got married when he was 15 months old. Hiding the baby from the family and....." Reyhan hugged Eunwoo's body which was sobbing considering his friendship with Kirana and Raka, his son.

"No sir. I am proud to have a father and aunt. You are responsible for raising Raka well. Gave her such precious affection. I'm sure Raka's very happy to have you as her parents." Reyhan rubbed the soft tears flowing down his father's cheek.

"Reyhan looks like Raka's sister, sir....." Reyhan observed every inch of Raka's likeness. Exact same. That's how he feels.

"Mother was also surprised when I met you at the hospital. When you were a baby, you were much different. Does Rey know? Long ago, Raka was always looking for you. He always said where's Rey's deck? Raka kangen same deck Rey. Even in his last moments, the boy still thinks of you Rey." Eunwoo smiled faintly when he remembered the first time when he held the tiny baby Reyhan and Raka.

'Look brother. They're funny.'

'Yes dear. Raka is more of a yes than Reyhan.'

'I hope Reyhan and Raka can live happily. Even when I'm no longer by their side."

"Kirana"

"No brother. Forgetit. Oh yeah did Raka just look for me, sister?'

'She just kept crying, baby. He obviously misses his mother a lot.'

'Sorry, son. Mother was nemenin deck Reyhan first.'

'Darling, is everything okay?'

'Not calm down. Everything is fine. After I give Asi to Raka, can we talk to each other, brother? It's about Reyhan.'

'Of course, darling. I'll wait downstairs.'

'We have to split up now, brother. Sorry I left. Please take good care of our child. Sorry if I can't come anytime soon. Thank you for being in my life, brother. You and Raka are the most beautiful gifts God has given me. I hope you are always happy, even if I am not by your side. And sister.I want to give a message. If you ever meet Reyhan, please take care of him. Don't let anyone hurt her, including my family. I don't know what's going to happen in the future. But at the moment Reyhan desperately needs someone to be around him. Hugged it with affection.'

'I will fulfill the trust you have given me dear. I pledge. Raka and Reyhan are the sons of Eunwoo and Kirana. Nothing can change this. I wish I could see you and Reyhan back. Spend our time together happily.'

'I love you forever brother......'

'I love you forever my wife.......'

'Dedek Ley is funny, yeah!!! Kayak Laka's. Dek Ley later if it's been a mistake adi andel's son. Unda said if andel later kidnapped cama om evil. Ndak good to know Ley's deck if kidnapped cama om evil. Later we'll eat sweet pelmen. Adek Ley adi aik-aik ya....Kak Laka deang Ley.......'

"Mr...." Reyhan broke Eunwoo's daydream in the past.

"Yes? What's up, son?" eunwoo asked while focusing on Reyhan.

"Sorry Reyhan yes sir. It's all Reyhan's fault. Aunt left because of Reyhan. If only that time-"

"Reyhan shone by ya. Don't ever think it's your fault again, son. Everything has gone according to the predetermined destiny. Birth, soul mate and even death are arranged before we are born. I hope you can live a new life from now on. Happy life both with your father and the people you love."

"Reyhan dear father."

"Mother also loves Reyhan."

'Reyhan promised Raka that he would take care of him until the end of Reyhan's life. Thank you for accepting Reyhan as sister.' Inner Reyhan.

"Tania.... Where else should I find Reyhan? I miss my son Tania.." - Jay.

"Do you really not know where our son is?" jay asked his wife.

Tania shook her head slowly. The sobs of tangus he had been holding back from earlier slowly came out slowly. He missed his little son too. The son who always accompanied when his own son was not at his side. Comfort when the woman is sad. And always give such sweet little attention.

"I asked Rose. And he instead said to forget Reyhan. How can I forget my son Tania???" Jay sobbed softly recalling his conversation with Rose, his sister's wife.

"What do I have to do to get my son back Tania???"

       Tania hugged her husband's body tightly. He rubbed the man's back warmly. Trying to appease the figure of the man who managed to give her so much love and precious.

'Mom hope you're okay, son.......' Inner Tania.

"Rey, you better go home. Eunwoo will be home soon. Didn't he say he was coming home before dinner? You just go home, let me and the others take care of the rest." Said one of the teenagers who was smiling at Reyhan.

"But Brother Dery-"

"Kalo saidin don't ngeyel deck. I have come home gih. The bus is also quiet. Poor om Eunwoo, must be worried that the right time to go home his son is not home." Reyhan's friend who is now cleaning one of the tables in the OSIS room.

"But the show"

"There's no buts. Your stuff is not cleaned. Home gih. Hunting malem."

"Thank you, Brother Dery, brother Yohan......"

       Reyhan stepped out of the OSIS room. After arriving at the bus stop near the school, he took the bag off his shoulder. Today he brought quite a lot of books. Her bag felt heavier than before.

A car suddenly stopped right in front of Reyhan. It looks foreign to the boy.

'Not your car. Whose car is this?' Inner Reyhan.

       Shortly after the car stopped, there was a strong man coming out of the car. Smiling at Reyhan.

"Rayhan!!!"