PAIN (Renjun)
Eps. 17
Flashbacks
London, 27 January 2008
'WHAT IS BROTHER DOING?!!! KINAN MY BEST FRIEND SISTER!!! She's my friend......how can you do this to her???'
'Forgive big brother Ra, big brother back then was completely unconscious. And you don't know if Kinan is your best friend. Brother is sorry. Brother has hurt your friend.....D-Where is Kinan now?'
'Had I not called my brother that night......I am a bad friend!'
'Ra. Brother please Ra.....Brother will be responsible for all of brother's deeds. Don't be like this.....'
'What about Rania? Brother didn't think about how he felt??? Sister Rania will definitely be very sad and disappointed...'
'Let brother finish Ra. For Rania, sister will talk to him about this.'
'Kirana's last chance to trust her sister. Please don't break this trust anymore, brother.'
London, 28 March 2008
"Good day, dear....."
"Good day baby....have you not slept?"
"I slept after giving Jay a gift......"
"What gift?Is there anything special you missed?"
"There's a special day. And that's today."
"Sorry you missed it....."
"It's not wrong. Look....."
"W-are you pregnant, baby???"
"Yes, there will be a new family member......"
"Thank you Rania. Are you still there long?"
"It is likely that during this pregnancy I will be in Canada. Even the lahiranpun I might remain here. The condition of the mother and father has not shown any progress since the day of the accident. Dad's company needs me here too."
"Don't be sad, dear. Everything's gonna be fine. I'm sure mom and dad can get well soon and regroup with us. You take care of your health, do not get soy sauce. Remember there is our son. I will visit there often. If need be I'll leave work here."
London, April 17, 2002
"Sorry Kinan. I-I can't marry you. I-I promise I'll finance all her needs. I-i promise. But I can't-"
"WHAT DID BROTHER DO??? DIDN'T YOU SAY YESTERDAY YOU'D BE RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING??? WHERE ARE THOSE WORDS?!!! "
"RANIA IS PREGNANT WITH KIRANA!!! I CAN'T MAKE IT STREES LIKE THIS!!! IT WILL ENDANGER OUR BABY!!!"
"Then what about this baby? You didn't think about it? You're not worried about him? Not the money I need. But accountability!!!"
"Sister....."
"Kirana, sister please.kakak promise will send money every month. Brother please take care of Kinan. Brother can't take care of her. Rania needs a sister."
"You better get out of here!!!"
"Kinan......"
"GO!!!"
Flashback end
"Rayhan!!!"
Reyhan stopped his footsteps when he heard someone calling his name from behind. With a slow movement, Reyhan turned his body towards the back. Trying to see who the figure that had called his name was.
How surprised the teenager was when he saw the figure in front of him. A man he hadn't seen in a long time. Reyhan tightly grasped the bag he was wearing. It's not ready yet. Reyhan was not ready to meet this man.
"P-uncle......." Lirih Reyhan was quiet when he realized that the figure in front of him was David, the person he had once been close to.
"W-Did you just go home from school?" david asked nervously. Reyhan was surprised by David's tone. He thought David would scold him for the tragedy of Kirana's death.
"I-iya uncle. Reyhan said goodbye to uncle....." Reyhan did not want to linger with David.
Not that he holds a grudge against David, it was just that it would feel very awkward when meeting the man again after a long time and the last meeting that could be said to be a dark encounter of him with everyone in the hospital.
"Wait......" David exclaimed as he watched Reyhan walk away from him.
"P-uncle will take you home. The streets are very quiet. Even buses are rarely seen today. Let uncle drive you, you can be in danger here alone." Take David in doubt.
He wasn't sure Reyhan would accept this invitation. But beyond David's expectations. The boy accepted his invitation.
"If it doesn't trouble uncle, Reyhan accepts his offer." Answer Reyhan slowly. Actually he did not want to accept, but he did not want to look like he was away from David. Reyhan did not want to hurt the feelings of the man who had once treated himself well.
David allows Reyhan to get into his car. The boy hesitantly sat beside the driver's seat.
There was only silence between the two of them. Until one of them tries to open a conversation.
"W-What's up Rey?" david asked Reyhan. He still needs a stale base to start a conversation.
"My news is good uncle. What about uncle?" ask Reyhan quietly.
"My news is good too." David answered briefly. After that there was a long silence. Reyhan is now trying to ask.
"W-how's your uncle Kinan's b-aunt?" asked Reyhan softly. The boy lowered his head as he asked the man who was busy driving beside him.
David was a little surprised when Reyhan asked Kinan news. He was confused as to what to answer. Because basically, Kinan's current condition could not be said to be alright. Since the woman's meeting with Jay, Kinan has not been himself.
His eyes are always empty. Trauma's back. He did not dare to confront a man. Even after returning home from the hospital, Kinan locked himself in a room. Not allowing anyone to enter except Claritha, his mother.
"K-Kinan is fine. Y-you don't have to worry." David answered doubtfully.
'Sorry Kinan Reyhan, I lied this time.....' Inner David.
"Why don't you ngabarin daritadi want to go home late at night? My pocket money has run out. Where's my credit card staying at home." Reyhan complains involuntarily as he receives a short message from Eunwoo. He did not realize that someone was staring at him intensely.
'It's time......" Inner David.
"Is Eunwoo going home late tonight?" ask David slowly. Reyhan turned towards David with a surprised look. He just realized what had happened.
'Okay...asal nyeplos aja this mouth......' Inner Reyhan blamed himself.
"Eh i-iya uncle. I have a sudden operating schedule. So I just got to hear about Reyhan." Answer Reyhan. The boy's hand twisted the tip of the uniform he used. Not knowing what to do and since then the awkward feeling between himself and David has not disappeared.
"Ah. Maybe tonight I'll have dinner alone again like a normal day." David said with a faint smile with his eyes still focused on the streets.
Again with a bad feeling, Reyhan accepted David's invitation. Should Reyhan blame himself for often being afraid of hurting others' feelings when he himself is uncomfortable with what is going to happen in the future?
"R-Reyhan just want uncle. But it looks like it's going to be a big deal for Uncle David. Reyhan ate a lot, uncle later became wasteful because of dinner with a rubber stomach like Reyhan." Reyhan's small attempt to gently resist David's invitation was a little joking so as not to look so stiff.
"I don't have a problem. Uncle will be happy if you eat a lot while eating with uncle. All right we'll stop at one of the famous restaurants around here. You just prepare that rubber belly. We're gonna please him tonight." Said David
His hand gently rubbed Reyhan's head. This of course made the teenager sitting next to him a little surprised. The swipe, Reyhan longs for a time when he used to be close to David, Kinan and others.
"Flashdisk??? Hospital letter???"
"the saga! What are you doing here?" jay asks when she sees Saga in Kirana's room, her sister.
Saga quickly hid the item she had just found in her father's sister's room.
"Papa? Ah this Saga was curious as to what Kirana's aunt everyone loved. Saga was very curious. I'm sorry that Saga went to aunt's room." Saga looked at Jay fearfully. His hands were trembling ever since the man he called the papa entered the room. Don't let Jay get suspicious of Saga.
Jay looked at Saga softly. The man realized that the child in front of him might be frightened until his hands were shaking.
"No papa son. You can get in here. Want to see a picture of aunt Kirana, right? Papa's still in this room." Tawar Jay on Sagara.
"You can, Saga wants to see pa!!!" Saga eagerly accepted her father's offer.
"Yes, you sit there first. Papa take a aunt's album first." Jay told his son. Saga only obeyed his father. He sat himself on one of the sofas not far from the bed.
After a few minutes of waiting, Saga sees Jay approaching her while carrying a small album.
"We'll look at pictures of aunts at school....."
"Auntie take the mic to school?" ask Saga who was curious when he saw the photos of Kirana did not forget the mic.
"Your aunt used to have a girl group at school. She is quite active for events at school. With her singing and dancing talent, auntie can be said to be the idol of the students in high school first." Obviously Jay on the Saga. The boy nodded slowly after hearing the father's explanation.
"It's not Bobby's om pa?" saga asked when she saw one of Kirana's photos with a man she knew.
"They used to be close, huh pa?" ask Saga to Jay. The father just sighed softly.
"Because you've already seen Papa will tell you. But don't talk about this in front of our family, son." Saga stared with a puzzled look at Jay. My father just smiled to see it.
"Before aunt went to high school in London, aunt had a relationship with om Bobby. But the relationship did not last long, Kirana's aunt decided to withdraw from the relationship because she realized that Aunt Sana really liked Bobby. Your aunt didn't want to hurt her brother's feelings and she chose to cut ties with Bobby."
"Two months later, your aunt asked permission to continue her studies in London. He did not go alone. Your aunt went with her two best friends. You must know them Saga. David and Kinan. They're both your aunt's best friends."
"And after spending her first year in London, we got word that your aunt was in a relationship with one of her friends. Eunwoo, you must know the man." Jay looked at Kirana's photo with a sad look.
"The relationship is not going well. Until the time comes opa learned that Eunwoo is the son of the second wife of one of the big businessmen in South Korea. Opa was so against your aunt's relationship with Eunwoo that we broke up with Kirana."
"We have lost information about his whereabouts and how he is doing. Your aunt's gone in the earth. We found him after a year. He did not say why he left without news and you chose not to discuss the matter again. We are quite happy with your aunt's return to the Adhitama family."
"Have you ever met Eunwoo?" ask Saga not to believe it. The last time he remembered Jay had just died. Even Eunwoo left the hospital right after the incident where Demian humiliated the child.
"Papa had met him during a visit out of town. He became a pretty good doctor at one of the famous hospitals. Papa heard he already had a child, but it's a pity. His son was not five years ago." Jay answered with a wry smile.
"Saga...please help papa find your sister...." Said Jay suddenly who managed to make Saga almost fall backwards in surprise.
"Lad....." Lirih Saga's
"Everyone just kept quiet when papa asked where Reyhan was now. Your sister is still very small. What if Reyhan's cold outside? Or is he starving in the middle of the road? Papa couldn't imagine how Reyhan was doing right now. Papa misses Reyhan. Saga help papa can?" Jay looked at Saga with a pleading gaze. I hope Saga helps him.
He no longer knew who to ask for help if not Saga. Everyone always stayed away when Jay started talking about Reyhan in front of them.
"Saga will try to....." Saga said slowly.
'But Saga can't promise for that......' Inner Saga.
After finishing dinner, David invites Reyhan to take a short walk in one of the flower gardens near the restaurant.
"Rey, uncle wants to ask. What can?" david asked while holding a handkerchief that still had a little blood on it.
Reyhan turned his head briefly towards David, then he smiled faintly. He glanced at the handkerchief David held. He knows exactly who the owner is.
"of course. I will answer honestly. I'm not gonna lie. It's up to uncle to believe who......" Answer Reyhan slowly. He looked at the beautiful flowers that were blooming in the garden. Reminds him of someone.
David looked at Reyhan hesitantly. His tongue was too faint to call Reyhan by name and ask him what he thought was important to him and Kinan.
David didn't want to waste any more time. His heart beats so fast. David doesn't care about that.
"Is it true that Kirana's accident happened because you pushed Kirana to the point that she fell and you just left her. Until a car speeds up and hits Kirana until her body bounces ten meters? And you didn't even look back after the accident. Is that true?" ask David hesitantly.
"Why did Reyhan push aunty down?" Reyhan smiled wryly at David's words.
"You're jealous of Vino because before the accident, Kirana spent the whole day with him. And being upset, you made Kirana fall in the middle of the road so that my best friend would always watch over you and spend her time on you. Not with your other brothers." David replied with a slightly up tone.
Reyhan tightly grasped the end of the uniform he was wearing.
"It must be the honorable Mr. Demian who has said this. Uncle, I'll tell you the real story. Uncle's right to believe who. After all, everything won't change. Aunt, the woman Reyhan loves very much. How could I do that to him? He gave me love like a mother and a child."
"He was always with me when everyone stayed away from me because the term 'Barthy child' started to stick in my life. It is true that aunt died from the accident, but what uncle said is not true. Reyhan admitted this was all because Reyhan was wrong at that time stubborn. Before the accident, I was playing with my aunt at the playground not far from the crash site."
"And Reyhan accidentally kicked the ball until it stopped in the middle of the road. Reyhan the sata did not know the danger, ran to pick up the ball. Auntie sees Reyhan running away and quickly aunty stops Reyhan. He said let aunt take it. I only nodded when aunt said that."
"However, before auntie got to the ball, I ran from behind. Honestly, at that time, I was just trying to play around with my aunt. And without me noticing, there was a car that was traveling at high speed. The aunt who saw it instantly pushed Reyhan's body away from the street and ended up with aunt......" Reyhan unconsciously wiped away his tears. Given the incident where Kirana, her aunt had to die because of her actions.
Reyhan stood up from his seat. He didn't want anyone to see him cry, even though David had seen him.
"Reyhan will take the bus home, uncle. There seems to be another bus passing by. Please uncle keep that handkerchief well. Because the aunt said it was the most beautiful gift she ever got from her best friend." Reyhan said before actually going in front of David.
'Kirana. My feelings for you and the memories of all our togetherness are still clearly preserved. I can't forget you for a second. I hope you're always happy there.' Inner David.
Flashbacks
'Dav, Nan, I'm going back to the bokap house. You guys if you miss, just play. And Nan, I hope you can give me your son.'
'What's her name Na? Very handsome.'
'His name is Raka Dav. Please don't tell my family. The cave takes good care of my son. If I knew my baby was born safe, he would have told people to kill my son.'
'Eunwoo???'
'He also came with me to Nan Indonesia. And I made a deal with him. We will take care of Raka with full affection from her mother and father. Although the distance separates us.'
'Gue hope for the future you are always happy, Na. I always do'ain the best for you and your son.'
'I'm still Dav, Nan. You guys are fine in London. I'll take care first. Yea.....'
Flashback end