PARIAH
Ambiguous Friend
At first I told Narae to lead me to the Hallway room on the 3rd floor but instead Narae invited me to the hall room where the students were resting on the 2nd floor ,The hall where the students gathered was very large and there were many seats decorated with ornamental trees and ornamental plants , and the roof of this schoolgirl hall is made of glass This hall also looks very large and spacious beyond the hall and this room is equipped with a temperature humidifier and ventilation air system so that this hall feels cool like the air lyar, wait a minute I do not remember that on the 2nd floor there is a student gathering hall ? isn't based on the results on the map of the 2nd floor supposed to be Practice Room, Sports field, swimming field ?
The hall where the students for the break is also very crowded and give a call at this time of rest and I can also feel some of the gaze of the students who look towards Narae and towards me , in addition to staring at us they also whispered to each other 1 to make me feel uncomfortable
“Sira-kun this place is Balairung students, this place functions almost similar to the school cafeteria but the difference is this place is used for relaxation for all students and employees here . Look ! there is an empty seat let's sit there” Narae replied then pulled me by force and I was forced to follow him
“Na…..Narae-chan I'm working hours I can't rest outside my break hours”My answer is following Narae because she keeps holding my hand tightly
“Ahhh....it's okay - what2x no one will know , besides now is also a break time should not all students and employees rest ? “Reply Narae smiled with a naughty face
Actually I don't mind Narae's offer that at this time invites me to enjoy the break time in the Hall room, plus there is a possibility that free food I will not be able to refuse it , but if hanging out in a place that turns out to be filled with crowds and equipped with sharp gazes from strangers, especially women, makes me groggy, scared and anxious .
Because it should be known also the only boys who are here and sepantaran with them is myself and should be at this time the people in the Hall room there is no Cleaning Service because it should be cleaning the building must have been completed 1 hour ago and honestly I'm done , and I planned to get out of this building, too, but since my secret with Narae was at stake, I was forced to follow her request, I didn't want Fujisaki to repeat it here
“Sira-kun let's sit here”Jawab Narae then offers me to sit next to her but I refuse the offer and sit in front of her and keep my distance a little with her
“Nee~~ Sira-kun do you bring supplies let's eat together while chatting - chat to waste time off” replied Narae then take out his dining place wrapped by my knapsack bag as well can smell the fragrant smell like the fragrant smell of meat stew in it so that it makes my saliva drip, for a moment when thought - think again this morning I have not eaten
“E…….Etto….Anu's….Narae ? Here is not a place that is quite crowded......ba..what if later there are friends who see.?” ask me to Narae worried about her social life
Need to underline Narae's school is an elite school filled with important people when one of her friends who is one of the important people sees Narae sitting with a suspicious person like me , shabby people, haven't had a bath, and strangers are definitely going to worry about Narae, is Narae really - really aware of what he's doing ? I was just following what he said so that this boy wouldn't report to the superiors about my carelessness could - it was usually wrong to put a job application letter in the student locker
“.…No need to be afraid.all my friends are currently busy studying in the library , they are too ambitious people “Balas Narae then he opened his stock box containing handmade supplies that are so luxurious
On the right side there is a mayonnaise sauce made with yogurt mixed with olive oil and egg yolk and paprika powder so that the color mayonnaise looks a little pink , and in the middle there is a chicken breast baked with soy sauce accompanied by sausages that are cut and decorated so that it looks like an octopus, on the right there is a sayu - nutritious vegetables ranging from radish , carrots are cut like animals and give the impression of colorful , and the last one is the bottom of the rice decorated with nori and 1 plum in the middle and the rice is warm like new nanak so see Narae stock is so luxurious dense and filled made my stomach sound and my eyes could not be separated from his food
“Hm…….? Sira-kun you didn't eat ?”ask Narae
“Engg.... I do not bring Ehehe stock....”-Jawabku , of course I do not bring provisions to make food.must certainly need money that is not small , so that's why I always look for food in the trash that is still worth eating, especially the trash cans close to the minimarket that always throw food “hampir rot” so I don't need to spend money , ' he said , This morning minimarket still has not thrown away their food so I can not eat breakfast, besides what is breakfast ? all my life right now my mealtime's only at night, right where
“Then.....this take a little part of mine” replied Narae then handed her provisions to me.
“Eh.....you do not need.repot - bothered”Jawabku but what I said with what I did was not synchronized and still take the supplies provided by Narae and then continue to devour supplies Narae , ' he said , so seeing my behavior Narae smiled laughs amusedly
“Nee~~ Sira-kun what part of me do you think you like…? “ asked Narae looking at me sharply with a smile
Hearing Narae's question I was silent and thought and tried to digest Narae's question while chewing the roast chicken in my mouth
Like......like.....huh ? what is it that Narae asks me this ?is he trying to test me like Fujisaki Inori on me ? For a moment if we recall Narae previously volunteered to be my best friend, and I accepted it because I was afraid that if I didn't become her best friend my carelessness was wrong to put a letter and the incident I had told her would be reported given the woman's feelings were quite complex and had so many twists that I chose the option the most comfortable .
But Likes ? what does Narae mean by love in romance ? But right my relationship with her is a friend.what might Likes meant by Narae is “Suka” Intercourse ? If so why arrive ? I just became his best friend only about 20 minutes I still have not found the points that can make me like him , but wait, did Narae not invite me to walk - the road without caring about the status even provide provisions that look luxurious is one of the points “suka” (friend) that can be used as a reference ? YOSH ! I have an idea to convey the answer to Narae's question it's time to reveal it
“HE…..HEE…..?!?!!? EH ???” Narae suddenly became embarrassed as her face reddened and she tried to cover it with her hands
Why is he embarrassed for a moment ? is liking friends something to be ashamed of ? if I had a best friend like in JOJO drama I would not be ashamed when my best friend likes all aspects of me even I feel proud and honored because I can be useful and our feelings become one and helping each other in life
“Ehmm....can you be clear “ replied Narae still hiding her face that was still red.
“Ehm(cleansing throat) , If I talk about looks I'm sure I like Narae because as you can see Narae you're beautiful your hair is smooth black impressed elegant, but still gives a cute impression ,your face is also cute like a figurine and an Idol that I seem to have seen ? your purple eyes are so beautiful like jewels that I want to protect them, your body is also slim , don't forget your chest is also big and your hips contain , how do I not like ?”-answer I am confident
Ha…… I still remember when I was 9 years old when I praised one of my best friends, a man named INO, who asked me the same question and I said that he was a friend great cool and I want to be the same as him, and hearing about it INO was immediately proud and showed himself in front of the class that he was the most …….. unfortunately INO when we were 11 years old in 5th grade Elementary she moved to a faraway place and even I couldn't get her contacts
*SIGH* so envious of my past INO is my precious friend if I could meet him I'm sure he would want to help my current condition and we fight together
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“In other words Sira-kun you only love my appearance...?”.Narae's question arrived - suddenly her tone turned cold
Eh ? I thought after I said that point Narae was happy ? But how does it sound the opposite ? But relax, I still have ammo
“Of course I love him , everyone has definitely loved him including this me...”.Answer me
“already...kuduga” replied Narae moody.
“But it is not...not that the main points that I like, the main points that I like the most of you are the beauty of your kindness “
“What do you mean ?” Narae asked confused
“You Know Narae ? you are beautiful even too pretty in my opinion, but even though you are beautiful when you interact with a trashy human like me and even hold a shabby human like me you don't even think twice or thrice , but you took me with sincerity” I explained
Of course that's what makes me like the positive points of Narae he's so good at offering me a meal , offering me as his best friend even though I was a different level person and even touching my body his views were probably a stranger and a whimsical and suspicious , ' he said , All the female friends in Junior High were disgusted to interact with me and see Narae interact and even want to be an honest friend made me want to cry happily
“maybe Narae does not understand but you need to know Narae ...you and I have different classes , but even though you know of this difference you keep coming to me and grabbing me so that's what makes me like you (As a friend of course)…..
do you like me too ? (as a friend)....although with my current condition ? because I don't want from everything we've been through it turns out this is all fake “-ask me to Narae and look at her seriously
I've seen on Y*utube the term Fake Friend honestly I've never felt it but I don't want to feel the falsehood in my life .