PARIAH
Stupid Trial Against Destiny
“As for being a dark fighter....., I will accept sensei”'s offer My reply and look at Hoshino sensei blankly.
“Sira-kun forget my offer earlier , regarding Wendigo is that true ? And your relationship with Shinozaki did it really happen ? If all of these things are true you absolutely do not need to pay off the debt ...., I still have a way to fix it” replied Hoshino Sensei trying to explain me
Cara ?….. What ways can Sensei do to me ? All sins happen because of me
“If I hadn't fallen in love”
My parents probably didn't need to sell me to the Yakuza, probably wouldn't abandon me, even deprive me of my life .
Being a dark fighter is one of the right solutions for me, because if I become a dark fighter the potential I will be killed is huge , so that when I die at least I can be buried like a corpse in general and my body will not be littered by the Yakuza which is likely if I die in their hands , the suffering I was going through was even more terrible than death itself , like being left half alive , my organs being gouged out , my body being skinned and sold on the black market . It is better to suffer once than to suffer to become a corpse
“Wendigo......is it ?” right sensei that's my nickname the massacre I did at Hideyoshi High School, unfortunately sensei information is lacking because when I was there I had killed someone of course not a little , The massacre that I did in many places also left many victims “, I replied staring coldly at Hoshino-sensei
“Sira-kun……………..…”Hoshino sensei says it moodyly and unable to get a sentence out of his mouth
“Sensei about the offer sensei would like to accept some of my misfortune.....preferably forget about me.
“Sira-kun…
“Sensei....I am not as clean as sensei kira , and I am dirtier than sensei think so it is better Sensei does not deal with me anymore , I don't want to make sensei participate in the cycle of evil in my life……
*PLAC !!!!!!*
Suddenly my cheek was slapped by Hoshino sensei so I could not finish my sentence
“Sira-kun You do not try - try to determine the way and results of my life, clean or dirty I do not care, after all this is my life that has the right to determine is I am not you , I don't know what your past is and I don't care what your life is like, I've touched it and of course I'll take responsibility for my actions from start to finish.
Then about that dark fight...” Sensei was unable to finish his explanation
I knew the dark fight offered to me was actually just Hoshino-sensei's tool for me to reveal all the secrets of my past, and actually the dark fight was indeed true and real not a lie , but I will follow him
“Sensei I will still follow him, if I can get me to participate in it ” I replied firmly
“But….Sira-kun you can die, I'm sorry I actually used that dark battle excuse as a tool to know the facts of your past ....., so please Sira-kun please forget ok…? please....if regarding debt sensei will try to find another way ....ok ?”Obviously Hoshino sensei is worried about me
“sensei didn't sensei tell himself that I have no right to determine how to live sensei ? Similarly to me , regarding my decision , Sensei has no right to determine it and about when I die and live neither sensei nor dark fight , nor his decisive debt , but rather death itself determines his”-My answer while looking at Hoshino sensei's face sharply
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Hoshino sensei could only be speechless pensive and unable to see my face because of his current self with inner conflict, and without waiting for Hoshino sensei's response I saw the contents of the document regarding the dark fight that I would later follow, and translated as I could because the document was written in another language in part
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From what I read and I can understand from this document is that it looks like in 1 week there will be a fight against one of the Russian female fighters named Maria Vladmir in District 10 50Km from this school .
The woman is 23 years old, in other words older than me and her background is this Eurasian mercenary who has followed many wars and successfully carried out missions in accordance with the deadline , If I look - look at this photo even though this woman is a mercenary but I don't see any scars on her skin - so I can conclude that the woman I'm with will be a true professional in her field
“Sensei I will still follow this dark fight, tell me how I participated”tanyaku to sensei then hold both his hands
“But Sira-kun the fighter you're going to fight isn't just anyone he is-
“I know Sensei and I don't intend to lose “ Reply me to Hoshino sensei before he finishes his sentence
“You intend to win ? how 'bout, that woman has followed many wars and won them whereas all you do is just fight in the streets 'Hear Sira-kun !!!! if you follow this fight you can die silly , that woman is not reluctant when dealing with murder let alone fighting , ' she said , the chances of you winning are absolutely no” explained Hoshino sensei at length with worry
“Relax Sensei I have a plan and of course I need Sensei's help, now the question is whether sensei wants to help me or not ?” I asked with a serious face
“Are you sure with your plan you can win ?”Tanya Hoshino sensei confirmed
“100% sure, if I fail my life will also be his payment, of course I will try it to succeed”Talasku confident
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*SIGH* “ Alright I will listen” Finally Hoshino sensei resigned and finally decided to listen to my plan
“Sensei do you have blank paper and pen?”Ask Hoshino sensei
“Shortly let me get you” Reply Hoshino sensei and re-open the drawer to look for blank paper and pen
After finding her Hoshino sensei handed me a blank pen and paper, then I started writing down whatever I needed to prepare for the dark fight I was going to follow , the whole item certainly cost a lot so that's why I asked Hoshino Sensei for help because I didn't have the money to prepare it
“Hmm…….Sira-kun are you sure you're only this way ? are you sure you don't want to ask for more” asked Hoshino sensei
“No need , just that's it” I replied
“Oh yes about the registration what should I prepare ? “ Ask again
Hearing that Hoshino sensei then handed over the dark battle documents and flagged out anything that needed a quiz, then he handed the iron ring to me along with the ink-filled old pen
“Sira-kun that you need to fill in is this part which means your full name and whole self identity , this part which is “Ocupation , and here you tick the last “Y” you signed and after that you put this ring on the middle finger , this ring should have pierced your finger and then used your blood on your middle finger to taste this paper with fingerprints that were drenched in the blood” explained Hoshino sensei
Hearing that explanation without thinking back I followed it like what Hoshino sensei instructed, after filling out the entire form in the document then I put the ring on my middle finger left hand , and as Hoshino sensei said, this iron ring stabbed my middle finger deep, so I was surprised, and I felt the needle lock this ring so as if I wouldn't can release it .
After the ring needle pierced and locked the jar, my blood flowed and I used the flowing blood as a fingerprint on the document I was about to sign . After everything was done I handed the document to Hoshino Sensei and Hoshino sensei received it?, I could see Hoshino-sensei smiling ?
“It is finished , now all that is left is waiting for the event to start , my work should have been done I permission to return home first”Jawabku
“Eh.....want to go home already ? how about lunch first ?”Tawar Hoshino sensei's
“Sorry Sensei I'm still full , besides earlier I had breakfast with Narae , because he was overloaded” I replied rejecting Hoshino-sensei's offer
“Already ?….umumumumu...can also be that woman”.
“Hah ? Sensei did you say something ?” I asked because it seemed like I heard sensei about to say something but I did not hear it because his voice was not heard
“Ah ! it's okay - what if you're empty maybe later in the afternoon want to have dinner with me ? I know a delicious restaurant”Jawab Hoshino-sensei
“Sensei do you know I don't have money ? I can't eat in a fancy place like a restaurant, what else is a restaurant , because this morning I have eaten should not eat tonight is fine - what “ Reply to Hoshino sensei's offer
“I treat ?” Hoshino sensei smilingly said his
“Really ?!?!?! It seems like there is no other choice , I have to accept it with pleasure then” I replied
“What if at 5 pm you should be empty instead of ?” ask Hoshino sensei
“Betul....Then later Sensei we want to meet where , if you can not my house , the location where my cardboard house is always a jammed subscription , if Sensei doesn't mind what if we meet in Central Park ? “ my number
“Ok....make sure you come yes , Promise ?” Hoshino sensei flicked his little finger right hand his “
“Janji”
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