PARTING: NEWLYWED
CHAPTER 23: THE FIGHT
The day has changed even though Tama has not come. There was no news from him nor from his confidants that I knew, nor did they seem to know. Tama's father is still in the ICU. I know the feelings of her mother Tama who worried about her son and her husband. I tried to get back to her secretary and aide but they said they didn't know where Tama was.
I advise Mama to take her Mama Tama home to rest. Let me and the Wijaya household assistants take turns looking after Papa-in-law. I feel sorry to see it, Mama was able to invite Mama Tama to go home and rest.
The day changed, now it's Mama Tama's turn to look after her husband after he felt enough rest.
When I had stepped out and the position was in front of my father-in-law's room, I saw from a distance a very familiar figure who was waiting for his arrival walking towards me.
A shabby and exhausted look was clearly visible on his face line. He just glanced past me and immediately looked at the door of the room where his father was lying weakly with medical equipment attached to his body.
Just standing there in front of that door. Watering eyes. Just this time I saw his weak side that looked so fragile with a look so bad, not bad.
He said to me without turning his body to look at me. "Wait me. Trust me I'll finish it all and come back to you." He left again without looking.
What the fuck is that attitude? Did he realize we were worried about him all this time, waiting for his arrival? After exposing his nose and then leaving again without leaving an explanation, the answer to the chaos that concerned him.
My heart that had been pounding saw his arrival because after all and whenever that I would prepare to receive his explanation. But in fact, my heart was getting upset, anger like it had touched my crown.
I came home with a bad feeling and a runaway mind. What happened that night. Where did Tama until just appeared now, after appearing he then left again. And also there are still so many messages from the media and company people asking about the truth of the incident that night. I also don't know the answer.
For a few days we took turns to look after Papa-in-law. Until Mama Tama suggested that I take a break because the kasian came home from the store to the hospital and sometimes also while in the store when I was often in the hose to be bothered by them. I am okay and feel this is an obligation because of my duty as a child. But sometimes I'm tired, not tired from going back and forth to the hospital. But I'm tired of the mind too.
I still get a lot of photos sent about Tama and Nadia that night. It seems like there is indeed a dribble on this matter to keep going for a long time. My stressful thoughts made me so confused I wasn't focused. On the way home, I hit someone. The guy I met in college, Ardan. My ex-lover.
Then we talked for a while and he asked me to talk to a cafe. I agree, if remembered after the incident I rarely visited a place like this to relax and win the mind.
I feel my head dizzy with all the problems that exist trying to order food and soft drinks so that we do not feel we spend a lot of time just to talk about the past and life events that I think it's not very important.
From that meeting we sometimes meet by chance in the same place. Then it ends with eating and drinking like a hangout in college. Because Ardan's workplace came home through the road and he usually traveled on foot, then we often met.
I got a little drunk tonight because I drank too much. Ardan had stopped me from drinking anymore but I kept pushing until he finally forced me to drag me home before I was really drunk and delivered by him to the front of the house.
I felt neglected as a wife to think our relationship was no longer perfect. Moreover, the photos of him and the woman continue to be scattered in the media that makes my head hurt every time I see it. I felt annoyed and annoyed with his attitude that did not give an explanation and did not go home.
"Where are you? You drunk?" he blocked my arm under my hand. I flicked his hand. It felt disgust held by him if he remembered his picture with the woman.
"Where have you been? After such a horrendous incident there was not a single message and news from you!" I said who was upset with a hostile tone.
"I told you. I'll be back when it's all done. I'm trying to fix everything." he explained in a higher tone than me.
"You think you're the only one trying here. Do you know how often the media contacts me and how often do I get questions about the incident?!" I cried out who could no longer hold back my anger.
"I have to answer if you never give me an explanation yourself! Contacting me has never been. Do you know, I got the stress of being told to continue with my business partner?!" I kept screaming without giving him a chance to talk.
"Never touch me until you tell me what happened that night. I'm disgusted every time I remember that!" I screamed again and went back to my room and left the house after.
The next morning I went back to work as usual. After returning from the florist I visited my father-in-law until the end of the night. I'm lazy to go home especially to sleep there. Last night I went back to looking for a hotel to stay that night, including tonight.
Early in the morning before my time to leave for work I was called by the hotel staff, informing me that my husband Aditya Pratama Wijaya was waiting for me downstairs.
With a long sigh and a rough exhalation I prepared to go out to meet him. After I met him, I told him I didn't want to go home. Maybe because he did not want to argue with me and there was another fight he obeyed my will. Moreover, this in a hotel and again his face now must have been a lot at least people know him because of the incident that night.
I'm on the way to the florist. All the way in the car we just kept quiet, no one wanted to start a conversation or open a voice in the slightest to remove the silence.
That's how we are now. I always stay at the hotel and Tama always picks me up in the morning to take me to the florist.
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