PARTING: NEWLYWED
CHAPTER 39: I HAVE SOMETHING

I then dropped my body into the bed and immediately went back to sleep without caring anymore Tama's message that he said would go home today.

My body feels heavy when I want to move. Like someone's snaring me. It is very difficult to move until it feels difficult to breathe.

With my eyes still closed I tried to be aware, just afraid if now I was being kidnapped or maybe because of a nightmare that made my body difficult to move.

Finally, after the lives were gathered, I was able to open my eyes. And what I found was a big, circular hand clutching my chest, deservedly tight and almost hard to breathe. After being fully conscious, a sigh was blowing through my back neck.

"Ah, this hand." I stroked her and pinned my finger between her fingers. This deck, the warm embrace of someone I miss. The smile on my lips when I realized that the person who promised to come home today had embraced me by now. And I got the lyrics on the nightstand that showed 11:47 pm.

I quietly grabbed her hand, I lifted her up and I kissed her big hand. The person I had longed for in silence all this time was finally beside me.

I turned my body facing him. His usual stern face now looked clear and calm. Maybe it was because he was tired so he slept well. I smiled again and immersed myself in his arms, hugging him tightly.

In the morning I helped Merlin prepare food on the table. Today I told Merlin and the other waiters to cook Tama's favorite meal.

"You can do another job first. Tama hasn't woken up yet so leave the place to eat." I said to Merlin.

"Yes Miss." Merlin nodded then left the dining table helping the other servants.

"Dina!" a hoarse voice called me from above. I turned to the owner of the voice who was leaning on the side of the stairs. Tama was awake, her sleepy face was clearly visible.

"I'm here. Want breakfast now?" answer me from below.

"I'm still sleepy" he said and yawned afterwards.

"I want coffee and bread. Bring it up later. You have breakfast first." he said next.

"OKAY. I'll take her there." I said then do my own breakfast according to Tama's request because I was already very hungry especially from yesterday I did not eat at all.

After I finished eating I prepared a cup of hot latte coffee, a loaf of bread and a bottle of jam as well as a knife as requested by Tama earlier. I put it on the tray and took it to the room.

I put the tray on the sofa table by the window. Tama just got out of the bathroom. His face now looked fresher, it seemed like he had washed his face. Though a few minutes ago he said that he was still sleepy, I thought he would go back to sleep.

"You want to wear jam?" bargain me after putting the tray.

"No need to." He put his face towel on the chair then walked over to me and then hugged me tightly. It sounded like Tama was breathing the long air behind my neck niche, like she was enjoying a scent. Then he kissed my cheeks and forehead.

"I have something for you." His words then led me to the dresser. Then sit me in the small chair in front of the dresser.

Turn around and walk towards the hanger where he hung his suit after returning from work there. He took something from his pocket in his old suit that he was wearing when he came home from out of town. Because I slept last night and didn't know when he came and what clothes he was wearing.

He walked up to me while carrying a small dark blue box in his hand. He opened it and showed me the contents of the box. A white gold necklace with tanzanite stone pendants in deep blue. He took the necklace and intended to wear it around my neck. Understanding the meaning, I then tied my hair with my hands to make it easier to put the necklace.

"Happy anniversary" he said and gave a soft kiss to the lips.

"You're beautiful." she praised.

"Sorry, it's too late. I'm sorry I'm late to go home" he said, hugging me from behind.

I guess all this time he didn't care about something like this, like this wedding anniversary. Because when I first came to this world, he seemed to be very indifferent and not so much to say.

This has been missed by the fall of our wedding anniversary. I didn't even say happy birthday to him because I was so upset with him that I thought he didn't come home and I finally forgot our wedding anniversary. But the annoyance was now healed after midnight last night he was beside me while asleep hugging me.

"Thank you. It's beautiful." I said with a happy smile and then I kissed her cheek.

After that happy moment we sat together on the sofa room with me who accompanied Tama to enjoy her coffee while chatting. In our chat I then told about the plans of the anniversary party that our parents wanted to hold.

It turned out that she also knew at least from her mother because it was Mama Tama who first wanted to hold this anniversary party, so she must have also been told first. Tama said she agreed as long as there were not many people and not now because she was still too tired. I agreed to his request and I will pass it on to our parents later, I said.

"Hurry up and finish your breakfast, just keep sleeping again if you're still sleepy" I said after I thought our conversation was over. Tama nodded then sipped her coffee cup. Enjoyed with solemnity as well as bread tasteless wheat favorite it.

I smiled and left her for the dresser to put the box where the necklace had been in the drawer.

I looked at the figure of the husband from the reflection of my dressing table glass. The handsome face of this man was very visible after he managed to shake my heart.

A little bitter, from the deepest recesses of my heart I still awakened myself who is not this Shina so as not to be greedy to have the desire to have all the happiness of Shina. Especially if Shina's happiness lies with that man, Tama.

"What's wrong?" tama asked from where she was after realizing that she was constantly being noticed by me.

I blinked for a moment, "no. You look handsome." I said spontaneously and immediately turned away from observing him from the mirror reflection.

Before I saw a smile rising from the corner of the man's lips. He got out of his place and walked to our bed and leaned half his body onto the headboard.

"Do you want to sleep?" tanyanya who now looks to have held the phone.

I shook my head, "I haven't been to a florist in two days, now I'm going there. Pity the children if left behind especially if later today a lot of orders." I replied.

Looking furrowed Tama's forehead said, "weren't you at the two-day florist? Wh why? It hurt?"

He asked as if he was worried and had no previous news about his wife. He quickly put his phone back on the nightstand.

Not wanting to make him misunderstand, I immediately shook my head. "No. I'm not sick, either. Just, I thought you'd come home yesterday morning or noon so I told the kids that I wasn't going to work yesterday."

"Ooh.." Tama nodded while nodding.

"Where did you go yesterday?" Now Tama asked with a look of confusion and worry.

Not wanting to lie, I answered soberly. "Emm. don't know why so lazy want to work right there is no news from you. He said he only wanted a month there, but it was more."

Instantly I turned my eyes to him and then grabbed my small bag that was ready I would bring work today.

Shame on you, for sure. Clearly acknowledging my own feelings, even though the status of a husband but in reality I am just someone else. It's like I'm confessing feelings to people's husbands.

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