
"May you survive the goal. If you've heard, yes." I'll message him. We let go of our hugs and said goodbye to each other.
"His husband is not like this." Tania still had time to tease me before breezing off. I just smiled and waved my hand. I took a breath and took a step home.
Next day..
Today Shina intends to go to the florist. After being left behind by Tama and Tania it felt like the house was deserted. Yes, even though ordinary days are usually quiet because during the day Tama or Shina go to work, but at night they show the figure of their respective existences even though they rarely talk or chat.
At Tania's arrival yesterday made the house also feel like it was filled by humans because Shina had a holiday to accompany Tania to go for a walk to buy her favorite goods and food as souvenirs.
"Boss, want some coffee? How daydreaming." Deri's voice startled me. Unconsciously my mind was empty, thinking about their departure. Abandoned them more precisely.
"By." I replied.
"Tina, coffee for Boss Ma!" deri shouted at Tina who was close to the pantry. Soon white coffee was served to me with separate sugars. It was placed on the table where I sat, where we arranged flowers as well.
This scene reminds me of Tama, when I made her a midnight coffee. He's been gone five days, but he hasn't come home or told me.
What is the relationship between Shina and Tama? Should I send a message first? It's prestige, I'm a woman. But still as Shina who became Tama's wife was worried that there was no news from the husband. If the usual days he is here without news is not pa-pa because we will also meet later. It's far away.
"When have I thought about gini?" I thought in my heart.
I tried to open a conversation with Deri to forget my thoughts.
"A recent order has been sorted out, has Der?"
"Yes boss, it's all done. We're just sending a little bouquet order today."
I'm nodding. Stag up to here just our chat. Confused about what discussion to get rid of this thought.
"Der, if for example you are given an unexpected opportunity, a second chance for example. What do you want that chance for?" I'm making an original question.
"If it were me, I would do what I couldn't do before and I should do it now if the opportunity was there" he replied directly. I kept staring at him.
"Why boss?" ask her while smiling.
"No." I shook my head.
"What would you like to do if you were given that opportunity?" it's like I'm looking into someone else's personal problems.
Deri stopped her activity for a moment, sighing softly. "I made a mistake to make my father sick and could not walk until now. Even if time is repeated, the same event will happen again. Now all I can do is fix myself and make amends for that by replacing papa as the backbone of the family."
I also changed the subject of another conversation. Chatting for a long time while occasionally arranging flowers, Tina also helped while participating in our chat. After the order was completed, Aldo and Fikri also joined us. We also had a long chat and closed more afternoon than the schedule of closing hours.
"Be careful on the road ya yu" I told them before actually going home.
When I got home, I went to my room.
I have now returned to my room which was once occupied by Tania. After I finished my bath, changed my clothes and dried my hair, put on my favorite lavender-scented purifier.
I sat down on the dresser while glazed over, enjoying the soothing therapeutic scent of the water purifier.
Recalling my conversation with Deri earlier while at the florist, I began to think of something.
"If it's a dream but I don't feel like I can wake up from this dream. If this is some kind of test that requires me to complete this through this dream, as soon as possible I have to find something to unravel in order for this dream to be completed and return to my world." I determined in my heart.
Isn't all this tangled thread-like problem the red thread?
I apply the face serum to my face and then I walk to my soft bed and then get ready for bed.
"Wiuu..wiuu..wiuu" the sound of ambulance sirens rang out all the way. Face and body full of blood. I cried all the way while holding her hand. Arriving at the hospital all looked busy and slowly my gaze began to faint before it darkened.
When I woke up, I saw my mom and dad beside me crying. They hugged me while saying something faint I heard. I was led to Tama's room where he was handling it.
My whole body is cold, it feels frozen. It was seen that the mother-in-law was crying in front of the door of the room while being held on her shoulder by Tania. My eyes continued to water, my tongue was muffled, my whole body was trembling.
I saw the lights outside the room go out. Several nurses and doctors were seen coming out of the room. Until the mother-in-law approached asking questions and was answered by the doctor with a gel.
I who was watching at a distance not far from where they were was screaming hysterically. Unforgotten screams came out of my mouth along with my cries that became. Until it feels tight and difficult to breathe..
"Huh. huh.. huh.."
I woke up from my nightmare with bad breath and tears that also fell from the dream world.
Strange, if it's a dream, I shouldn't be able to dream anymore. Dreaming of something else again. Moreover, my dream this time was very bad. A wife's dream about her husband. My body was still shaking violently, the effect of the dream carried on until I woke up.
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