
Guilt is always there. But a sense of prestige always manages to defeat - Auraliv.
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Zidan came to Zerin for class. He pulled the woman up to wake from sleep. Everyone was shocked by her actions. Especially Zerin himself.
"Zidan! You're crazy, aren't you?!" timpal Zerin with perfectly rounded eyes.
"I want to tell everyone that you're a cheap woman. Even without the need to spread your picture!" zidan hatch.
"A-pa? What did you say?" Zerin's shocked not a bitch. Moreover, everyone in the class was paying attention to him and Zidan. Even Mr. Ferry as a lecturer who teaches.
Zerin confusion. He doesn't know how to. But Zidan quickly pulled him closer. Then he stuffed Zerin's mouth with his lips.
Zerin tried hard to put up a fight. But can't. Because Zidan's restraints are very strong. His body was very difficult to move.
Zidan's hand easily tore off the shirt Zerin was wearing. To show the white skin of Zerin wrapped in a red bra. That's when Zidan let go of the woman.
Zerin sculpts in a state of swollen lips. He looked in all directions.
"He's willing to do anything for money! Including selling his own body." Zidan pointed his index finger at Zerin. He developed a satisfied smile.
Everyone around was immediately excited. Zerin felt humiliated desperately. He could only fix his hair and disheveled clothes.
"Zerim! I didn't expect you to turn out to be that watery! He never said he was interested in Zidan! But what reality?! You sold yourself to him?! What kind of friend are you!" astrid nodded in disappointment.
"You're a big liar! Don't ever expect to be our friend again!" Kinar chimed in.
"Zerina!"
"Zerina!"
The voice of the person who called the name Zerin, was heard repeatedly. Zerin opened his eyes. He immediately woke up with a stinging breath. The nightmare really felt real.
Mr. Ferry watched Zerin wake up, shaking his head. He also looks sullen while crossing his arms in front of his chest.
"Rin... Mr. Ferry seems to be angry with you." whispered Kinar who sat closest to Zerin. He was the one who had been trying to wake Zerin up.
"What?" Zerin was still dazed. His eyes scanned in all directions. He felt relieved when he realized that Zidan's arrival was just a dream.
"Zerim! It seems you are not interested in receiving lecture material from me," said Mr. Ferry. Making Zerin look straight at him.
"No, Sir. That's not. I accidentally fell asleep"
"Get out!" yelled Mr. Ferry as he pointed his hand towards the door. Deliberately cutting off Zerin's speech. He doesn't want to hear any reason.
Everyone is silent. Especially when you see Mr. Ferry glaring sharply. He was one of the lecturers who could not tolerate the delay and sleep in class.
Zerin lowered his head. With a look on her sad face, she put the book in the bag. Zerin had no choice but to leave the classroom. It was the first time he had been sentenced during his education.
Both of Zerin's hands clenched fists. Her beautiful face was slowly adorned with tears. She felt so embarrassed.
"It's all because of that motherfucker!" zerin Mumbles. He must have blamed everything on Zidan.
Zerin stepped into the toilet. He sniffled alone there. Zerin was annoyed with himself for not being able to withstand the drowsiness. He could only cover his face with two hands.
That day Zerin tried to meet Zidan. With the intention of nagging the man as thoroughly as possible. But that day Zidan was nowhere to be seen.
Zerin is now in the cafeteria. He forced Astrid and her friends to eat. But Zerin seemed to be simply stirring up the meatballs without being eaten in the slightest.
"Here you go, Rin. Don't think about it. You just got kicked out of Mr. Ferry. Me, Kinar, the same Gita twice. Mr. Ferry is very disciplined. He also did not look at the feather if he wanted to law students," said Kinar. Trying to cheer up Zerin.
"But..." Zerin is still sad.
"Udah, don't bacot much. You want to eat by yourself or I'll blow the meatballs into your pretty ass's mouth!" said Gita while shaking her waist. He's certainly just kidding. His words successfully made Zerin chuckle. So did Astrid and Kinar.
Zerin finally ate the meatballs. He feels better because of his friends. Guilt suddenly appeared. Especially when Zerin remembers who he is. Sometimes she felt sad for hiding things from Astrid, Kinar, and Gita.
Zerin suddenly woke up from the daydream. He chuckled and resumed his eating activities.
"Oh yes. Zidan just replied to my chat. I am very happy," said Kinar while putting two hands together in front of his chest.
Zerin who heard instantly frowned. By hearing Zidan's name, his anger was burning.
"His heart. I'm the same Gita lost," Astrid responded. He and Gita were disappointed. While Kinar seems to continue playing mobile phones. It seems like he keeps replying to each other with Zidan.
Kala was in front of the cashier's table, Ernest and Jaka came. As usual, Ernest always paid for food for Zerin and his friends.
"Nest, this time let me pay for your food, yes" Zerin said. Without Ernest's consent, he paid immediately.
"Eh, don't you..." Ernest who wanted to resist could not dodge. Because Zerin has already paid. Ernest could only smile.
"Where is Zidan, Ka?" ask Kinar while wailing to look for Zidan.
"He didn't come in today. He said there was a rush" replied Jaka.
Zerin rolled his eyes irritated. He pulled the corner of his lips upwards. 'Busy what? Mostly he sleeps at home. Just be careful if you meet later, 'his mind is cynical.
One day passed. Zerin went to college earlier than usual. He's been spotted coming late.
Now Zerin sat quietly while reading a book. He was alone because his three friends had not yet come.
Shortly after, Kinar appeared. He looks very happy. Every now and then, Kinar smiles to himself.
"What's the matter, Nar? Wall burnout?" zerin's circus felt strange towards Kinar's attitude.
"It's okay. It was like my relationship with Zidan was going well. Last night we even had a video call" said Kinar. He cupped his own face.
Zerin had already opened his mouth as he was about to speak. But Kinar raised his voice first.
"I went to the toilet!" said Kinar who went off just like that.
Zerin shrugged his shoulders unconcernedly. He returned to the textbook.
Suddenly Zerin got the call of nature. He automatically went to the toilet.
Zerin's steps came to a standstill as he watched Zidan chat with Kinar. They are just two. The position of Kinar itself seemed to lean against the wall. While Zidan supported one hand to the wall that became the backup of Kinar.
Zerin's eyes widened when Zidan kissed Kinar's lips. He wants to stop. Zerin had even moved his legs to take a step. But the woman undoes her intentions when Kinar is seen enjoying the kiss that Zidan gave her. His friend even put his hand on Zidan's shoulder.
Zerin put his face on as Zidan and Kinar's kiss grew hotter. Without thinking for long, Zerin turned around. He clenched fists in both hands. Somehow he felt very angry at what Zidan was doing.
A few hours late. Now Zerin is sitting with his three friends in one of the campus gazebos. Kinar, who was in the heat, did not stop talking about Zidan. Even so, Kinar has not mentioned any courting relationship between him and the man.
Zerin suddenly gets a message from Zidan. The man asked to meet.
"Guys, I'm going to the toilet first." Zerin got up from the seat.
"You're being accompanied?" gita Tawang.
"No need. You guys are busy doing Miss Amel's job." Zerin refused carefully. He immediately rushed to the toilet. With a scowling face.
While walking towards the toilet, Zidan was already waiting. The man seemed to be leaning casually against the wall.
"Why?!" squeeze Zerin while lifting his chin.
Zidan smiled obliquely. He whispered, "Main yuk. But this time you have to play with your mouth..."
"okay." Zerin approached one step ahead of Zidan. His one hand had already formed a bogem. Without further ado, the bogem was thrown into Zidan's vitals. Given Zerin's expert karate, the fist he gave was certainly powerful.
"Yahoo!!!" Zidan is in pain. He immediately held onto his intimate organs with a reddened face.
"From now on, you can't want me at will! You didn't even comply when I told you to stay away from my friends!" zerin's Scratch. He's not content to punish Zidan. One kick he loosened onto one of the man's calves.