Passion Love Zerin & Zidan
Chapter 81 - Karma [1]

Love is not entirely about sek-s. There is another side that determines one's loyalty to love - Auraliv.

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"Yes already. We can try it." Zidan agreed with Zerin's proposal.

"This time you just shut up and enjoy" Zerin suggested. He started to hug Zidan tightly. Then poking in the recess of Zidan's neck.

Both of Zerin's flaky hands moved to touch every inch of Zidan's body. His mouth did not stop clashing with the man's skin.

What Zerin did, indeed made Zidan passionate. But not enough to wake the proud body organs located under the stomach.

Time had passed for quite a while, but Zidan felt that all of Zerin's treatment was in vain. The man told Zerin to stop.

"I think that's enough." Zidan pushed Zerin away. Then tie the rope of kimono towel worn by the wife. Zidan's face looked so serious.

"Then, what if we take a bath together. Just a shower" said Zerin. He's trying to comfort Zidan. She knew her husband was really having a big problem. The problem is compounded when her intimate organs cannot harden as usual.

"You take a shower first." Zidan replied with his head bowed.

"No! I want to be with you." Zerin insisted. He immediately took Zidan into his arms.

"I'm okay, honey. I'm sure it's only temporary." Zidan tried to think positively. He stroked the top of Zerin's head. "Yes, let's take a bath together" he continued.

Zerin smiled happily. She and Zidan immediately stood under the water shower. Like Zerin said, they just took a bath together. There was the sound of laughter and joking that they were doing. Zidan always did it by tickling Zerin.

Everything improved for three days. Zidan was still thinking positively about the abnormality that suddenly occurred with his intimate organs. In medical science itself, the disorder is called impotent.

In a week, Zidan and Zerin have tried to make love five times. However, it still cannot be because of the circumstances of Zidan who is not supportive.

Zidan just stopped making out Zerin. He who was feeling desperate, immediately put on shorts.

Zerin, who was already aroused, tried to hold back. He was wearing a satin kimono.

"Honey, how about we consult your situation to a specialist," Zerin suggested.

"No!" push Zidan away while standing up. He looks sullen. His current state not only made his confidence decline, but made the mood worse.

"You are a doctor! You know for yourself that the sooner a diagnosis is made, the better!" Zerin approached Zidan. She held her husband's arm. The woman's forehead shriveled inside.

Zidan breathed heavily from his mouth. He threw Zerin's hand. Then he turned to look at his wife.

"You must be disappointed in me, right?!" tukas Zidan with a tone full of emphasis.

"No! I will never be disappointed in you! I just want your situation to improve. That's it," replied Zerin.

"Okay, then just wait as much as you can. Maybe from now on I won't touch you again" Zidan said. He moved from before Zerin. Zidan chose to go to the hospital to work as usual.

Zerin pecked in place. He hopes Zidan can improve over time.

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One month's gone. No change has happened. Zidan and Zerin's relationship is even more tenuous. Remember Zidan quite rarely goes home.

Zerin has tried his best to meet Zidan. He always went to Zidan's hospital and brought food.

"Hows it? You likey?" ask Zerin. He's in Zidan's study.

"Your food is always good" replied Zidan flatly.

"Can you answer it with a smile. You rarely smile at me. Did you realize it?" hatch Zerin.

"But-"

The door suddenly opened. Making Zerin's speech pause. He and Zidan immediately turned towards the door. It turns out that the one who came was Arni.

"Geez, that's right. I just happen to want to meet you both!" arni shouted while closing the door.

"If you want to go in, it should be knocked first, Mah!" zidan protests cynics.

"You forgot. You're not doing anything anymore, are you?" arni Response. He sat down on the couch. Right next to Zerin.

"I'm the same Zerin just did. It's just Mamah coming up," added Zidan.

"Darling!" Zerin sontak reprimanded. He chuckled for a moment with Zidan. Both of them are always fine when they are in front of their families. So the relationship that is now stretched is only known to them.

Arni just wants to invite you to dinner. For a long time their families had not gathered together.

Zerin and Zidan agreed. Later that night both promised to come.

After Arni left, the tense atmosphere of Zerin and Zidan returned. They kept quiet for quite a while. Zidan appears to have eaten Zerin's food.

"Then I go home now" said Zerin. After making sure the food was already spent Zidan. He took the food container to take home again.

Zerin stepped towards the door. But he turned around because he felt he had to do something. The woman approached Zidan. Then try giving a kiss to the lips.

Zidan is evasive. A sign that he refused Zerin's kiss.

"Can't I kiss my own husband?" zerin protested in disappointment.

"I can't. You know I just finished eating." Zidan gave a reason.

"I don't care!" Zerin moved closer. He once again tried to kiss Zidan. But the man held his hand firmly.

"Why are you doing this to me? Do you not love me anymore? You ignored me for over a month!" Zerin. Her tears on her cheeks.

"You must want it so much, right? That's why I can't touch you. Because I don't want you to be disappointed!" clearly Zidan with a bitter look.

"Why do you think that?! I don't mind not doing it! Sek-s isn't everything! Love is not entirely about sek-s." replied Zerin.

"But to me it is." Zidan releases Zerin. Then throw away face. He actually could not bear to watch Zerin cry.

Zerin wiped away the tears. He rushed out of Zidan's room. His heart was slightly slashed by Zidan's cold attitude.

After Zerin left, Zidan went berserk himself. He ruffled his own hair. Zidan was really frustrated with the circumstances he was receiving.

When the time showed at 07:00 p.m., Zidan went home. Zerin looks like he's already preparing clothes for her.

"Sorry about it this afternoon" Zidan said.

"Me too" said Zerin. "Let's get ready! We're too late" he said.

Zidan nodded. He and Zerin left after being completely ready. The car stopped Zidan slowly.

When he got out of the car, Zerin and Zidan immediately showed a bright and happy smile. They act like the world is fine. The two were immediately told to join the dining table.

Everyone has come. Dinner is done. The hero is seen observing Zerin and Zidan in turn.

"How, Zidan? Is there any good news?" chirps Wira. He was clearly offending the grandchildren. Considering his age is getting older. They also want to retire from work soon.