Penance (I'm a Sinner)
Chapter 5.

Bagus Pratama, happened to be passing by and heard the voice of people asking for help. He sees a girl being chased by two thugs. It was good to come and try to help the girl. The girl is a saint. Sacred is frightened from being chased by two thugs. When he was cornered, Good came to the Saints' aid.

The two thugs heard the sound of Good preventing those who were willing to maliciously intend to the Saints. The two thugs saw Good.

"Who are you, huh? don't interfere in our affairs!" snapped thug first.

"Just get it straight, Bro." The second thug proposes to just beat him up.

The frightened saint immediately moved to a safer place. Good and both thugs finally got hit. Thankfully Good turned out to be a fighting hero, so he could fight both of the thugs even though he was alone against two thugs.

A brawl happened between them. The fight was pretty fierce. However, the fight was eventually won by Bagus. The two thugs then fled.

Once it was safe, Bagus approached Saints and gave the bag of Saints that had fallen on the ground. The saint timidly accepted. It is good to see the appearance of Saints. It's appropriate that he was bullied because he wore tight clothes that showed his curves and looked sexy. This can invite crime.

"Don't be afraid, Neng. I'm a good guy. It's his bag." Good handing over the Holy bag.

Sacred received his bag, "Thank you."

"Other times dress more covered, Neng. Your clothes are too inviting to the eyes of men who can ultimately mean evil to you. Wear loose-fitting, covered clothing." Good giving advice.

Sacred offended. He was even angry at Bagus who had been kind enough to help him.

"Don't lecture me! you're a nobody to me! excuse me!"

Suci looks very jutek to Bagus. Good can only stroke the chest. It was helped even the girl who sewed to him. Though Good only suggested and gave good advice to the girl. Sacred left Good just like that, Nice could only shake his head at the sight of Sacred's attitude. Even Good advised to be careful, but Saints did not care about it.

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After looking to and fro for quite a long time, finally Suci found a suitable rental house. Simple and cheap. That is where the Saints now live.

Saints began to organize his life and think about what he should do. Finally Saints decided to immediately finish High School, because he is now the final level so must immediately focus for the exam.

From that day on Holy used the rest of the money and savings to survive, pay the rent for a year, buy daily necessities, and to eat as well. Saints also began to focus on learning.

Day by day passed. Saints attend school and take exams. Thankfully, the value is quite satisfactory. Saints finally graduated High School. Suci then began college while working part-time for the cost of living and tuition. A few years passed, during 4 years of college, Suci was finally able to also graduate from college with good grades.

Now the Saints are busy looking for a decent job. However, there was not a single job that he got. There are so many places of work that Saints come to. Nothing has produced results yet.

As long as you have not found a permanent job, Suci is still working part-time as before. Whatever he did for the cost of survival. What matters is halal. One day, the Holy Father meets Gery.

Gery is a man Suci knew when he was sitting at the bus stop looking for work. Gery saw the Holy beauty and innocence of the girl. He also made acquaintances and friends. Gery also offers work for the Saints.

Saints who are happy if there is a job for him, of course immediately agree and happy. They are dealing and will meet the next day. The two exchanged cell phone numbers.

Next day.

Gery meets the Saints again. Gery invites Suci to be a photo model. Starting that day, Saints teamed up with Gery. At first it is still awkward and not used to it, but over time it becomes proficient and accustomed. Tides and ups and downs they go together.

The goddess of luck also sided with the Saints, she became a photo model that began to rise in fame. Suci eventually became a top-class model for several years. Gery and Suci are now lovers.

The two lovebirds combine love while working together on the job. Gery was actually just a regular photographer. However, thanks to Saints now Gery began to soar his name became a famous photographer as well.

Since their success, they both have become less and less directional. Frequently to nightclubs. The environment around them such as drinking, drug parties, and**** is free. Religion is far from holy. Never pray or teach. He's getting further and lost.

Gery repeatedly invites Saints to have sex, but Saints always reject him, because Saints are afraid of relationships that are too attached. She's from a broken home family, so to get married, have a serious relationship, have kids, and bed problems is the biggest fear.

He does not want to suffer the fate of his family that was in a mess again. Moreover, Gery will not necessarily marry Saints, because they are only lovers.

One night, both of them were drunk. Suci and Gery just got a big job so celebrate with drinks at the night club. They came home drunk. Gery again invited Suci to have intercourse, but Suci again refused.

Gery and Saints were very shocked. They didn't expect to hit people.

"Gery ... fuck me! I hit people!"

Sacred cries and Gery immediately calms down.

"Calm down, baby, we'll just go. Kan, no one's seen. Let's just run!"

Gery changed position by holding the steering wheel of the car. They also run away from responsibility. Should have seen the victim and taken her to the hospital. But instead they ran away.

Since then, Suci has always been haunted by guilt. He's not calm. Gery and Saints so often noisier and quarrel. Gery long felt bored with Saints.

Suci also felt that the relationship between him and Gery increasingly stretched. Moreover, Gery's request to have sex with Saints was always rejected, making Gery so want to break with Saints.

Saints could feel the change from Gery's different self to him. Eventually, Suci finds out that Gery is cheating on her back. It turns out that Gery is having an affair with a new model who has just plunged into the world of modeling.

Gery promises to make the young girl famous in place of Saints. The saint who heard was of course heartache. Her lover betrayed behind her.

Saints and Gery finally break up. The saint also fled his problem to drinks and drugs. He's kind of hooked on the night world and drug parties. Drugs and drink make him forget all his problems. Makes himself like a fly.

Because of this, it makes the career of Saints fall apart. Holy Life became chaotic. He eventually got addicted to drugs. Holy career ended, he lost his job and fame.

This made Saints even more depressed. At that moment, Vera and Sofia reappear and take him to the nightclub for fun.

They had fun at the club. Dancing, drinking, and doing drugs. The police came to raid the place, because some reported, there was a drug party at the club. Saints, Vera and Sofia immediately run away. However, Vera and Sofia instead left Suci at the club.

Thank God Suci managed to escape alone, otherwise he would definitely be languishing in prison. Suci was already quite traumatized when High School once stayed in a police station cell, even if only overnight. However, it used to be because the minors were found out to the night club. If it were now because they were drunk and binge on drugs, this would definitely be the punishment for not staying overnight in a cell.

The saint ran as far as he could. Thank goodness he survived. Saints sleep everywhere on the streets.

The next day Holy woke up, soon returned home. Once famous, Suci has a luxury apartment. In the apartment, he has lived for several years. The saint went straight home to take a shower. Once he was fresh and had breakfast, Suci was so shocked by the news on television and newspapers stating that Suci was a hit-and-run and a drunk and a drug user.

His life is no longer helped. Sacred crying hysterically. This time he really could not get up again. The saints are frightened. He doesn't know how to. In his confusion, Saints only thought of running away.

The saint immediately packed some clothes and brought money just in case. He also immediately ran away.

When it is down, the Saints do not know where to go. He called Gery, but there was no answer. Calling Vera and Sofia is the same. No one picked up the phone. Sacred fear and confusion.

Now Suci is on a side of the road that is on the bridge. He felt that it was over and that no one was with him. Everyone left and ignored him.

Holy crying on the bridge. He just wanted to jump to end his life. Under so many cars and vehicles passing by. The saint had already darkened his eyes and saw there was no more hope for him. Going back won't make his life better. Going back will only make her life suffer.

The Saints choose to die. He had already given up on this very happiness-free life. Sacred crying. He was crying for his life. He suffered.

The saint is ready to jump. However, a vote forbade it.

"Don't!"

Aisyah and Bagus who happened to cross saw Saints who were willing to jump. They immediately ran towards the Sacred and prevented him from committing suicide.

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