
" Dear may I ask you one thing?" Donzello and Charlotte are in their room.
After the two of them are satisfied to play on the beach now they have also finished completing their bottom affairs. They were currently in the position they were hugging each other with Don's arm as a pillow.
" Hey!" Mumbled.
" Are you before you met me your happy domestic relations? And after meeting me your relationship is as messed up as it is now?"
" There's no happiness honey, it's just that maybe I'm tired of this kind of household. I used to love him even I was willing to do anything for him." Donzello looked up at the sky of the room with a firm grasp of his lover's hand on the chest of his field. He breathed before returning to tell.
" Maybe the only one who feels happy is me in this marriage,only I struggled to melt the thick walls when whatever she said I always agreed in the hope she could open her heart to me just a little."
" You mean just open her heart a little? Do you think your wife doesn't love you?" If you don't love why are you getting married? Are you guys getting married or what?" Charlotte is now even more confused by the household twists that are in front of her at this time.
Donzello smiled bitterly he remembered they were not betrothed but the choice of himself who was interested at that time because he saw the determination of Grace who struggled to raise her sister alone.
" No! We were in a relationship as lovers, me and him at that time agreed to commit further than just a couple. Our early marriage may have looked harmonious and well done but in the middle of the month I realized it was just me standing there and she was too engrossed in her world that I never knew. He never gave me any attention even though it was small, when a husband only needed attention even though it was only trivial.." There was sadness in every note that came out of Donzello's lips.
" When I had to let go of something that was in my body and of course I needed my wife, but before we did she was always negotiating about the extra money that was asked of me after doing that. Maybe if one or two times it doesn't matter to me and it's funny but if for two years I've been negotiating about money if I ask it isn't it unnatural for me we, I, like, fucked a call woman who always asked for money before we did.." She said, laughing at all the events she had with Grace, what Don was saying right now was the honesty of her heart.
" Until one day I was really tired I was really sick of all his attitude all this time. That night I wasn't done with our bed, he always said I was tired I wanted you to ride him. It's just that word that he puts out every time we do that.." Again Donzello felt there was bitterness in every word.
" I'd better be with a woman the night I paid but they can satisfy me. I'm sorry Honey, I didn't mean to vent you about my problems with my wife, but I knew you when I was tired and wanted to get away from her. And at the end of this I also just found out that he's been playing with someone since we were in a relationship with lovers until you got married."
" You're sure he's had a relationship with people that long?" Charlotte was surprised that it wasn't Don Iha who started her but his wife had already started from scratch.
" Bye! And what's worse is that she's the same woman."
" What?"
" You're surprised I'm also surprised by what I see. At first I may not believe what I see but they seem too good at their roles so I believe in what I see."
" Sheetheart don't assume I'm just using you for your poor relationship with my wife, I'm living with you purely because I feel comfortable with you, I never feel comfortable with my wife when I'm with you. I'll settle my affairs with her soon, I'll file a lawsuit."
" But if he doesn't want you to fight? What are you gonna do?"
" I'm going to be silent suing her and preparing some provisions for the next life. If he doesn't want to then I'm forced to say that I know he's been playing and I'm also going to say that I've had other people behind me all this time."
" Are you sure of what I said?"
" Sure, honey, don't think about it. Let me think and finish my business, you just wait for me and always be by my side."
" All right.." They're hugging each other tight. Donzello is now a little relieved when he can tell his girlfriend the truth he wants to get things done with Grace before it's too late.
While Barnard now feel devastated when he knows for himself that the woman who became his fiancee did not come home from last night.
" Why are you so stupid, Barnard, you threw out the good guys and picked the wrong ones like Olivia. If you could just hold back a little bit, it wouldn't be possible like this." He yelled loudly he didn't expect that there was no second chance for him at the moment.
" What I have to do is I can't just let Charlotte go, I'm not willing to let her go right now, I can't!" Said again.
" I have to reclaim her no matter what happens to me and she has to be able to get married." She's determined to keep her love for Charlotte.
Even though she knew that the woman would never want to be with her again especially if she had already found a partner that made her more comfortable now.
" If you can't go back in a good way then I'll force you in a different way, if you don't want me then no one can get you either…" His gaze was sharp as well as a sly smile on the tip of his lips.
Regrets will only be behind and at this time there is no point in regretting everything that happened, useless because there is no point in regret because everything is too late and cannot be changed. The love that used to be maybe now has become a hatred for the woman, she who has found love with other men choose to survive with him even though her heart will feel tight, he said, even though he was standing at the wrong end of the place.
He did not care if the whole world would scorn him who was in his heart at this moment to be done, being selfish was the chosen path.