Peter Samyang (Pepet Continue Until Dear)
35. I Hate My Mind

"More precisely my son's birthday, sir. I invited Baby on purpose, 'cause my mom likes her cakes."

Mr. Grace just nods. He felt awkward because he faced the superior of the child. I want to ask him if he is confused. The baby, they are already responsible for bringing the baby to the hospital alone it feels enough.

No need to blame or find out who is wrong. Accidents can not be predicted, everything involved is also the will of God. To ask why Baby can fall in the pool also feels unnecessary. What would he do if he knew the cause? Everything has happened, the most important thing now is to focus on Baby's recovery. That's how Mr. Grace thought.

"Cakra, we better go home first, there's Baby's parents. We can come back tomorrow."

"But, Ma..."

"It's okay, sir. You can go home now. It has been brought and waited until you come alone is more than enough. Thank you, sir, Mom." Mr. Grace spoke.

"No need to overdo it, sir. Baby wretched in my house, so it's my duty to take responsibility. Call me Cakra only, it feels inappropriate for me to be called like that by a Father older than me." The chakras are warm if they are around new people and make them comfortable.

"Come chakra, Aura alone."

Cakra was about to refuse to return, but because his mother carried the name Aura to be puffed up to argue. On the one hand want to be here until Baby wakes up, but on the other hand there is his son who must need him too. After all, there are people who know Baby as well, it will certainly look awkward if he forced his will.

"Yes already. Sir, Mom, we're going home. Tomorrow I'll be here again. If there's anything, you can call me. Baby gave me responsibility. It's my business card." Cakra reached into the wallet and handed him a small sheet of paper.

"Yes, Nak Cakra. Thank you." Thank you."

Cakra and his mother then moved from there. Vira's legs were actually heavy to step on, but he had to forcefully move to carry his body away from there.

"Mom, is he the man you told Dad about?" ask Mr. Grace after the backs of the mother and child are invisible

"Yes, he did meet Mom at the park there was a baby. It could be the baby's birthday. Baby once carried his child too, Mother worried that they were close and not just a boss and employees. I noticed that Cakra was very worried and his outlook was different."

"Feelings of Mother. He feels that way, he feels guilty anyway. Don't distance think. Lose having children, you should have a wife."

"He's a widower, Dad. If you have a wife, you don't worry."

"Don't think too far. We are ordinary and simple people, we will not be interested in our children."

If in the hospital, both parents talk a lot, another case with three humans in a car that is splitting the road to go home.

The driver who is focused on driving, Nisa's mother who secretly noticed Cakra who had just stared at the darkness of the road illuminated by the street lights.

"Baby is fine, why are you still sad? What are you thinking?"

"Nothing. Where am I sad? Look sad, huh?"

"You can just shake it. I lied to Mama. You worried? Is there beginning to taste?"

Cakra turned towards his mother for a moment.

"You remember, it was right on the road to the sick eunya, you have to say what the same Baby?"

Cakra seemed to remember a moment and then nodded, "Remember," he replied briefly.

"What?"

"Whatever he asks me to grant."

"If he really wants to be a part of your life how?"

Cakra let out a long, deep breath and then exhaled violently.

"Not thinking that, Ma. He's not horrified anyway, is he?"

Although in the heart of the conscious Cakra it is already like a vow to do. But when the logic is still not in line with his words earlier. I don't know, he doesn't know why he said that this afternoon. Even if later, what his mother said became a reality, many things that must be considered by Cakra. Doesn't life not mean being husband and wife? Whahuh? Husband wife? Why is Cakra thinking that way?

Oh, my God, I hate my thoughts.

***

Elsewhere, at the hour that had already shown ten o'clock at night was still at Oma Ning's house. The woman was doing was trying to damage the cctv attached around the felt side. Already since Cakra's departure to the hospital the woman is still struggling on CCTV, and finally managed to damage it right when the Cakra car entered the yard of the house.

"Cakra's home, let's go."

Oma Ning was a little upset with Luna. According to him, the woman was too careless with her actions. Oma Ning does not like Baby, but Luna's actions are not justified. That includes criminals and worse, Luna did it in her home. That was what made Oma Ning even more disappointed and unacceptable.

"How's Baby doing, Cakra?"

"He managed to bring his breath back. What are you doing here till night? Why don't you go home?" The gaze of the Cakra Path was thrown towards Luna.

"E me.. I accompanied Aura to sleep."

Cakra only tilted his lips one side. He knew Luna was lying. He knew Aura had fallen asleep just before he knew Baby was drowning. After all since when did he care about Aura? All this time he only focused on the chakras without caring for his son.

Feeling insignificant about Luna, Cakra left without permission from either Oma Ning or Luna. For the first time Luna felt relieved when Cakra behaved like that to her. Well, at least he was free from accusations, insurgencies, or questions from the man. Because he realized that the only ones who did not like Baby were himself and Oma.

" Yes you can go home now Luna. For women it can be saved. Otherwise, maybe this house will be the news tomorrow because the swimming pool claimed the lives. The next time his hands are not nosy," said Oma Ning slowly, but causing pain and irritation in Luna's heart.

You old granny. It could have been a prayer from earlier.

Luna grumbled in her heart as she walked out of the house.