Peter Samyang (Pepet Continue Until Dear)
39. Holding Back the Longs

"Gue just wanted to know how Pak Cakra values me from the other side. I want to know which Pak Cakra likes my personality? I can make him comfortable too. I have two different sides of personality. I don't know, I feel like I have a double personality. But for sure, I am myself. I won't be someone else to like. I'm not saying I can't grow up."

"Yes I know. Everyone has that side, baby. What's your next plan? I'm losing temen again, dong's here."

"Gue will always be there for you. You will not lose anyone. Yes, I cleaned things first. After that I went straight home. I was in the same house as Dad. If you have time to go to my house, yes. Don't be so indifferent to Mr. Dandi. Poor to know him." Baby gives advice while packing his goods which fortunately not much.

"Yes, I said yes. Our friendship won't end just because I quit. Take care of myself, I will take good care of myself. If there was a story, I would do the same. Bye." Baby get out of there. Every sentence he spoke rhymed happily and habitually, but in his heart was so sad and held back tears.

Sure enough, as soon as he walked out of the building, his tears just fell. No longer able to withstand the flood of clear fluids that have been jostling for immediate release.

***

Along the way Cakra just silently looked out the window. He did not know why his heart was so moody and not in the mood to do something. He had been daydreaming without saying anything.

"What are you thinking, sir? Are you saddened by Baby's decision to leave the office?"

"I don't know, I feel like there's something weird about my feelings. Why can't my mind be off Clarissa since she drowned in the pool. I kept thinking about it for no apparent reason."

"That's his name in love, sir."

"Don't be silly Dandi! When did I fall in love with her? No way Ah, maybe I just feel guilty, that's all I think."

"What guilt? I also saw that Baby was healthy. What else makes you feel guilty?"

Feeling unable to answer, Cakra chose to remain silent. He was trying to understand what he was feeling.

From that day on, he spent time in silence. He no longer talks much, even the anger that he usually shows at the office is now rarely shown. And it lasted for a month after Baby came out of the office and even his life.

Yes, since Baby resigned, their relationship is also not re-established. Baby who never contacted himself and himself was also reluctant to contact first. He felt prestige if he had to contact him first without any interest.

However, during that one month do not ask how the Cakra is. He misses Baby, misses the figure of the girl who used to bother him every morning. He was now aware, better disturbed than his life flat like this. Yes, Cakra admitted, he misses Baby. He wanted to see his face, but the sense of prestige that was still soaring made him choose to hold that feeling.

Meanwhile, the girl Cakra thought of also continued her life blankly. Since resigning from the company Cakra, when the phone rang he had always wished that it was from the man who had once been his fake lover. The hope that he always fertilized every day made him hurt, until finally he tried to forget the chakras in his life. He began to learn to get used to it without the chakras. Doesn't he live without chakra before work?

Baby is currently busy with his new job, he has been working for several weeks in a cafe nuanced young people. Luckily he got a good friend, so he could forget for a moment his love problems. Sometimes when alone, he remembers.

"Lo hasn't been picked up yet?" ask one of Baby's friends.

"Not yet, but I'm WA anyway, probably still on the way. It's okay first."

Baby's friend finally returned home first after hearing Baby's words. He waited in front of the cafe alone. It's not usual for her father or sister to pick her up late like this.

One minute two minutes and three minutes Baby waited, but no motorbike stopped in front of him. He started to feel unsettled because it was getting late. Since then he turned to the right and to the left, he was only afraid if anyone had evil intentions to him. Although the road still looks crowded, she is a woman and can not do martial arts.

Baby started pacing left and right after waiting ten minutes. He could not contact anyone because his phone was also dead due to running out of battery. Baby is not his name if in his heart he does not curse anyone who should have picked him up.

"Damn it! If no one picked up, why didn't anyone say? When should I wait here? No more taxis" Baby grumbled.

Not long after he grumbled, suddenly stopped two large-bodied men wearing closed helmets right in front of where he was standing. Of course Baby was wary and took a few steps back quickly. Without warning or saying anything, one of the men got off the bike and grabbed his bag.

Baby tries to defend his bag by shouting for help. Feeling his screams free, he kicked the man with all his might. He ran as fast as lightning as soon as the man slumped onto the sidewalk. However, the man could still get up and chase after him. Noticing that, Baby took off his shoes and threw them at the man. He was still trying to run as fast as possible, until he was almost hit by a car.

Baby approached the car for help.

"Sir, Ma'am, I help anyone help me. I was chased by bad people" Baby said, crying.

The driver came out and it was unexpected that the owner of the car was Dandi. What a marvelous miracle according to Baby.

"Dandi help me, Dan, I'm being chased by the bad guys."

"Yes, he came in. Back seat!" Dandi opened the back door immediately. Baby gets in the car as fast as lightning. His heart stopped beating when he sat in the car.