Pingka Girl Inland
Must be willing
Silence instantly ruled the room where Endra was being treated, everyone in a tense state did not expect this to happen, happiness was waiting beautifully in plain sight now had to wave his hand to leave.
There was a small sobbing from Melisa's mouth that was still standing wrapped her hands around her belly. The woman looked shabby and chaotic .
Pingka collects her luggage that was delayed. While packing the woman said. "The baby needs you, don't let him be born without his father. Don't be an irresponsible man."
The eyes full of love turned red and fierce. There is no more warmth there. Endra's heart raced faster when he heard the phrase Pingka.
"Don't say that, Pingka. I'm not sure she's my baby." Reply Endra with a voice so weak.
"Don't do anything stupid ! You don't know what it's like to live without both parents since childhood. Do you want that innocent baby to be born without seeing his father's face ?! It hurts Mr Endra !" Pingka said slightly up.
Endra's heart was so sick, the warm eyes began to dim and cool again. The look on Pingka's face was not friendly. The soft soothing sound of the heart turned into a thunderous thunderbolt like lightning striking.
"Pingka trusts me" Reply Endra with a pleading gaze and try to grab Pingka's hand.
"Don't be a coward ! Responsible for your actions ! You can hate his mother but love your son, he's innocent. What you did wrong." Said Pingka with a sentence full of emotions. Endra's hand holding both shoulders, he was taken off.
There is no acceptance of Endra's touch as usual. The man was silent without a word. He was unable to digest what had just happened. Endra also tried to remember what he did that night four months ago.
"You've recovered, as I promised. I'll go home after you're healthy. Our formal farewell letter will reach you." Speak Pingka with a heavy tone of voice.
Pingka pulled her suitcase and then walked out of the room regardless of Doctor Reno calling her name, she went to a place that was ready to hold all her emotions and tears.
Endra's hot and sore face got a hard slap from his mother. The man stared blankly. Although his face turned to the side because of the hard slap of the mother. His brain is still digesting the word Pingka.
"You're content to hurt, Pingka ?! And you're still here to let him go ! HUH !" Shouted Erly's mother with tears in her eyes.
Endra only realized that Pingka was no longer in the room. He stood up and went out to chase his wife. Then look in all directions hoping to meet Pingka there. Endra rubbed his face in frustration, already running to all corners but not finding Pingka.
Honey where are you ? Sorry if I hurt
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Endra sits in one of the hospital's parks. His mind became tangled. Don't know what to do ? She wanted to reject Melisa but she was really pregnant. Who broke his heart was that really his son ? If Melisa is indeed in her flesh and blood then, she has no choice but to marry her ex-lover.
Will Endra be able to live with the mother of his child while the love he has is taken away with Pingka ? Endra opens his phone looking at a photo of Pingka who feeds him lovingly when he is sick. Shortly the calendar alarm sounds .
Endra jerks today is a special day for Pingka . This man shed tears with guilt. Not the most beautiful gift that Pingka got, but instead the wound scratches that he received.
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Pingka tear dam finally broke, he cried as much as there. Once again false hope toyed with him, his feelings had been cut off until here.
Feelings of love, love and affection are nothing left. Just hate and hate, the heart that once hurt to form pieces is now crushed into small pieces.
Her memory goes back to that time, how warm and friendly Endra was with Melisa. So there's no way it's not Endra's baby, while Melisa's his dream wife. They may make mistakes because they love each other.
"I must be willing, I must rise" Lirih Pingka strengthened herself. This fragile woman tried to calm herself and stop the tears that still wanted to come out.
His sore face began to look tired after keeping watch for a few nights plus much crying today, he carried his body leaning against the wall his eyes looked far away, his mind and soul empty.
'I'M PREGNANT WITH YOUR CHILD'
The sentence echoes again in Pingka's hearing, the tears that began to dry flow again on her cheeks. She still does not believe that her husband will have a baby with his ex-girlfriend.
"YET..."
Pingka screamed in tears while hitting her own head. The body was paralyzed on a mat full of sweat and tears. No one was comforting him at the moment.
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Without feeling almost three hours of Pingka spent there, a heart so terribly wounded made himself silent a thousand languages. Trudging him to the dressing room and changing clothes and pulling his suitcase looking for a hotel near the terminal, he intended to rest for a while and clean himself up.
This time he returned to his hometown with tears of pain. I don't know when he can go back to this place ? His determination was already unanimous to leave all the stories about Endra in that City.
Tomorrow he will open a new page without the man again shadowing his life. Feeling quite strong and calm, Pingka booked a nine-night departure bus ticket. This time he will enjoy a five-hour trip.
Come Pingka spirit in the next five hours, really your birthday gift is very sweet. Goodbye, city full of memories... Happy birthday to my poor. Be happy you are here
Pingka smiled bitterly
His eyes enjoyed the night view from the window of the bus.
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Endra always calls Pingka's phone, but it's not active. He sat on the bed with a troubled mind, still with a tired hunting breath mixed with anger. He stared intently at Melisa who was sitting leaning on the sofa gently stroking her already protruding belly.
The second time Pingka went from her side, the first went on her own accord and the second she left after listening to Melisa's confession