
"Would you ask the mother of your future child, in what order does she take your mother to my boarding house?" Alya's index finger leads to Hana who is now confused and looks to be completely wrong, especially when seeing the way Ivan looks at Alya so deeply and guiltily, Hana becomes very jealous of him, Hana, as he recalled, Ivan never looked at him with such a gaze during their relationship, making him feel dislike and more like separating the couple and having Ivan alone, whole only for him.
Ivan looks shocked by what Alya told him, how his wife can know about Hana's pregnancy, and why his mother and her lover came to Alya's place, and why, but when Ivan was about to ask about it to Hana, suddenly a doctor called him to talk about the condition of the mother further in his room, so he quickly asked Hana, she also seemed disappointed that she could not explain more to Alya, and this was beyond her prediction, because without her guessing, Alya would find out about Hana's pregnancy so quickly, this meant that making peace with Alya threatened to fail.
Ivan's departure to the doctor's room that treated his mother, of course, became an opportunity for Hana to talk to Alya, after what happened, it seemed like she no longer needed to pretend in front of Alya, she said, he did not hesitate to show his true face, especially he felt above the wind with the support of the in-laws and also the child in his stomach which of course would be more beneficial to his position, and the opportunity to get Ivan as completely as it was was was clearly in front of his eyes.
"Sir Alya, wait!"
Again Alya had to stop his steps, if Ivan had called him, this time Hana who was chasing after him and made him ready to turn his body back.
"What do you want?" Ketus Alya cold.
"Everything is open now, there is nothing to keep secret anymore, I hope that Alya will be wiser in dealing with all these problems." Hana.
"Wise? What else do I need to do wisely? Kuranmg wise have I been letting you and my husband berm, other than crazy behind me, have I ever bullied you?"Alya shook her head, while smiling hard.
"Mba, I'm pregnant with Ivan's son now, this child needs a full-fledged parent!" Pekik Hana's.
"Want you wish me how? That's your son, it has nothing to do with me at all, you made it without involving me at all, why now that it's become like this you're forcing me to get involved in your problems?"
"Sir, let go of Ivan" said Hana without any embarrassment.
"I never held it!" Alya replied straightforwardly.
"Ivan just feels sorry for you so still maintain your marriage, he just forced, let him be happy with his small family, he really wants offspring, this is his happiness." Hana said as if unaware that her words hurt her interlocutor so much.
"Why should I take responsibility for your happiness, while you take away my happiness without the slightest guilt?" Alya's sharp gaze was like piercing through the heart of Hana who felt powerless against Alya's ferocious gaze which seemed to be preparing to pounce on her mercilessly.
Seeing her interlocutor unable to speak anymore, Alya finally decided to leave her husband's dark lover, after all she felt quite satisfied expressing what she wanted to say, even if it's not all.
"Are you okay?"
A simple question that becomes a million meanings when the self is feeling not okay, when the whole world seems hostile to him, when his whole life is only filled with problems, simple questions that actually make yourself strong.
Alya raised her face that had been bowed since last to hold the pain, after a while ago playing the role of a fearsome female tiger, when no one himself became a weak cat who still felt the pain in his heart, his eyes caught the figure of Marcel standing in front of the hospital lobby, hoping the question came from Ivan, who was not the only one in his eyes, the husband who always heralded that he was still very fond of her and did not want to lose her, apparently the question was thrown from the mouth of Marcel, a gluttonous man, jutek and not expected his presence today.
Feeling how hurt in betraying her husband, Alya does not want other women to feel the same way, let alone her who should be the cause, it feels like it will never happen in the dictionary of Alya's life.
"Sir Marcel?" Alya's great-grandson.
"The room informed me about the incident at the boarding house this morning, and I immediately followed here, I was afraid that anything would happen to you." It was Marcel's light that made Alya frown when she heard Marcel's words.
"Ah, I mean I'm worried if anything happens to you, so that our new firm runs also our plan to dismantle the cunning JT so hampered, I mean," said Marcel, errat, repeating his words so as not to sound ambiguous.
"I'm fine, and my personal problems won't have any effect on the job, you take it easy." Alya said, he almost felt geeran because he felt Marcel was worried about his diori, but apparently, the man was only worried about work problems and also his company problems, only, of course it makes Alya smile bitterly in his heart and re-believed that no one really cares about him.
"Let's go home!" Take Marcel.
"But I'm taking the vehicle, sir. Thank you." reject Alya.
"Your car was brought by Damar earlier, I told him to take your car home, after all, it's not good to drive when the heart is not fine like you." Marcel said casually.
"Eh? I'm fine, sir." Tepis Alya rejected the accusations of Marcel who said his heart was not fine, when it was the reality.
"Here is no lover of your husband, no need to pretend anymore." Oceh Marcel, opening the door of his car, allows Alya to go up and go with him.
Without them realizing that secretly hana turned out to see them talking together and then left the hospital parking lot in the same car, he said, his evil smile develops when he managed to capture some photos of the togetherness of Alya and Marcel, he is sure that it will make it easier for him to instigate Ivan to divorce his wife who also cheated on him.
Along the way Alya just fell silent, he did not want to make a gap in his heart to think no-no about Marcel's attitude which sometimes made him think that Marcel was paying more attention to him, he said, and he knew it was wrong, so he didn't want it to grow any further.
Not to mention that he was still thinking about Hana's words that said that Ivan was very happy with the presence of children among them, of course Alya knew, that Ivan was very happy, because all this time Ivan also always said that he was very eager to hold a baby with him, but what power God has not given him trust, it is ironic Ivan got his greatest desire from others.
It may be true what her mother-in-law said to her, if she had now lost, unable to give what Hana had given Ivan, she was defeated by her husband's mistress, her husband's mistress, it makes him look sad right now.
Many realities that he did not want to tell, covering all the pains and wounds with various tropes, as if standing upright without trials, but in fact, deep in his heart was sliced with tears, but Alya always felt alone, so he could only swallow all the bitterness alone.
"What's wrong with rewarding yourself by spilling a soul that is actually very tired by crying, she said, aren't you tired of always wanting to look okay and strong-witted in front of everyone? Everyone has their own tired points, as well as sadness and happiness, all have their own measure, cry, are you not still human? Be sad, don't you still have a heart? Do everything accordingly and not drag on." Said Marcel who seemed to know the turmoil that was being felt Alya in his mind, so that made Alya who had only been able to tear up to hold back tears, crying, now it smashed the dam in its eyes and allowed the clear circle to fall and melt on its side without a sound, even though its heart felt like screaming.