Pink pants
Inner Struggle

Alya walked confidently towards her courtyard which is now decorated with white tarup and fresh flowers placed along the road to the pelaminan which is located right at the door the main house that used to be the place to go home when Alya was tired, was once the most comfortable place when he was lazing.

Now the place that almost two months left was the reception place Ivan who was still her husband's status with the woman of his affair.

Heavy indeed it felt like he had to return to the house, because it was the same that he was forced to recall every corner of the room that kept many stories about himself and Ivan.

The house that was bought from the sweat of himself and Ivan and he hoped to be their shelter until aging in the company of their children has now become a house that was invaded by foreigners and forced him to be driven out of his own home.

Almost all eyes looked towards Alya who still raised her chin firmly and threw a smile at anyone she knew along her steps towards the gauntlet where Ivan and Hana were standing right now.

Some invited guests stared at each other and their faces looked tense for fear of rioting there, while some people just continued to watch scene after scene that would happen next, he said, in fact, there were also some invited guests who were blatantly whispering while staring cynically at Alya who did not want to care at all about anything that made him look miserable.

Wearing a knee-length red dress with exposed backs, making her white skin look more radiant, while her long hair deliberately rolled upwards showing her smooth neck and giving a graceful and elegant impression, thin and not excessive makeup makes Alya's face look fresh and natural, even Hana who is a few years younger than Alya looks younger by Alya.

Hana looked sullen as the male guests' eyes looked in awe at Alya, and she also pinched Ivan's arm several times, because the man who had just a few minutes ago made a marriage appointment and legally became her husband was seen unblinkingly looking at Alya.

"How dare you come here, aren't you ashamed of being a spectacle?" Cibir Yuni while widening her eyes towards Alya, she did not like if Alya became the center of attention and defeated the prestige of her new daughter-in-law.

"I was invited, mother. That's why I'm here, where might I be if I'm not invited, isn't that right, Van?" Alya threw her gaze towards Ivan who was standing lined up with his mother on the lap.

"This is all because you are arrogant and stubborn, do not want to comply with the wishes of the husband, so your husband finally turned away," Cibir Yuni again seemed dissatisfied to say the former favorite daughter-in-law.

"Mom, whatever the reason, a relationship that ends, it's all because the two don't have enough love, so it's so easily torn apart." Alya replied calmly, without the slightest emotion.

"Of course, since Ivan's mas only loved me, if he loved you, there's no way he'd turn his back on you, and now prefer me." Sambar Hana who seemed like her mouth since earlier had been itching to attack Alya.

"Maybe what you say is true, to be honest, when I know Ivan loves someone else, I feel sad and hurt" Alya paused, to let Han laugh satisfied with this confession.

"However, when I found out you were the one, I began to understand, I thought you were compatible. Because people like you just need lust and contentment, not love!" Alya who just touched to make Hana who was laughing with satisfaction and mocking him now turned to annoyance and anger, he also had to endure the embarrassment because the invitees present started talking about him, even some people openly laughed at him cynically.

"Go, you ruined my happy day, get out of my sight!" Dismissed Hana, she forgot that the house where she was doing the wedding reception, was Alya's house as well, because Alya took part in paying the house installments and paying the down payment on credit, the loan agreement, while he has no share, but pretentious master.

"It seems like you're very happy because your desire to have it and get rid of me is realized, but remember, being happy right now is not enough, because the rest you will use to reap karma for all your evil deeds," said Alya while throwing his sweetest smile.

"Welcome to a new life, may you never be in my current position, congratulate our husband on his affair,"

After saying all that Alya then left the guarantee, leaving Hana with an anger that she could not get everything out, leaving Yuni who continued to look at her with a look of hatred, and left Ivan who had not even been able to say a word since his two wives fought each other and sling dropped before him.

Hana who now contains her baby, and Alya who until now is still the owner of her heart, both have their own meaning for Ivan.

Arriving at the firm, she went straight to the rooftop, she wanted to spill all her anger, annoyance and sadness, lying if she was not hurt when she saw her husband standing together at the bar with another woman, she said, even he had to congratulate her.

It turns out that the greatest struggle in a relationship is not to maintain the relationship itself, but willing to let go when the relationship can not be resumed.

"Aaaarrrggghhhh!" Shouted Alya as loud as possible, in place iu he was free to shout because no one would hear his screams, he just wanted to take off the burden that had been heavy on his shoulder since.

"Did that make you lighter?"

A voice shocked Alya who did not realize that there was someone else in the place.

"Sir Marcel!" Stuttering Alya, a little embarrassed as she was just yelling like crazy.

"God has the right to give us a test, and we do not have to be busy to respond with a lot of disbelief to this situation, when we are tested, it means that there is speed in us to receive the test. Go ahead, face it, because the more in the opponent, the more difficult this test will be to carry." Marcel said as he walked closer to Alya, then he stood right beside Alya while thrusting a bottle of mineral water at her.

"But it hurts!" Lirih Alya who finally gave up and said what she now felt without being closed like usual.

"I must look very sad right now" Alya said resignedly, he no longer cared what Marcel would think of him, looser, or even crybaby, whatever it is he just wants to not pretend, at least for now.

"No. You're still the lucky one in this, you just lose the one who doesn't love you, while your husband loses the one who loves him."

Marcel's words again made Alya feel calm, he was inexhaustible, why the man who was forbidden to be with him was always able to make him feel comfortable and forget his sadness.

Unknowingly, Alya looked at Marcel's handsome face very deeply, this was the first time he had looked at the man from a fairly close distance, the man's face looked handsome, he was shady and managed to make his heart beat faster than usual.

Oh, why does God always send this man to ease his grief, he doesn't want this comfortable feeling to gradually become an inappropriate feeling he feels in another woman's man, he must not be like Hana, nor should Marcel's wife feel the pain she is feeling right now, such is the inner struggle that occurs in Alya.

Alya's daydreams instantly froze as Marcel suddenly panicked after receiving a phone call.

"I need to get to the hospital!" Pamit Marcel half ran towards the stairs and disappeared there in the blink of an eye, even Alya did not have time to ask what happened, as well as who was in the hospital.

But, isn't that not the place to know? Not to interfere too far in Marcel's life seems to be the right choice for Alya, just related to work problems, not for others.