Poetry and Love Journey
Identity and Night Conversations
That night when it was almost dark, Dhani sat in the window of his room enjoying the sky that was colored to red. sophia responds quite often to her poetry and comments on her Instagram but never her desire to publish her picture or even a little identity, she makes her a secret, unknown to Sophia, her friend or fan of Sophia herself.
in the midst of daydreaming whether he would reveal his identity, from name to age.he already felt very close to Sophia, they seemed to feel connected in every word of their poem, as if, deep feelings conveyed through the posts he shared. Dhani mused that he would not reveal his identity fearing it would ruin Sophia's career, and fanatical fans would interfere with her career. Dhani feels the decision not to reveal his identity is the right decision for both of them, and Dhani is not a special person like Sophia, she does not feel the same status as Sophia. but by deciding to hide her identity she felt increasingly distant with Sophia, she was a little dissatisfied by just sharing her message and discussing her poetry. Dhani had to start taking a lot of breaths to dive deeper, he could have died out of breath in the ocean, he will feel the pain when his lungs enter the water and may explode at the bottom of the deep Ocean, but will the fear stop him. for the time being he decided to take a step back then advance again the next time, he would hide his identity and reveal a better time.
several times Dhani often read comments from Sophia fans, some commented positive and some negative.One comment said "thank you, poet" the comment was in a post at 1 pm
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Sophia was off schedule by spending some of her time with Olivia. They sometimes decided to shop even though sometimes there were no items to buy, they walk the street looking for a cafe that is interesting and viral, they go to museums and playgrounds, of course Sophia hides her identity while walking the road. until nightfall they decide to sleep together and have some conversations they rarely say.
while in the middle of a conversation about their favorite music or favorite food, Sophia asks if Olivia "manager do you have any experience with a man?" this question was none other than Sophia's curiosity with her manager who did not look so good at getting along.
"why ask?" olivia said, with a slightly surprised face
"no, just ask" while smiling Sophia showed an innocent expression
"actually, I used to have one" said Olivia, holding a glass with both hands right in front of her mouth
"tell me" said Sophia who arrived excited, seeing the face begging like a hamster that made Olivia could not refuse
"all right this time" said Olivia resignedly, "where I thought I should start, oh I was sitting in my high school class, beside the bench that led to the window was a man who looked like a dead fish..."
"hahaha what the hell" Sophia laughed out loud with a figure of speech used by Olivia and made her cut through the conversation
"please continue"
"... the man sighed at all times and threw it away again, as if he had just lost something precious, sometimes smiling only when someone greeted him or asked him to speak, but the rest of it he never existed anywhere, in school pension or study tour he often never attended, he always avoids things that are not related to daily lessons and also no one knows him outside of school hours.at that time I was alone, I was alone, I came to the school art scene faster for some reason, in an empty classroom and most of the students headed for the field I sat on a corner bench alone quietly and deserted, I really enjoyed the solitude of the sound of the show in the field, I did not expect a man to come to the empty classroom and he realized me, then greeted me with a smile "oh Olivia I didn't know you were here" I ignored the greeting until he came across the bench heading towards me and said "do you hate the heat?", I responded by saying "i hate the heat", he looked excited and said "me too". 10 minutes had passed but this man did not leave the bench near me, I don't know what he's thinking but it bothers me. "wake me up" he said before he made a pillow hand to sleep, I just kept quiet and said nothing, after a while that I saw his face sleeping like a cute chick, I could not turn my face away from him at all, I stared at every detail of his reed eyes, and I could not turn it back, for some reason when my heart was beating fast it felt like I had never experienced this, I even imagined kissing it in my mind, I couldn't calm down I felt so red at the moment. when I looked into his eyes, I didn't know he had opened his eyes and made our eyes meet, it felt like I was going to run away and my heart was beating irregularly. "Olivia was beautiful too" he said, which made me immediately stand up from the bench and try to run, unfortunately my movement will rush it makes my legs trip over the table legs and I fell down, when I fell down my left hand was held by him who threw me down on my back, when I fell I involved him also fell, too, he was on top of me with your face facing each other, my face was very red and embarrassed because of that and his face was like that, too, I imagined what I was imagining when I saw her falling asleep now she was on top of me with a red face without saying what" Olivia paused for a moment, which made Sophia ask
"then?" Sophia was very curious, as if she had 10 ears to listen to
"then your schedule for tomorrow is a television commercial" Olivia said
"he... What happened to you guys? did you guys do that?" Olivia looks very excited and tries to guess Nebak
"that?" Olivia is confused
"that" Sophia uttered again the ITU word, as if it would send a message through her brain and transfer it to Olivia's brain
The unseen Olivia picks up the signal, only agreeing to dispel Sophia's "yap, that" curiosity"
Sophia looked ashamed of herself, I don't know what was in her shadow when Olivia assented, and now she was silent
"let's go to sleep, let's end the conversation today" said Olivia, who was lying in the corner of the bed