Poetry and Love Journey
The Road to Sophia

The night after the band dispute that Dani woke up in the range at 1 pm, his body somehow sore at the waist may be this because of his position during sleep, but his body is not, the ache made it uncomfortable to go to the kitchen and get a glass of water, but he still took it and washed his often dry throat in the middle of the night, probably because he slept too fast than usual, to make him wake up like this and do not know what he should do, his eyes are also no longer sleepy, although he turned back to sleep position still dead it did not want to fall asleep, he said, Dhani plays his phone for a while and reads web comics, but he runs out of comics to read until he looks for online games to play. The game also did not make him sleepy even so upset because of his defeat, he finally quit the game scroll some apps on his phone, until it ended up on social media that he rarely open.

Dhani re-created her social account and as she saw some motivational words on the homepage she decided to make her social media where she put her work, Dhani started copying some old poems and posting, More, he also followed several accounts that ended with a follow back.The post did not find many likes, but slowly my land will grow. Dhani now spends the week posting on social media and growing me to 25 followers, with 150 accounts being followed. band rehearsals that usually occur on weekends can not be carried out due to lack of personnel, and now Dhani spends his day posting his poetry. The poem was an old poem he wrote, what about new? he never once posted it, because his new poetry is mostly shown to Sophia who some even explicitly mention the name Sophia. now that night he muses he's running out of things to post and he doesn't even find the inspiration to write, Dhani just sits in his chair and is glued to social media. "what's happening today?" he was looking for news that might bring inspiration to write, but no inspiration came, as if something was stuck. Dhani spins around in her room looking for and taking notes on inspiration, catching it with her thoughts but the old lama really makes her tired, and laying herself on her bed. "today Sunday should be a practice" inner speaking. Dhani does not show much about his feelings, but he is actually disappointed with his personnel, on the other hand he also feels guilty can not help much

that day when he entered the exkul band at his high school, there they met some personnel and sometimes he also told his dream to his excursion friend who also seemed to have the same hobby, he said, they started their band, created songs and played on shows. Dhani at that time appeared with nervousness and enthusiasm, a thrilling feeling that he rarely felt, when he was on stage with the audience in the face of the audience that was the feeling of being very free with the rhythm of the music he played, Dhani was also grateful to choose the bass guitar instrument, which is also very free, as he with his bass on stage he feels he has his own world with beautiful colors in every sound of his instruments. Dhani is not a good bass player, but he is actually the one who sometimes attracts the most attention on stage, only he is unconscious.

"actually what was the reason I started the band? is it just for that momentary pleasure?"

Dhani began to ponder, thinking what exactly was his goal?, what was his ambition?, what was he trying to accomplish? he sank for so long, he began to feel the end of everyone was death waiting for him, the feeling made him even more uninspired, he also thought with some dead people before reaching his goal. and that thought brought Dhani back to the girl who accidentally killed an ant in her dream.Yes she was thinking too much, but this is how she is. his brain was full of ideas but it could also kill him at the same time.

Dhani is now rightly reminded of Sophia, a poem of poetry that he wrote a sense of admiration for him and his charm.The first poem that Dhani wrote about Sophia ak too shows his admiration, he said, the poem was written after he had a dream about a girl who was very similar to Sophia, the poem is not a poem of admiration but rather an understanding of why the girl asked about ants and why she was happy about it, the poem does not praise Sophia's charm but rather Sophia who cannot be herself like an ant being forced to march after another.

Dhani returns to her desk and opens social media when a self-portrait of Sophia appears in her stage outfit that day in a distant city, Dhani who saw that moved her eyeballs accidentally towards her first poem about Sophia Girl. Dhani thought for a moment with the idea that popped into her head to send this poem to social media, and perhaps she would tag Sophia whose Instagram she followed when she first created social media. Dhani was right to send the poem quickly and mark Sophia at the end of her poem, Dhani did not expect much with a reply or like, he just felt he had to do it, he just felt he had to do it, he may feel the world should know his feelings.

Dhani went back to her bed and threw her face on the pillow, asking what would people think? it does not matter with the ridicule of people, it is still strange to send poetry to someone we idolize.he really can not sleep, he also does not want to open the phone. until finally he decided to open the window of his room and look at the night sky, which was very cold at that time. Dhani looked up at the sky of the capital city that had no stars, he kept staring inward, until the sky was seen moving undulating, like a sea water that touched the shore, Dhani drowned for so long without realizing the moon and her mother had entered her room

"Dhan?"

"mom..."