Poetry and Love Journey

Poetry and Love Journey
Blue Dream


Nico who pulled Dhani's arm brought awareness to him after being drowned in the crowd for so long. "Nico" he said after seeing that the one who pulled his arm was Nico.


Nico is seen rushing and rushing away from the stage, he seems worried about something, and Dhani just follows him without asking anything.


they returned to their resting place near a shady tree, and that was when Dhani asked "why retreat?"


"already at this hour, if we go home after the show is finished the train will race really, so we go home aja yuk attack" Nico with his experience felt he had to go home immediately, besides he was not alone, too, he and Dhani were worried as they separated in the crowd.


Dhani again saw the stage was perverted and saw an old man singing with a guitar in his hand. Dhani recalled her previous feelings about her being drowned in the crowd but being able to handle it calmly, she also recalled the deep blue sea.


they decided to go home early, and it was true that the words of Niko were not as crowded as they left deserted with some people who thought the same as Nico. Dhani himself was silent, he felt something was left behind, he felt something was empty.right he did not have time to write what he felt, he felt, what he saw and what made him drown for so long. Dhani took out her notebook and felt she had to take notes, she closed her eyes for so long but could not feel what she had felt. Niko who saw Dhani noted, but did not record anything to let him.Even to the destination station, Dhani did not also go to record.


"i'm sorry, Dhan"


"yeah be careful bre"


in his room Dhani sat on the desk chair where he wrote, trying to recall what he could have wanted to say about the taste, trying to ponder for a moment until he turned on his laptop and turned singer Sophia around, but at the end of the first song he did not find what was just a beautiful song he thought.then he thought again how he could feel the atmosphere when he was there earlier, he was there, then Dhani opened the phone and opened the song player application, there he played Sophia's song and closed his eyes, making himself drown with it again. he again felt that feeling, the feeling of blue. the feeling was like bringing him back to the concert earlier was different he felt like enjoying the concert without anyone around him, there was only her big stage and a singer with color lights could bring about a very deep atmosphere of loneliness. Dhani opened her eyes, moved to stand up from the chair and followed the tone of it she danced, a dance that only she saw in the movie she tried to follow. her right hand held the hand of a beautiful girl and her left hand was embracing the waist of the girl.They were dancing like there were only those with blue light around who followed their dance moves, she said, it's been an hour Dhani danced but actually it was not more than five minutes, only one song played before he saluted his dancing partner and realized he was just carried away by his imagination just now


Dhani continues to enjoy the song by slamming herself into the bed and staring at the sky of her room, once again closing her eyes, the singer was swept away but this time not on stage but under a big tree and they both stared at each other, the girl smiled then turned her body towards the big tree where she saw a small ant marching.then Dhani accidentally said "beautiful" in a soft tone, the girl who heard him smiled and said "you're not the only one who said that to me" with her hand the girl closed her little laugh. Dhani who was unexpected with his answer was embarrassed, he knew that it was not enough to describe his feelings with just beautiful words, because it was so complicated so blue and deep. Many things that Dhani wants to talk about but no sound comes out as if something holds him back.If you look closer this girl is very similar to the poet who appeared on stage earlier, this girl is very similar, the thing that made her different was that she no longer wore the beautiful thing just a simple blue dress without any decorations.the girl pointed at the ants that were lined up on the tree, saying "the ant that came out of the line, what was he thinking? is he happy?"


"really?"


Dhani continued saying "but I don't think any other ant would be happy to see that"


the girl looked at Dhani and she asked "why?"


"because the ant is not what people want it to be, it releases everyone's expectations, throws them away and throws them away."


the girl paused for a moment to notice the ant, then her hand tried to block the ant's path and pointed it back to the line, Dhani who saw it immediately asked with what she was doing "what are you doing?"


the girl seemed to ignore him and kept blocking the ant from forcing him into the line, the ant got to the line but back away again and the girl directed him to one more time. when he was directing the ant the girl accidentally killed him, he who was surprised immediately pulled his hand. Now the ant is really dead, his body stuck to the branch of the tree.The girl who was shocked, the girl who was surprised, was really dead, revealing a frightening face, it fell silent expressionlessly and slowly looked towards Dhani.


"is the ant happy now?" Dhani is surprised to be unable to answer the question from the girl he was silent for so long until he decided to answer


"he was happy" in a soft voice but dared not look at the girl. Dhani, who was waiting for a reply from the girl, never got it, then when she saw the girl smiling gently at him and approached her slowly. when their heads were so close the girl said a line that Dhani could not understand, but when she saw the happy smile of the girl she understood that the girl was happy. Dhani smiles, though she does not understand the girl's words, and she puts her hand on Dhani's shoulder and pushes him slowly, Dhani could not make his body move even fall backwards, he did not fall to the ground but rather like falling down the abyss with the girl staring with her smile. when he fell down, Dhani realized that it was just a dream, he realized when the song had not played again because it ran out of power. Dhani wakes up from her sleep and rushes to her chair, trying to find the cable casan phone on the table, while thinking about the meaning of her dream, without realizing it his hand had been holding the pen and he seemed to be preparing to write