Princess Endut
202. Disillusioned

The loud noise was heard after Weva who suddenly rose from the chair made the chair that he had been sitting on hit the floor.

Brilyan looked up at Weva who looked completely shocked. His face was as if he had frozen. It feels like this heart stopped beating in this second as well.

The music stopped immediately accompanied by the confused faces of the musicians after seeing the incident that happened to make the atmosphere become quiet.

Weva hugged her finger that had been touched earlier by Brilyan who was now rising from the chair while his face still looked confused.

"You why Weva?"

Weva's lips twitched. He doesn't know what else to say. Both of his eyes looked in no direction. His mind seemed to drift somewhere.

"A-you're not that boy?" tanya Weva stutters.

"What if the boy wasn't me?"

"You just said yes or no!!!" weva's shout made Brilyan gasp in shock.

Brilyan did not expect that Weva would hit him like this. Both of Weva's eyes were reddened to hold the hanging puddles of tears.

Brilyan took a deep breath. He bowed for a moment and looked back at Weva who was still silent with a trembling body

To be honest, Weva was afraid that Brilyan wasn't the boy. Weva was so scared.

"Just answer!!!"

Brilyan closed both of his eyes. Weva's voice managed to make her ears buzz.

"I'm not that boy."

Weva's tears dripped down her cheeks. His body felt limp hearing Brilyan's confession.

Weva laughed and then nodded.

"You're lying, right? You're that boy, right? You must remember the same fat girl and red bracelet, right? Yeah, isn't Brilyan?" his whine was hopeful but Brilyan shook his head.

Weva nibbled her lips firmly. His chest seemed to be pounded to make it tight so sore and sick. God, what kind of reality is this. Weva's breath stinged, he rubbed his hair and pressed his head that felt dizzy and painful.

"No way, this is not possible. You're the boy," said Weva who did not accept.

"Weva I'm serious. I was born in Singapore and grew up there. I went to Jakarta when I was 9."

"And I also met that boy when I was 9, Brilyan-"

"But I've never been to the park!" cut it.

Weva stepped back away from Brilyan. What he had done for Brilyan was the most stupid thing. Weva has done and sacrificed a lot. He was willing to lose weight, bring a stock of fried rice, follow Brilyan wherever he was even he entered the school where Brilyan was there.

But what is happening to him now. The shocking fact made Weva almost crazy. His brain feels spinning inside there making him dizzy.

Brilyan frowned confusedly staring cluelessly at what had happened to Weva.

"Weva you"

"Stop!!!" weva yelled, Brilyan stopped.

He undoes his intention to approach the figure of Weva who still looks shocked.

"Why you?"

Weva. He rubbed his wet face from the tears hard. He closed his lips which managed to escape a small crying sound.

"Brilyan isn't that boy!"

"Brilyan isn't that boy!" she whispered as she touched her trembling lower lip with the cooling tip of her fingers.

"Weva why are you?"

"Shut up!!!"

Brilyan gasped in surprise. He again got a crack from Weva who was still stepping back.

"You're not that boy!"

"What's wrong with that boy not me?"

Brilyan fell silent. Weva's screams were bouncing all over the now-silent room of the restaurant.

"Brilyan is not wrong but Weva is wrong. All this time the person I was after wasn't Weva's first love. Brilyan is not that boy!!!"

"Ja-so what u-udah Weva is doing is all wrong. Weva's the wrong guy."

"Guva-"

"Shut up!!!"

"But I love you."

"Remain love because Weva is just love for the boy while Brilyan is not the boy!!!"

Brilyan's forehead folded an unexpected look at what Weva said.

"Now forget about Weva! Forget about everything!!!" weva yelled and grabbed the bag and ran away from the restaurant and Brilyan stood still.

Both of Brilyan's eyes heated up staring at the departure of Weva who left him just like that.

"Yeah!!!"

Bruack!!!

Plates and items on the table were blown off and scattered on the floor making the musicians gasp in shock.

Brilyan hit the table hard with his fists flushed red from the hard hit from the table surface. He grabbed a chair to throw him on the floor and shouted loudly enough to express his anger.

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Weva ran along the road crying as he pleased making the pedestrians and the driver of the vehicle he crossed stare confusedly at Weva.

Weva occasionally rubbed her wet cheeks. His hair was blown away as he ran in an indeterminate direction. Weva stopped her run making her already unable body hug the pole on the wooden bridge.

His legs were no longer able to support his body. He could no longer survive. He threw his body just like that on the surface of the footing of a bridge that is high enough that is above the sea that looks very wide.

He touched his tight chest. The pain in his chest made him hiccup.

"Yeah!!!" weva screamed while closing her eyes firmly making her tears drip again.

Weva pulled strongly on her disheveled hair. His black mascara faded away making the bottom of his eyes blacken.

Weva rubbed the lipstick off her lips firmly leaving a red mark on her cheek.

"Yahoo!!!" shout Weva.

He hit the surface of the pole hard. Stupid, he's so stupid. Weva never thought this would happen to him.

Weva looked up at the vast sky decorated with stars making her tears flow through her ears.

"Yahoooo!!!"

"Why? Why should the story be like this?!!"

"The person Weva was chasing after wasn't Weva's first love!!!"

"Why?!!"

"Weva doesn't want Weva's struggle to go down the drain!!!"

Weva screamed back. He shook the bridge pole that he held firmly expressed his anger.

Weva stopped her crying. He turned to look at people who had been looking at him since when he was looking at him while whispering. Weva doesn't care, he doesn't care about any of them.

He gulped his saliva through the esophagus that felt dry and sick because he had been tired of screaming since. He looked down at the lights of the ship sailing at the end there.

"How now?"

"So that means Weva has lost Weva's first love."

"Everything is gone. It was all in vain!!!" weva shouted again at the end of his sentence.